jemi was in 5th grade. when she had her first love jazz. they had a great time together but after one year destiny changed their paths and she still feel connection without any lovely relationship.. FIRST LOVE STILL EXIST'S?
CHAPTER 1
HIS FIRST CONFESSIONš
thursday, in the break time he took me to the corner of classroom when there was no one other than us and he showed his left hand to me. ''I LOVE YOU" ā” was written on his hand. lol i was shocked and my body totally shrivered.but then i think that this is for suzan not for me.
,okay i will tell this to her
To whom jemi?
mhm.suzan,of course
wait why?
lol, because you love her
oh no jemi, this is for you.. i really love you ;)
And without saying anything i moved from there. I just can't explain the feeling right now but i wasn't in anger too.
CHAPTER 2
POV:- KID'S
Next day, i just don't want to face him again because i have the fear of my elder brother YUSUF. he had very bad temper and because of him everybody knows me and no one ever dare to say anything wrong to me. That's why i just never wanted to involve jazz into this. And i told everything to my bestfriend.
hey,suzan i want to tell you something
what jemi?
yesterday jazz just showed me his hand and there want something written on it,
And what was that?
"I LOVE YOU"ā”
For who?
he sad that he likes me.
that's totally rubbish
i know that's why i didn't said anything to him
And after this jazz comes to me and ask for notes and i looked at suzan and said to him that don't talk to me otherways i am going to tell everything to our principle.LOL. and after somedays i started feeling for him as one sided love. i started loving his rude behaviour towards others just to sit at my back bench.After i completed 6th grade,my parents changed my school. In starting i was happy in new school but i also wanted jazz to join my school but destiny chooses something else.
CHAPTER 3
NEW BEGINNINGš
my 7th grade completed but i wasn't happy in new school but wishes best for 8th one. And in 8th grade i felt everything is going just how i wanted it. And i never thought about jazz. My new friends was good enough to pass out from that school. With this i completed my 8th grade. 9th grade changed my entire life but not for best. And then I had crush on my classmate but i never feel the love because that one sided love was good enough for me to enjoy school days. And exactly as that i enjoyed it.
CHAPTER 4
JAZZ IS BACK
In my 10th grade, My cousin handed my snapchat to jazz. when i came back from school
hey jemi!!
hiii
i just want to let you know that jazz wanted me to tell your snapchat to him and
AND??
mhm, i gived him
why ??
did you have any problem ?
no,not like that. but it's ok
and then i get into my room.. i was so happy and excited.Then i saw that he requested to be friend on snapchat which i accepted. and then we started talking. I felt what exactly happiness is. i wanted it to lasts forever. And suddenly one day He asked for relationship. mhm haha and i said "YES".
CHAPTER 5
NOTHING LAST'S FOREVERš
with the growth of our height,age our thinking was changed. I no longer thinks that we are for each other and suddenly we both stopped talking.And after 1 year he texted me again but this time he asked for something else.."S*X"
for me it was not that what i wanted.I never wanted to have s*x before marriage but i'm not even against who did it before marriage. i just never wanted to feel regret in my life that's why i never said YES again.
CHAPTER 6
FEELING FLUCTUATE'S
now we both are in relationship but not together. And both still thinks about each other. will he ever come again? will i feel that love again how it felt in 5th grade?
WHAT DO YOU GUYS THINK- DOES FIRST LOVE STILL EXISTS?
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