Summer finally said goodbye
No anticipation, no reason to abide
Uncontrollable, finally besides
Shall I lie to myself?
Tell me how to stop the lies
Years of entrapment
Turning into torment
Reluctant to understand
Eaten alive by the quicksand
Where only longing proudly stand
Brain watching out and understand
Feelings falling flat behind
Refusing to look back
Fears of staring and attack
Fear overcoming, a part of this pack
Thoughts torturing
God help me stopping
Miserable, forgetting aspiring
Out of the window, don't dare to stare
Annoyingly nothing to spare
Senseless, just scared