In retrospect

No one I though would suspect

My worst fear

It all appear

Embarrassing

Past experiences

Could ever leave

Marks hard to weave

Like a spider web

No time to react

Not even time to act

A past marked

Like a tattoo inked

In black bold strokes

Felt exposed

I must supposed

Easy win

I don't have a twin

To support me

To cover me

An embarrassing take

I couldn't but just make

My defeat

Wasn't a part of the feature

As my doctor said

There's no cure

For a love

For sure