Keenan was going out of the house when i arrived there. He stopped his car immediately he saw me approaching his entrance. Getting out of the car, i rushed to him when i realized he has some luggage in the passenger seat.
'Where was he going with his luggage in the car?', I asked internally.
"What on earth are you doing here Ash? ",he asked coming of the car.
"And where on earth do you think you are going with that in the car?", I questioned back pointing at the bag.
"Oh that, I'm going on a vacation", he answered casually but I wasn't a fool to believe him.
"Don't you dare lie to my face Keenan, do I look that stupid to you? You are leaving right? You want to run away from me isn't it?, my eyes wear already blurry with tears waiting to flow like a river.
"Ash I'm doing this for you, i don't deserve to breathe the same air as you. Please let me go, i am too dangerous for you, i don't want..."
"And who are you to tell me what is dangerous for me and what is not? What right do you have to decide that for me? you cant tell me that rubbish, i get decide my own fate or we leave it for fate to decide", I lashed out angrily."
"But Ash...",I raised my palm to stop him from pouting more rubbish to my face.
"Keenan, i don't care about what you did and i am ready to forgive you but what i cant forgive is you leaving me alone, i will never forgive you for that, trust me. I can't risk loosing someone who makes me feel so content, i can't loose the only person my heart races for that much, I don't know why I am experiencing all this emotions but I want to find out with you"
"Ash..."
"I want to hate you but i cant, Ana says that is because I have fallen in love with you, and I'm not scared to admit it Keenan, I have fallen in love with you and I want to experience how it feels to be love with you", I finally confessed and it was easier than I thought it would be, I felt relived after that but the stare and the silence I was getting made me feel uncomfortable till he finally decided to speak.
"Listen to me Ash, you are not in love, you are saying all this just to stop me from leaving but...",I covered his lips with mine making him swallow the rest of his words. I wasn't ready to listen to whatever he had to say because i knew it was going to hurt badly. I read from a book that the only way to shut someone whose words were capable of hurting you is to kiss the person and that was exactly what I was doing and I froze with my own action but it worked anyways. I didn't know how to redraw from the position I had entangled myself in. Just as I tried to pull myself back, I felt his arms wrapping around my waist dragging me closer to him. he then devoured my lips with his and he took charge. He sucked my lips as if he had always been waiting for that moment to come.
I allowed myself to feel the heat from the kiss and it was an amazing feeling which I had never felt in my life. I didn't even know I would ever be able to get that close contact with a guy like that. at that moment, I felt truly grateful to my parents who had sent me to a mixed school to mingle. He finally pulled back and looked into my eyes making me blush hard.
"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have done that", he apologized confusing me. I thought we both had a moment.
"Why are you apologizing?", I asked him.
"I'm don't deserve your love Ash, please let me go".
"Can't you just stop reciting those lines for once, it's beginning to annoy me", I told him and walked straight into his compound and I could feel his confused gaze behind me and I knew he would definitely follow me so I just kept walking.
"Ash", I heard him calling my name as his footsteps drew nearer.
"Just open this up", I said in a commanding tone pointing to the door. He had no other option than to obey because he was at fault. I walked in majestically as if the house belonged to me and waited for him to follow behind.
I relaxed on the sofa and ordered him to bring me a juice since my throat was feeling dry all of a sudden.
He moved hesitantly towards the fridge to get me what I needed and stood beside me as if he was my body guard.
"Aren't you going to sit?", I asked and he just stared at me.
"What are you doing Ash?", he asked worriedly and not confused this time.
"Do you want to know what I'm doing? Can you handle it?", I asked rolling the glass in my hand. I looked up to catch his gaze and realized how cute and adorable he was looking at that moment.
"You can tell me anything at all , just don't keep it to yourself… and you are beginning to scare me with those eyes of yours", he said messing up with his hair.
"You want me to tell you everything?", I smirked.
"If only you are willing to tell me", he added quickly.
"I've fallen in love with you Mr. Russell", I said sipping my juice.
"Can you be serious Ash? You are really scaring me"
"You think I'm not serious, do you want me to prove it to you?", I asked getting up from the sofa. He looked at me confused and tried to walk away but I held him by the wrist. "I know you want me, just say it"
"Ash please stop it, let me take you home"
"Why did you kiss me?", I suddenly asked surprisingly both of us.
"I already apologized for that"
"You haven't answered my question, why did you kiss me?"
"Because I was lost, okay"
"Good. I want you to get lost whenever you are with me", I walked closer to him, looked into his beautiful eyes and then his lips. He looked so awesome.