(A/N: Hey I'm sorry for not being able to update for the last few days. I have just been so busy that I did not have time to update. So here are some chapters to make it up)
**FLASHBACK**
Before Lilith meets Lu Xie
Lilith's name before was Aster like the stars but she hated her name so much that she loathe it all her life.
She was born into a very patriarchal family, but her identity is not that good.
She is a product of her father's infidelity, her mother was an ordinary worker in his company. Her father took fancy of her mother and force her.
When she was born her father took her back and her mother was thrown aside. This made the first wife so angry but she couldn't offend her husband.
So she vented all her anger to her, she was not taken care of properly when she was a baby and was often ignored by maids too.
When she was 2 years old she was weak and her body was very malnourished, her bones can be seen clearly by the naked eye.
Her father knew that this was happening to her but he ignore her and didn't pay attention to her. This made the maids have the courage and bully her.
She grew up being ignored by her father, being scorned by her stepmother, and being bullied by maids. She couldn't fight her back she can only keep her anger inside her heart.
That anger grew day by day, until one day. She went to bed normally but when she woke up she was tied to a table and saw her father talking to a man wearing a long white cloak.
She tried to move but both her arms and feet were restrained. When she moved her father and the man looked at her.
The man with the white cloak had an uncomfortable smile on his face as he look at her, she was scared and tried to move.
"She's all yours," her father said before leaving, that's the only thing he said before leaving her
The man in white showed her father out of the room, and when it was the two of them the man was like a maniac.
"Hahahaha finally I have a test subject hahahahaha" he shouted happily and twirl around
It made her so scared and pulled on the chains that are restraining her.
The man heard her and looked at her with a smile "Don't worry we're going to have a long long time together" he said smirking
That was the start of her nightmare.
The man in white was a scientist who experiments with different kinds of medicine and he needed a test subject he can use.
That's when her father gave her to him.
On the first day, she remembered that the man in white injected a medicine that was color red. She doesn't know what that medicine was.
But her body suddenly started to heat up as if boiling, and she struggled to move and get some cold water but her limbs were numb.
**CLANG**
**CLING**
The chains made a sound, and as she move, tears fell on her temple and sweat covered her forehead. The man in white was just watching her as if he is looking at an animal struggling.
"Alright, that's enough for today" the man in white smirked
On day two,
She was tied to a chair, and her head was hanging, the man came into the room again. And injected another medicine into her forearm.
She tried to get away from the needle but was held by the man, she cried as he injected her with an unknown medicine.
"Be a good girl, this will only take a few seconds" the man coax
But she cried even more.
**SLAPPED**
The slap was hard that it made a loud noise, the man pinch her chin and said coldly "I said be quiet b*tch"
She trembled in fear and muffled her cries.
On day three,
She was starting to lose her sanity, she was not fed or drunk a drop of water for 3 days. But her body didn't feel hungry or thirsty.
On day four,
She was put in an ice bath her body trembled from coldness, as she hug her body to warm up. The man just watch and was recording all her reactions in his paper.
On day five,
The man fed her some kind of food that made her choke and puked the food as soon as it entered her mouth. The man slapped her again and forced the food inside her mouth.
On day six,
...
Time passed and she was now like a broken doll, she doesn't know how long she was kept captive in this place. All she knew is that she would be drugged every day.
Her body felt numb and but her heart was full of hatred, anger, ruthlessness, and other emotions that she kept all these years.
One day, the man placed them on a large table and injected another medicine into her.
Suddenly she felt unbearable pain, she squirm and shouted in pain. Her head was throbbing, all the nerves in her body reacted, and her muscles seems to be getting ripped apart.
"Aaaaahhhhhhhhhhh"
The pain was so painful unlike the other medicine she can tolerate but this one was so painful, she kept kicking and moving her whole body.
She didn't know how long she was struggling until the pain subside slowly, she was breathing heavily as her eyes stare at the ceiling and slowly close her eyes.
She thought finally she is free, but then she felt something was changing inside her. When she opened her eyes she was shocked to see her body was now like a huge wolf with black fur.
"Ahahahahahha finally the excitement succeeded" the man shouted in happiness
And was checking how her body, when he was about to touch her she pushed him. Her eyes were vicious how dare they!! They made her a mutant in a body of a beast.
The man stumbled backward at her push.
She was shocked then she glared at the man more viciously.
The man stood up in anger and didn't know that he was being glared at "What are you looking at b*tch? Now fucking sit down and let me check you!!" he shouted
She was angry and bit him, the man shouted in pain and tried to push her away. But she bit his shoulder hard until it cracked and throw him to the wall.
**BANG**
It made a loud noise and a group of men with guns came in and started shooting at her, she easily avoided the bullets and run toward them then flicked them with her tail.
She then run out of the room and didn't notice a laser placed on the ground.
**ZAP**
"AARWGGGG" she growled in pain
But continue to run, as she avoided the place where her senses told her not to go. Her nose became sensitive and her speed was faster than a race car.
She got out of the lab, then escaped toward a building. When she got to town she was shocked to see the whole place was now like a barren land.
And this weird human-like figure was walking funnily but their faces were so hideously ugly. One of the figures approach her and was about to bite when she kicked it sending the figure far away.
She was disgusted and went to an ongoing building. She was injured badly she licked the wound the blood stopped then she felt tired and fell asleep.
When she woke up again, she smell an unfamiliar scent in the air, she waited until she saw a girl peeking at her. She immediately growled and groan to intimidate her.
She looks cute, and pretty and was about the same age as her. The girl cautiously approached her and told her she will put a bandage on her wound.
She understand what she meant but was vigilantly looking at her, she knew she can't just trust her but in her heart, something was telling her she was telling the truth.
So she let her, the way she wrapped her wound was gentle, and when she touch her head softly and hugged her.
It made her heart race fast, she was shocked by this feeling it was warm and comforting.
Then she gave her a new name Lilith.
She likes the name very much, that she licked her and rub her head against her. And when she told her she was going to protect her.
Her heart felt warmth, looking at the small figure she giggled inwardly. She didn't even notice her eyes were looking at her with the tenderness of a lover.
The past few days that she met this girl it was always so fun every day.
She would chatter about herself non stop and she would teach her how to play games like tic tac toe. She even cooks for her every day, its craft was so good she couldn't stop eating.
When she is with her she felt happy and her heart would often races when she is near her. She still doesn't understand this feeling but she likes it.
They both also went through hell and got to see another side of her, though she is small she has a lot of strength and she even killed those thugs.
She just wished that everything is like this every day just the two of them.