'RAVEN DYNASTY'
"Raven dynasty? Uhmmm if I'm in 11th century this is.... King's ruling? So in '1107' the king was.... Uhmm" i should have listened the history classes. "Uhmm Edward? No not in Raven it's.... Yes steven! Ravan's King steven" i said to myself and takes a great look at the village.
"Ohh shit..." Got startled by a kid's appearance.... Sudden appearance "hey.. I mean little shit..." He came closer to my machine.
"H-hey" i waved him. I'm sure I'm an suspicious man infront of him. He ran off yelling"mom the bomb man came again".
"Huh?" I shrugged
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"Now stay here safe" i turned the machine into a case as it was and kept it safe in the basement. I left up to my private library. Just because I'm a billionaire's son i have got whatever I want and don't want. Apart from riding horse i know how to cook, paint and dance I'm not someone who shows off the money that my dad has. I always got bored by his money that's what makes me love a simple life more than a luxurious one. I was always under someone's eyes no one ever let me touch anything on my own. Always eating the healthy meals and regular diet I'm tired. So one day i got bored. I started to learn cooking instead of watching someone cooks for me... boring cooking... I love spicy and savoring. Now i can cook like a beginner chef and painting i learnt it Outta boredom too. I can find myself smiling whenever i paint. I hums whithout me knowing whenever i paint. That's how I enjoys art. Dance it born from me. I nicknamed dance king from my school. But nothing turns out a dream like fery. Everything i done was to kill boredom but fery she's my life i swear. So now what I'm doing here in the library? Yes gonna kill the time again. Time for some history. After searching a while i found some books that links uthong.
Unusually the house was silent.. so silent. I'm sure the old man will soon shout "rek don't play. I'm serious. You're my heir... Blah blah blah" sighed before sitting down to read what i got.
"Raven dynasty volume 1" i have read it. Since all the books are short. In this book i can see that the royal family was so scary to the villagers. They earns to himself and haven't spent a single penny to the villagers. Raven consists three village. But the village black is the prime village and important which has more facilities because it's the centre of the royal houses. Even though being the prime village they starve to death so the other two villages doesn't even count. "How could a king be this much cruel?" In the start of year 1111 a tragedy happened where none survived. "I'm sure because it's they don't have the right king" in the end of the book it says the tragedy itself owns a book. After that i could find volume 2 nowhere.
"So now i know steven's not so worthy of being a king... Then..." I'm now seeing other books and thinking which should read first.
'man with carry holder - park', 'Survivor of tofa dynasty - park', "i don't know if he's the same park" and then 'Queen A - the life' finnally 'the unknown man'.
In these 4 books non of the books could say about the tragedy. But my attention's on the 'Queen A - the life' says it's a life story but that could be the very very short and small one i can see among those. Where in the world could a life story book will be this much short? I started to read.
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Queen A no one dares to call her name.her highness even prisoned her own sister-in-law because she dared to call her by name. She distanced herself from Roya who was her royal maid and more likely a sister. Said that someone saw Roya suffer in pain with blood. Her highness doesn't bother to move a bit. doesn't even teared a drop. Villagers said she's heartless, ruthless and a monster. She never falls down any of their comment. Rumours told that while she talking about 'the unknown man' to a little child she cried and the other maids watched that from behind. But no other knows the real story of the unknown man non other than the Queen A. They found some paper that the queen wrote about him and strangely found an image picture of that man. Legends made a theory with some broken pieces of him. The last war was triggering the queen, where she fought and knock down the most of the warriors who was against them but her braveness ends in the tragedy as she folds as an unopened book.
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I sighed and now the book unknown man is in my hand. Someone breaks in. I smiled widely seeing this person after long time.
"Erson~~~" smile drops as he hurries with worries.
"Young master where were you?" His tone's different i can feel that something's wrong.
"I-i... Leave that what happened?" I kept the book down and walked to him.
"Th-that.... Fer.... I-I'm really sorry" he breaks down i rushed to hold his arms to balance him without falling down. Seeing the strong person crying like this i said myself "better prepare yourself to hear him"
"F-ferry.... Gone" i left his shoulder i was showing no emotion I'm sure that's.... Not true.
"It was 2 days ago. We waited for you and you where out of our contacts. We didn't had any other choice that finnally i Buried her in my own hands" now it's him who's helping me to stand. I can't feel my legs. My hands turned cold. I can't feel my heart. A sharp pain makes my hand crushes the shirt to the heart. Now i can't control my breath. Now it's abnormal. I feel like crying but i can't.
"Wh-where is she?" I said and ran faster i can as i heard his answer.
I goes straight to the horse yard. I'm well aware of the fact me breaking down in the ground once i entered in. I see that the yard was empty and Roy standing with flowers in his hands.
"ERSON. A-are you kidding me? Where is she? She's not here!" I yelled at him as i grabbed his collar.
"Is she out for her check up.... Wait I'll call the clinic" i said and grabbed his phone. My eyes where clouded my hands are shaking. If anyone utter a word or i speaks back a single word i think the tears I'm holding on will fall easily. I was clumsy with the phone.
"Fery....." I can hear the male's voice broken. Sitting down to the ground and caressing the sand. His eyes are melted. flowers lined up in row.
"I know i yelled at her always saying she's useless but i never meant that." He sighs "Fery was a great daughter that never fails to make me proud. I regret that i never touched her while she's all well and breathing" the old man says smiling sad.
I lost it... Before realising tears stars to flow. I dropped the phone and myself to the ground. I finnally breaks out realising that my girl's really left me. I crawled to where my dad is sitting. I don't is this feel is when a parent lost their kid or when a kid lost their parent.... I'm tired of controlling. I left moans in pain as i going towards where they 'buried fery'. My father stood up to let me have my own time with my girl. I end up crying hard mumbling her name.
"I-I'm sorry... Fery... Fery.... Feryyy.. i shouldn't have left you alone.. I'm sorry..." I groans and finnally shouts out in anger on who? At myself. 'FERY!"
"W-who did this to my girl?" My voice breaks with anger.
Though the both men has no heart to say about the horrible incident Roy chooses to say that himself. Since he was a bad guy he thinks himself. He says even though it hurt him enough.
"We never know that Fery was pregnant ~~~" Roy stops as i cut him off.
"She had a .. baby?" I was hating myself..... I'm the worst .
"Her monthly report never mentioned the baby. She was having a baby for 3 weeks because of carelessness her baby died inside her womb. Fery couldn't take the dead baby more than a week. She paralized and finnally....." He never finished the word because he knows even though he speaks until this he doesn't take it anymore. While hearing Roy speaks i screamed 'stop!' for more than thousand times inside myself. Whole a 4 week which means she was pregnant when i was here and i never know. I'm careless o never deserved her. I hate myself more.
"Fery became pregnant in the carelesssss of the clinic that led every horses in single yard. And it's their fault for being careless about the baby's report too."
"I'm sure I'll sue them. I'll do that!"my eyes grew red as I was on the fire.
"I know i hated you for always winning over me. You deserve that anyways it's apart. But i never hated Fery. She never fails to amaze me with her skills. She was a queen. A legend. We... Lost a gem. I should be under her foot" Roy says as kneeled down to honour the respect of the legend and placed the flower over Fery. As follows him Erson pays his respect by kneeling down. Father bowed where he is standing as he's paying respect as a old man.
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"I'm sorry girl. I never deserved you" i cried as holding the image of me kissing fery's forehead.
Months passed. I sued the clinic as i wished still i couldn't forgive myself i shouldn't either and i could never. I can't eat as i always do. I can't sleep even if I'm tired. I isolate myself from talking to others. Erson feeds me clean me and shave my beards just like a sick person. Sometimes I'll feel like going back with the time machine and try not this misery to happen. But i swear if i see Fery's face again that I'll break again and i might even kill myself. It's all because of that damn thing. But even if i was here with her i wouldn't be knowing nothing. Fery had a baby. I'm hating myself that i feel i... Killed the two lives. Now my life is dark without Fery hope she found peace. Girl deserves it.
The door opens. Sudden brightness after days makes my eyes hurt. My dad came in as i was silent. He sad beside me he pressed my shoulder and sighed. I was silent.
"Hey I'm not here to scold you" i still stays nothing.
"Go..." He said as i looked at him to elaborate.
"I know how it feels to miss someone.... I know you're broken and Right this moment you wants to hate yourself and you doing that already. But.... This is not you. Come back Rek. You're not Rek. Where's the reckless boy gone? Act reckless make me go crazy. Become someone who loves to cherish and travel the world. Not curling up yourself in the bed man. Get scoldings from me. Do something crazy and makes Erson cleans it for you. Be an idiot make mistakes...." He sighed "Go... And come back as Rek. I'm sure Fery wants that too" i don't know why as i heard him i took the image of me and Fery's i head to the basement. Opened the machine finnally now I'm in the Raven dynasty again.