Life with B

Long ago, i took the choice to get back together with my ex. I really was looking forward to making it, us last a lifetime but God had other plans for me and revealed to me why i deserve better. I always used to worry and stress every night not being sure at all if she was actually over the guy who was in her life before me. After about 3 months of us being together again she cheated on me with that very same guy, she wasn't planning on getting caught because she lied to me. She told me the night before that she wants to get rest which was earlier than usual but i didn't find anything suspicious because i actually trusted her. This guy then sent me a screen recording (video) of them being on a video call late night/early hours of the morning and he captioned it to me "don't let your girlfriend stay up so late at night". That's how deep she was, while i was genuinely thinking she's asleep she proved me wrong and messed up my whole life. From that point on i kept cheating on her but never have i ever had physical contact with anyone as to cheating with sex or kissing. Almost 2 years later we broke up and she got back with that very same guy.