RIA
"are you sure? Don't you think it's too early?"
I'm nervous. That's being honest. There's no doubt in my heart as to my certainty of love for Ivor. He's the biggest love I have. Also the first one. if then, I don't know what's the meaning of love, it was Ivor's eyes that gave meaning to it. it's the only place I'd be willing to get lost into without feeling any guilt, nor desire to find the surface again. On them, I'd drown… and I'd drown a thousand times if needs be.
Despite all that, though, I don't think being together for three days is enough to step up the game into meeting his family. "if you know, you know" as what he said, but what am I going to say when I finally meet his mother or his father? If they test how well I know their son? Shall I blabber nothingness? No. that will never work.
