John Mayer once said that you learn to like someone when you find out what makes them laugh, but you can never truly love someone until you find out what makes them cry and I found out the both in him. According to Anais Nin, each friend represents a world in us, a world possibly not born until they arrive, and it is only by this meeting that a new world is born and this was exactly what had happened while we spoke. The conversation I had with Luca made me see another version of him and a version of myself I never thought would return after my dad left us. It was like he softened me. I felt vulnerable once again. I wanted to tell someone how I felt about Luca but then again, I wanted no one to know about it. I mean...what if I was just overthinking and Luca actually doesn't feel something for me.