I began to ask myself questions like what has this country you so much love with all your heart offered you?? For 60 years the country could not afford you a good road yet revenues are being generated every day and taxes are being payed by every company and organization duely yet nothing the country has nothing to offer for 60 years.
I thought of the famous quote that says "A fool at forty is a fool forever" I realized the country has lived for 60 years yet could not offer good education for the benefits of their children and their unborn generations.
I began to ask many more questions about my people the movement, with full regrets in my mind for ever speaking against the movement, I called myself the biggest fool for ever believing that a country that has spent 60 years and couldn't offer an ordinary electricity to her citizens could be better tomorrow, I realized I was almost mad.
I began picking up more interest in things concerning the movement, I remembered that I had tuned into 102.1 FM radio station some time ago in the previous years a certain time for the sake of curiosity and the leader of the movement was speaking then before he was kidnapped, he was sounding so very sure of what he's saying, I won't deny, I haven't joined the movement but I loved the temerity he was speaking with, I enjoyed the wisdom and the strength.
But I never wanted anything that could repeat that kind of mysterious deadly experience that some old folks talks about with experiential descriptions and it was indeed horror.
Immediately I turned into 102.1 FM radio station then I was liberated from my mental slavery and my physical bombardment with lies, I began seeing the truths, I started seeing the real me, it was like something that was used to cover both my sight and my wisdom was uncovered instantly, I began knowing the real truth about who I am and where I came from.
I began to realize who is really at fault in the movement, I began to realize who really invaded who, I began to recover all my lost senses and I started having more alike visions from the previous one.
My regrets of ever speaking against the movement even though I was still a teenager who only wanted peace but it couldn't allow me participate fully because I was very much ashamed of myself for ever speaking against someone that is fighting on my behalf
I began to realize the selfish reasons behind the cowardly behavior of some of the rich people around who never wish to support the movement, I began seeing everyone for who they are and everything for it is, I stopped living in the fantasy of the country that has spent 60 years with the most essential natural resources yet no working refinery but there's a steady drilling of resources.
I gave up on that hallucination over a dead and foolish country that does not exist, I gave up everything that I had hold so dear about that mere contraction, I was fully liberated.
Few days later I woke up in the morning and I swore an allegiance to the movement within myself and the God of the movement who lives in us, I swore an allegiance to live for nothing else but to the total restoration of the movement.
I began to search for ways I could be positively relevant to the movement, I said to myself that the first thing I could do if I want to be relevant in the movement is to be truly informed about the movement, so I was on steady mode in 102.1 FM radio station where I can hear nothing but the truth.
102.1 FM radio station Is the only place where I can get every truthful and vital information about the movement and nothing else but the gospel truth.
For 5 months I was steadily listening to 102.1 FM radio station, believe me since then I have not regreted anything else as I regret missing the opportunity of listening to the leader of the movement himself speaking and I will be listening as a believer this time around, how I so much long for it
How I so much wish that I could get that golden opportunity to listen to him speak the truth about the entire story from the beginning to end, I bet you no other teaching could compare.
After the 5 months of learning I came out fully to support the movement for whatever it takes, i transferred every ounce of capabilities in me into the movement on my own without being told by anyone.
Believe it or leave it, life has a standard that can not change for anyone or for any reason, no amount of charisma would change the words of God, no amount of tears would change the words of God, no amount of money would change the words of God not even time,not even Wisdom,instead heaven and earth will pass away! The standard are set for everyone to follow, I'm not expecting the words of God to change for me I'm expecting myself to change to God's words. I'm not expecting the standards to change for me, I'm expecting myself to change and follow the standards, Definitely Everyone must go through that same standard. you Can't convince God! Do what is expected of You and prove to Him His words.