my face turned aside feeling the metallic taste of blood as stephen landed his palm on my cheek.
then my head jerk up with pain,"ah"as he clutch my hair in fist making me look into his eyes.
w..what is he doing?..
"ste...stephen?...i..it's hurts ?",i cried out.
then,he grabbed my jaw harshly with his other hand,feeling pain which i never felt before even if Rey grabbed it many times,
"now...that you had seen me...then I don't need to act sweetly with you!!",he said behind his grinding teeth.
i look into his eyes,is he the same man?..the one who always controlled his anger around me?
his eyes they don't look like earlier,now they look like a devil...a real devil!
is this his true personality?
then does that mean all Rey said was right about him?
"s...so it's you... who... kidnapped my parents?",i asked him even though it's painful to split each word because of his grip.
jerking my jaw he scoff,"hahh!! so what??huh?"
tightening his grip around my hairs and trying to pull me up to his level which i can't even if i tip-toe.
"hisss",anger surged inside me and i screamed on his face not wanting to look away from his menacing eyes,"WHY??..WHY??"
"they...dared to hide my BABYGIRL'S duplicate huh!"
duplicate?..my eyes widened and my heart began to thumb in my ear loudly then dropping into the deepest pit of my stomach.
everything around turns silent,"d..du..duplicate?"i whisper to myself fully knowing who she is.
He frowned at me,
how did he know about her?
he is calling me my long lost twin sister's duplicate?
how can he?....how can he disrespect us!...she is my world!....my world!!
"DUPLICATE!!!",I screamed at his face.
how did he know her?
he is even calling me her duplicate?...then does that mean the one from whom smiley told me to hide my face --i.. is that person stephen?
everything makes sense...she...she told me to hide my face in England and stephen is the mafia boss of England.
t..then...he knows where she is?
"m..my smiley?"
he frowned deeply and whispered back at me,"smiley?"
it's like he knows her.
"so you are her sweetie!!.. huh??",he asked getting surprised.
now i know he is dangerous and smiley told me to hide my face...
"w...where...where is she?",tell me she is safe.
bring me to her.
i--i want to see her, the back of my eyes began to burn with tears just by thinking about meeting her.
like his eyes lost all emotion, he gulp down at my question in daze.
n..no...she is safe-- isn't she?..
taking a long breath to control myself i asked him again,"where is..she...wh..what happened to her??"
He looks at each and every corner of my face. His eyes beginning to turn red.i can see moist gathering in them.
he gulped down hard,opening his mouth to say but then close it back .his eyes turned wide to control tears and burning sensation,"she..she...was murdered!!"his voice low and sad at each word.
"m..murdered?",my breath stops like i don't know i can even.
my throat going dry and my chest---it feels like someone is squeezing blood and air with their both hands from it.
He looked down at me again his grip around my hair going loose,"she died two years ago!!"
two..two years ago?
the same time when she told me to hide my face?
my heart went numb,my legs giving out.
she left this world two years ago?...
leaving me alone?
my breathing turns heavy and low sob moves out from my throat unknowingly.
"sob",w..what shall I do?...i don't want to live now..i want to go to you!
but my brain is telling me to live.. and not to die without knowing what happened to her.
..i..i won't....my breathing turns short.
pulling my palm,i hit my chest with it. but it's like it doesn't want to work.
i hit again..."sob...NO..",i cried out.
work-work..please...you need to hold..you can't leave without knowing what happened.
but can't you just ask her by yourself after going to her?
my brain failed to control my heart,
making me want to sob loudly to make this world as sad as me which i can't resist,"SMI...SMILEY....AHHHHHH"i screamed and sobbed.
"SOB..SOB....SMILEY...AHHH",my mouth pulled open screaming and sobbing more and more.
"SOB...SMILEY.....AHHHH",sob moves more as i hit my head harshly to make my brain work to stop myself.but it doesn't want to.
my legs give out and i don't know when stephen released my hair,i fell down on ground,"ah..ahh...ahhh....smiley...ava...you...you...leave...me alone ...ahuhhuhuh....Ava...come back....i miss you...."
how can I leave without you you are my,"sob..sob...world!...."
my eyes began to see black spots in my blurry teary vision and my body gives out.
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___to be continue