Done with Confusions

Sagacious... sensible, responsible, level-headed, reliable, dependable, discerning, shrewd, practical, wise, experienced, sophisticated, careful, thorough, deep, considered, and methodical—can a child be all these? This is the story of a child who faced immense hardship in his early years, learning harsh lessons about life, yet still struggling to fully comprehend its essence.

Is life a blessing, protection, favor, benediction, dedication, consecration, invocation, commendation, prayer, intercession, grace, thanksgiving, kiddush, orison, advantage, benefit, help, boon, godsend, gift, convenience, bonus, plus point, added attraction, additional benefit, stroke of luck, good fortune, windfall, gain, profit, virtue, bounty, plus, perk, benison, sanction, consent, assent, endorsement, clearance, agreement, or concurrence?Or is it affliction, anathema, or condemnation?His major strength was his constant thinking, which ultimately became his weakness, morphing into overthinking. His early life was riddled with confusion. Thoughts he once embraced, he later rejected. He was so confused that he never understood how it became a stigma, how he could be judged for it. What was he going through? What had happened to him? What made him so different, so difficult?Simply learning life lessons is not enough; grappling with them and understanding them is crucial.He was unidentified, clearly unidentified—a fully grown five-year-old child.