4.5 years later.
In that year, Ana was already in the 8th grade of junior high school, she started to have aspirations of becoming a successful and famous entrepreneur. He never escapes his shadow, he always hallucinates as if he really is a businessman. At that time, he was studying at night to be precise after the evening prayer was over. He studied in the living room, while he was busy reading textbooks, he began to imagine the excitement of being an entrepreneur again, and made him unable to focus on studying. At that time, he was hallucinating and sitting on the sofa with a straight body posing like a businessman sitting on an office chair. In the midst of these hallucinations, suddenly his older brother passed by in the living room without him realizing it beforehand, he becomes anxious and embarrassed himself if for example his older brother knows that he is hallucinating. When no one else passed from the living room, he started hallucinating again by pretending to be busy observing a series of writings listed in the book and writing as if he were a businessman working on his project. About half an hour passed, he ended his hallucinations, because he didn't want his study time to run out just to be made for hallucinations and he went back to studying again. "Ah never mind. What happens later is that I won't be able to study and I'll get sleepy if I keep hallucinating," he muttered to himself while stroking his hair. After studying, he rushed to the bathroom to take ablution water and continued the evening prayer, then after the prayer he went to the bedroom and immediately went to bed so he could wake up at dawn and not be late for school.
Every day, he does the same activity, namely hallucinating being an entrepreneur whenever he has free time. However, he himself was embarrassed to tell his parents the truth that his dream was to become a businessman. Indeed, his son is very shy, so he always feels shy and reluctant to say the things he likes. However, he always expressed something he wanted by writing it in his diary. Not only to write down all his wishes, but if he gets something that makes him feel happy or sad, he always writes it in a diary.
Lord.
Grant all the ideals that the Servant wants.
Grant the Servant's wish to become a successful person.
Make it easy for the Servant to reach his goals.
Enjoy everything that you do to reach your goals, as long as what you do is good too.
Brace my heart in facing all the risks that I might accept.
Smooth out the efforts and struggles of the Servant to achieve your goals.
You are the almighty, the answerer of all good prayers from His Servants and I believe that nothing is impossible if You have willed.
An excerpt from a series of sentences about his hopes written in a diary so that God can grant all the dreams he wants to come true. He wrote these series of sentences after studying at night and while in the bedroom lying on his stomach on the bed.