[Ellie's P.O.V.]
I had initially only planned to come over to take a look at Anton. But seeing the mess he had made of the house and himself, how could I bear to just leave now? I felt conflicted, having a feeling that he might not want to see me. But I was really worried about him, worried that he would do something that would hurt himself. The number of wine bottles here looked like they were emptied over three days and nights.
When I thought of all the things he had done to and for me in the past few months, I couldn't bear to just leave him like this. In this one moment, I knew I was ready to forgive him. The one-night stand we had was based on mutual consent and I had drunk a lot of wine at that time too. Anton wasn't entirely to blame for what happened that night. I had a fair share in that too.
