Nadir could sense a particular familiarity with the same touch from xyla, she tries brushing it off her mind, not wanting her totally awkward dream become a reality,
Besides whoever was behind her didn't speak neither did she see his or her face,
xyla notices the change in countenance, and immediately becomes becomes worried he wonders why she's always like this with him, one minute they are both rolling around, acting cute, laughing and in love and most times it takes an ultimate switch to either awkwardness or withdrawal,
He withdraws his hands from her shoulder slowly embarrassed enough not to look in her eyes,
"Xyla I didn't…"
Cutting into her sentence, he hesitates at first but restrict himself,
"I know I shouldn't have, we aren't that close for me to go around touching you on the shoulders or coming up into your room at night". He sniffs slightly embarrassed, still looking away from her looking down to his feets.
Nadir perplexed not knowing what to do in this situation, she feels bad for acting this way towards him every time but sometimes she seems to feel distant from xyla,
She wonders why she couldn't feel the mate bond when he came into her room, bwither did she feel anything while kicking him off the bed, she felt no pain when his ankle was twisted,
Every mates in the pack seems to be this way but why is hers different, perhaps it's because she lost her father the day she found her mate?, Or could it be because she hasn't spent more time with him to know him better?, Maybe it could be because they haven't completed the marking process bir gotten involved,
She questions herself thinking if every and any reason for her not feeling the mate bond, of course she felt the bond the very first day they met, she could sniff his scent even feets maybe kilometers away but this is all wrong, nothing seems right like it should be,
Is she being punished but the moon goddess for not being able to protect her dad the day she was made alpha?,
Different questions run through her mind with no suitable answer, she feels the need to discuss with her mother but that's the last reasonable thing she will do,it's no news her mother detests xyla she thinks he's up to no good each time even after all his kind and cool countenance her mum still thinks he's crafty,
Although they had met in just a day and had not said mang words to each other her mum already had hundreds of reasons why xyla Is a false mate and a complete failure,
Xyla looks up to nadir and she does the same as they both avert their gaze ,
Xyla smiles blushing a little, did they just have the three seconds rule thing?, Yes she is totally attracted to xyla both physically and mentally he looks so hot and handsome not muscular but built well enough,
he speaks soothing words and his cool and calm voice turns her on every passing minute truly ,,It takes lots of sanity from her side not to succumb to her lustful desires, yes lust
Nadir can tell it's the only thing that draws her towards him the love bind is totally missing
Coughing slightly xyla smiles a little still hurt from her portrayed attitude earlier she seemed cold and distant,
"I'm leaving, have a nice night, I'll see you around tomorrow?"
Nadir still perplexed pulls xyla by the hands she doesn't want him to go yet even though she doesn't feel the bond she can't deny his attractiveness,
"Wait, don't go"
Nadir sees a pleased look on his face , a slight happiness not masking or afraid to show it,
"Do you have something to say to me?"
Nadir finds it impeccable, during daylight he's the charming hot and dominant mate asking to get married but at night he's the cute kind, she nods her heading signaling a yes
"What is it about?, Tell me"
Nadir realizes she has nothing to say she just had to tell him she had something to say just so he would halt in his tracks, quickly an idea spurts in her mind,
"Why were you in the room?"
The question catches xyla off guard , the surprise look on his face gives him away, he smiles foolishly unable to mutter sensible words,
"I didn't, sorry couldn't , I meant I really tried, but didn't"
Realizing he's spilling not sensible words but gibberish he stops, looking at and away from nadir,
Nadir understanding the fact that he doesn't want to tell her the reason pressurizes him the more
"I know you must have a reason for coming here, but it's late any odd reason and I may have to report you to the pack warriors"
"The pack warriors?Just coming to your room at night?"
"Yap" nadir says while nodding, she can tell he's beginning to feel threatened but what she find hard to understand is the drastic change in personalities is this the same man always persistent about her getting married to him?,
"I came to your room because I couldn't sleep"
"Couldn't sleep?" Nadir yells in disbelief, he's acting like a damsel in distress heck if anyone should be short of sleep it should be her, having to face the damned council and attending to piles and piles of paperwork but this grown up over 3 decades man can't sleep at night,
He may look mid twenty because of his DNA as a wolf but that doesn't count his immaturity,
"I didn't mean I can't sleep, what I meant is I don't feel welcomed here, everyone thinks of me as the fameless and weak mate"
"Why would anyone say such a thing to you"
He pulls his hands up waving towards her like to say no,
"No one said anything about it, I just felt that way after all it doesn't sound much like a lie, I do nothing other than tag along everywhere claiming the name mate to a Luna".
Nadir had enough today why does everyone think less of xyla, he's not just a mate to her he's everything to her, he is the reason she's still sane and strong.
His soothing words calms her heart and stabilizes her mind, she doesn't like the fact that xyla thinks he's useless yes she may be the alpha but that doesn't matter , controlling the pack has once being her lifelong dream but now she's actually living her dream it's nothing like she wished for,
The council members want to get a complete grasp on her controlling the matters they couldn't when her dad was alive,
He ruled and controlled with total power he loved the pack and never for once ignored nor turn deaf ears to their plea but now he's gone their spiteful acts are beginning to surface,
"I love you truly and totally but being idle isn't working well for me the council doesn't like me and they did show their displeasure during today's meeting judging from the scornful looks I got from everyone"
thinking carefully about her choice of words could feel the pain xyla was feeling. She felt it was all her fault, but she doesn't want to give in to his request.
"Please nadir say something,"
Nadir pulls him close for a hug gently tapping her hands on his shoulders, rubbing his hair with rhythm, xyla pulls away from nadir, the tears on his eyes visible enough for nadir to see,
Nadir could hear his heartbeat increase rapidly, she could tell he was nervous about something xyla presses his moist lips against nadir his arms shaking against her chin,
Nadir disengages from the kiss surprised at this sudden initiative from xyla, her wolf which seems to be asleep now stirred around in her happily, her cheeks burns hit from blushing she wants more of it but looks away shyly from him she wasn't the type of girl to gallivant around with boys and throw herself at any man who asked to get down with her but tonight she wants to taste the forbidden fruit, she longs for it but won't dare show any sign of lusts,
Xyla could tell nadir liked the kiss he watches her blush continuously rooted to a spot not moving not flinching her rapid breaths sold her away to him,
Delighted at her expression he leans in on her this time slowly and firm no shaky hands or rapid heartbeat he kisses her moving in slow pace, she responds slowly not shying away,
Nadir who has always been the most upright girl with dignity and and discipline decided to let go of all her innocence to xyla, she took control pushing him towards the bed,
Xyla becomes excited not seeing this side of nadir over before, nadir climbs on xyla immediately smashing her lips into xyla's,
He moans into her mouth sucking hard on her lips,Grabbing her by the waist he trails a finger up towards her chest down to her breasts he nibbles on her nipples slowly