Jasper
It's been one week since the party and I have never felt the kind of love I feel right now. she make me feel something I never felt before even when I just met her.
I suggested we meet up at our local restaurant within the pack that serve good food so we can get to know each other although I already made up my mind already that she is the one who I want to spend my life with. She is the she-wolf I have been waiting for.
She will be the perfect mate I just know it. We have only discussed a few matters but she seemed like she has no problem mating with someone even when her true mate is out there somewhere waiting for her but she assured me that she is okay mating with a person who will treat her with respect.
I even brought it up to her and I asked her about it and she said it's no problem. After I was assured I wanted to ask her right there if she could be our mate and become a Luna of our pack but I decided against it and to just wait.
We were in the middle of eating our lunch when I felt it. It was like something has pushed down with full force that I felt my heart skip a beat.
I try to continue to eat and act normal As possible so that she doesn't notice what has just happen. Someone just took over my body and I knew who did it. It was my overbearing wolf who wanted to be out and have fun. He has never done that before to say I was shocked was understatement.
Me and my wolf are like best friends we tell each other everything but he has never used violence against me before hence I was shocked. You know that surprised look you have after a strange person has pushed you without any reason that's how I was feeling after that happen.
Me and my soon to be Mate Carmen agreed to be mates she is so amazing I wanted to stay with her a little longer but I had to cut the time short since someone wasn't being patient.
"I wouldn't be agitated if it weren't for you wasting our free time to that woman." He said through our mind link.
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We kept arguing trying to take control and go for a run when I got to the office but I kept insisting that it was not a good time I needed to solve out something important.
"Jasper you know at some point you need to let me have my way that's how it works." He said sounding like he is doing me a favour.
"When are you going to start acting responsible." I said to him.
"I will when I have my mate beside me, when I have him in my arms making love with him all night and did you see how his hips were moving." He said flashing vision of that boy in my mind.
"That's disgusting stop! I don't need you showing me images of that waiter besides I have that Carmen as my mate now he is everything I ever wanted in a mate" I mind linked him with a smile on my face while thinking of my so to be Luna.
For a moment I felt like I can be me but out of nowhere I was in the back of my mind stuck while max took over my body.
I knew him talking to Carmen will not be a good idea Since He doesn't like her I can clearly remember five days ago I mind linked him that we have a new replacement for a new Luna and we will make up a story to tell our pack members that Carmen is our mate he responded by saying,"What's wrong with our mate the mate the moon goddess has blessed us with." He fired back.He clearly doesn't understand since he set his eyes on our mate he has changed and become a horny dog.
He dreams about his mate fucking him and doing all kinds of sexual things with him which I find gross.
I had to convince and make him understand that he is no good; I can't be with a gay man cause am not gay he just shrugged at me and Said a few word like "i will see" I didn't take his word at heart I knew he was bluffing looking at the situation right now I guess he was not.