How do people do this? I think I am stuck. F- this is so frustrating! How am I supposed to do this? And this man has no remorse for giving me such pain?
"Uzel! Have you made any progress with your maths assignment? I will not allow you to go if you don't complete it by today itself. Stay after your classes are over. Answer!" yes, sir.
This man sure is having fun irritating me. Why do I even have to study maths? I am not thinking about making a career out of it. The only thing I wish to do is play with his skull like a football. I freaky want to play~~sob~~
'Past 30 minutes ~~'
F-! I slept! Let's see…There are 20 questions left. For every simple question, I am taking almost 8 minutes, and for every difficult one, it's more than 20 min. I think this isn't going to complete by 6. Sure; I am staying after classes. (T_T)
"5. Integration of sin theta + cot theta - the root of 2 (Sincos theta + 2 Sincos theta)"
(@_@) WTF. What is this? Okay, leave it moving on to the next sum--
"8. Max has invested 20% of his earning, which is 6000 for 3 years. Also, he spends 30% of it on other expenses such as household. One unfortunate night, the traffic police fined him 3000 for speeding when he unknowingly went over 80km/hr on his way home from work.
I. Find his total investment for 3 years.
ii. What is his salary?
iii. Find out if Max can invest this month or not? If yes, then how much he'll be investing this month?"
F—I think I am not returning home any sooner. buzz~~"Yes, Mom—No! I'll stay with Mia today. Amber is going with her parents- Yes-yes-hmm~~Okay. I will be back by tomorrow morning. Tomorrow is Tuesday. Okay! bye, Good night. Have your dinner." I will wait till he comes and gets me. There is no chance that I'll be completing this by today. I should have just copied Amber's work (*=*).
'Calling Sam [Sam is the protagonist's childhood friend.]'
"Sam! Hey! Can you help me out with a few sums? My teacher is not allowing me to go home because of that. You are the only light that can now help me reach my destination. Pretty Please~~"
"You know you are hopeless. Right! Where were you went the teacher was teaching in class? Last time also, I told you to study. But-" Yes, I am, say something that I don't know. Can you please stop nudging? Sam- I will share a few videos that might help. I am not going to solve everything. Study! for god's sake, it won't hurt you... Send me the pics of questions that you are not able to solve and don't you dare to share all of them. Grow up!
Sign~~grow up... maybe I am not grown in the eyes of my kin, but there is something that they don't know. which was something only grown-ups were supposed to do. I made that mistake and the guilt of it has never left me alone. I can't forget the past. My ethics and morals... I don't know why I did that. Was I possessed by some spirit? What was wrong with my ostrich-like brain?
"Yeah! Sure, you can count on me. I am not that shameless. I will watch the videos in the meantime which you have shared. (^_^)"
How long do I have to keep up with this act? How long do I have to act like I am fine when I am not? I messed everything up inside my brain, yet the only thing that comes out of my mouth "I am fine... just not feeling well. I need some time."