I clutch the yellowed paper into my hand and carve it into my bones, I hate you! I hate your selfishness! You obviously know my heart, obviously moved to me, but repeatedly conceal, not let me real love you, but let yourself humble love me? You TM re afraid of **, but I am not afraid, my soul is Jia Jiese, not Tan Yin, much less Sen Yin, I am not afraid! But you're afraid, aren't you? You coward!
Have you ever had me in your heart? I'm afraid that everything is my own wishful thinking, that you love me, just brother and sister! Are you afraid to break my heart if you don't reject me, or do you think I'm just a child? You did not say so!
Everything was my own hypothetical!
This game of ten years, the main character is me, the supporting character is me, the director is me, and the scriptwriter is you!
You still love your first lover, right? Heartbroken? Heartbroken? Refusing to take the name Tam? It's all you! It's all you! What icy beauty? No love for the mortal world? It's all bullshit! It's all because of the death of your heart. You never loved me, not even a little bit! You only have that dead person in your heart, only her!
If you loved me, you wouldn't care about my feelings, you wouldn't make me suffer so much! I hate you, I want to forget you!
I ran like a madman down the hill in anger! I want to leave you and never see you again! I don't give a fuck about Sam, I don't give a fuck about Tam, get the hell out of my way! I'm going to be Jia Jieshe, just me! Go to hell!
With the wind, can not find a tear, but tears, where have they gone?
"Ah ..."
"Ah ..."
A thousand points of panic, a million points of pain, two atmospheric not similar to the word ah, resounded on the path at the bottom of the mountain.
Yes, I Jia absolute true gin demon down the mountain, with a fierce tiger out of the cage, fierce brave and fierce posture to the mountain, as if this will be able to shake off the inner tangle, crying stubborn tears, but unfortunately, everything is in vain.
As a result, at the time of seeing the flat ground, the feet slipped, people shrieked, such as a large pancake to the ground paste of the ...
Then, I heard a high-pitched comparable to killing a pig, and I, the whole person landed safely, without a trace of damage. I'm not sure if I'm going to be able to get a good deal on this.
I turned my head and saw a big purple-red face, already deformed and twisted into a mess, was now frowning at me angrily, and squeezed out a few big trembling words from his teeth: "I ... bone ... fold ... up ..."
I ah, climbed up from him, patted the dust on my body, turned around and walked away.
"Hey! I ... bone ... folded ... up ... you... ...not ... care ... me ... anymore ... me ... can ... be ... you ... press... ...of ... ah ... "a word a pop of voice, from behind me sounded, but also quite comedic effect.
I a beautiful turn, swing to his side, squatting, crooked a head to look at him: "You have a disease ah? I didn't look for you to settle the score, so I couldn't die, and you want me to be responsible? How can I be responsible, how can I be responsible? Should I rape and then kill? Or kill first and then rape?" Then smiled eerily, sinisterly said: "How about, you become my male pet, I to can be responsible for you ..."
His body stiffened, probably did not expect me to export so wild, the trance, but suddenly the eyes glared very large, black and white eyes, shining with excitement, his body trembled lightly, as if in ecstasy, he will slowly raise his hand, to my face ...
I was so excited to see his face pressed into purple, I was afraid he would accidentally hang up. And then look at his trembling hand to touch my face, immediately understand that he is a standard broken sleeve not discounted! Seeing that I am so beautiful, so the heart moved, it acted. You damn, I came with this set, looking for a fight!
Quickly stood up, quickly raised his foot to his chest kicked, and a loud cry of pain, I was satisfied to sweep the ash on the legs, humming a little song and ran away, originally full of resentment, are stirred by this fall to automatically discarded. I promised my modern-day dad and mom that I would live well, happily, and absolutely happily, and would have to live out a look.
"Ging ... ging ..." a heartbreaking cry of pain came from behind me trembling.
My cheerful pace suddenly lurched to a halt, yeah? Not an acquaintance, right? But I have not seen any killer so useless, but I was flying into a serious injury. The head turned, a certain image flashed, body and mind as if framed in a decade ago, that incited long eyelashes, trembling soft red lips, terrified to cover their little bird said: only no! You have lost your own, still want to play with my ...; that with urine bared my face, and finally rolled together, the first kiss, so that the face full of urine little boy; that hugged me and said: Ging, I do not want to go, I want to stay with you; that teary-eyed little boy, that kindness by my bullying little boy ...
All the memories, like a flood in a flash will drown me, I struggled, finally will petrify the body, creaking and doing slow action to turn towards him, face extremely unnatural, step by step stiff towards the purple-faced man who was flattened by me and kicked hard, trembling and stretched out his fingers, voice like popping beans: "Gu... ...if ... Kaoru ..."
On the carriage, Gu Ruoxiang hugged my hand, and did not let go, than stick to my own mother even stick to me.
I put my hand to his waist to touch, he immediately face cloth red haze, shy look at me, as if to say: come on, on me, I will not resist the ground.
I gulped and touched him on his stomach, he looked away from me, as if to say: dead kind, how do you still do not want people ah?
The above ideas about the ancient RuoXiao, purely personal YY, please do not adopt.
But there are two points I am very sure. First, his recovery of white face, is so bright and moving, a pair of large black and white eyes, slightly innocent set in a soft face. Long eyelashes, slightly curled, whistling fan whistling fan not to mention how attractive; his lips are very soft, very tender, flooded with moist luster, like a tempting fruit, inviting people to taste. This is such a handsome boy, look at me, like a bee see pollen, almost nibble on two, packaged away. And I look at his eyes, is also hot, naked, naked. So there it was, looking at each other, and the carriage was silent. I looked at him with admiration for myself, full of heart joy, it seems that my doll insurance, is the right pressure! Hahahahaha ...
Second? That is, the point I am most certain of, he did break two ribs, plus a bruised chest, the former thanks to my flying pressure and the latter thanks to my kick.
Combining these two points, I can probably understand why he blushed. The first one is to say that the pain is good, why do you have to die, causing me to misunderstand, heartbeat is too fast, the hand force is unconsciously increased, in short, everything is life, half by people ah.
The carriage kept bumping, we just hold, has been a long time, no one is willing to speak first. He has been with the pair of large eyes with sparkling waves, constantly in my face lingering swish, like a precise scanner.
And although I usually do not say much, but more than a lot, how can I endure the torture for such a long time?
So I swallowed my spit and moistened my throat: "You ... how do you then 'Park Hill' underneath ah?"
"Ginyin, I finally found you, I found you, huh ..." he showed his white neat teeth and smiled at me.
I thought he was a bit of an answer, but there was nothing I could do about it, who made him a sick man? If I had been my usual nature, I would have clicked him! And now, I can only patiently continue to ask: "So ... you've been living these past few years, how is it?"
"Ginyin, I finally found you, found, huh ..." he showed his white and neat teeth and continued to smile at me.
I was a bit baffled and began to look at him cautiously, not crushed by my head, right? Try again, try again: "You have a fracture, it hurts, right?" I asked carefully, if he was saying the same thing, I'd run!
"Ginyu, I finally found you, I found you, huh ..." he continued to smile at me as he showed his white, neat teeth again.
I suddenly tightened my breathing, widened my eye holes, and pulled my legs out and ran! Crazy, really crazy! If I don't leave, I don't know if I'll be bitten later! I wanted to run, but finally deflated limp on Gu Ruoxiao, I did not expect his hands are quite strong, I so tossed did not fight to get out of his embrace, if not for the sake of his injury, will have to give him some heavy drugs!
Since I did not fight off, I have to bear the miserable fate of the future! I was forced to get married to him, fulfilling the original child's promise. Because he was pressed silly by me, so the night of the wedding, actually do not know how to perform the room, I had to come up with aphrodisiacs, to make him that hard, and then forced on him. I lit a dry cigarette afterwards, melting myself in the gulping smoke, watching him sobbing there. Finally I remembered my childhood, and out of conscience, I took him into my arms and asked as softly as I could, "What's wrong, Kaoru baby?"
He whimpered again for half a day before raising his big watery eyes and looking at me shrilly, then pointed tremblingly at the blood on the bed and wailed, "People ... people ... whimper... ...people are hurt ... bleeding ... dying ..."
"Pah!" I a slap paste of the, angry body trembling, foaming at the mouth, eyes angry: "You damn, that is the mother's blood!"
Then he aggrieved to look at me, and then carefully look at me, and then naked buttocks down to the ground, moving rummaging around to find a needle and thread, smiling with a sincere face of innocence: "Ginyin, good boy, sew up the wound will not bleed ...
"Ginyin? Ginyin ..."
"Ah! Don't sew me up!" I shouted in horror and saw Gu Ruoxiao's concerned eyes staring at me unblinkingly. Only then did I realize that I had wandered off again into a self-guided trip of global fantasy. At the beginning, I summarized the two reasons why he blushed well, how come in a moment's time, I thought of him as an idiot? What a developed mind.
Maybe my look scared him, his bright eyes slid over a trace of obvious pain and self-recrimination, heartbroken, tenderly, pull me into the arms, soft words lightly coaxed: "not afraid, everything is in the past, now I have me, I will always guard you, always together ..." The tone of voice is a softness I have never felt before, this moment, my heart actually seeped into the silk touch, like the spring bamboo shoots after the rain, quietly grows, full of warm feelings.
There is one thing that I can 100% prove, and that is: he misunderstood! He thought I thought of the tragedy of my childhood, thought I had been sewn by others with a needle and thread? Its not known, whether I was a child, or grew up, only others cried in pain, I enjoyed.
"Ginyin, how have you been these years?" Ryoga's soft voice came from my ears like heavenly music.
"Good." I've been doing well, I don't know how the people around me, are doing.
His fingers gently caressed my face and looked at me compassionately, but said nothing, obviously not believing what I said. Yes, how can a five-year-old girl, who was exterminated in one night, lost both parents, lost everything, be well? But I did have a good time, maybe, except for the blood in my midnight dreams.
"Tell me about you?" I laughed.
"Me? When I found out what happened in the 'Tam House', I cried and screamed to find you and to visit the 'Tam House', I couldn't believe the fact that you were dead. Unfortunately, father wouldn't let me, and locked me up, forbade me to go out half a step, no matter how hard I begged and cried but refused to let me out." His good-looking, soft eyebrows, gently twisted, remembering those dim days.
"But I finally ran out, all the way to the 'Tam House', but only saw a ruin after the fire, could not see you, I kept looking, kept turning over the ruins, kept shouting your name." His good-looking eyes were full of pain, and it was as if I saw a six-year-old boy, in the gray ruins, constantly shouting, constantly shedding tears, constantly searching for an impossible ending.
"Cried, tired, fainted, woke up, people returned to the ancient house, do not know what kind of days. But I am more and more convinced that you are not dead, you will live well, because you said to me ... "his fine smooth face suddenly haloed a blush, embarrassed beautiful big eyes to me hooted, made my little heart liver tumble heel.
"What did I say?" I pretended not to know to tease him, did not think he had such a good memory, after ten years of events, actually still remember.
"You ... don't you remember?" The hand he caressed on my waist suddenly tightened, a trace of disappointment flashed in his eyes, a trace of heartache.
I tilted my head , hooked my lips, in his expectant gaze, slowly said, "Do not remember, I was too small at that time ..."
Seeing him bow his head to keep me from seeing the deep divine hurt, I only smiled playfully and asked with concern, "I wonder if brother Gu's butt still hurts?"
He suddenly raised his eyes full of surprise, such as the most brilliant stars of the night, shining with excitement, is so crystal beautiful, small watery lips lightly trembling with excitement, just look at it over me to eat two or two more rice ground. He embraced me fiercely into his arms, as if to rub into the bones and blood, I rolled my eyes in my heart, so excited moment, thought you would contribute a kiss it? How petty!
Ten years ago, my mind was not five years old, but eighteen, even if it was five years old, I will not forget him, will not forget my threatening intimidation. For the little beautiful boy, my that never forget is nature. Before crossing over, I can all stick from six years old to eighteen years old, year after year to make a wish; after crossing over, I can also stick from five years old to fifteen years old, just to want a man. Everyone should understand how persistent I am, with a superb memory!