How it was, how it is now

I'm so covered with protection, guidance and with so much care. As a little bird whose mother is covering her with her delighted feathers. And the little tiny bird is in the delusion that this is my strong powerful protection which nobody can break or no one can harm. The tiny bird is so happy and pampered inside the cosy warm feathers. This is how my life begins. Living in a small town where there is no such high-class living a simple and loving family of 7 people. And living in thought of never breaking of this happy pampered life. I never of thinking that can change so dramatically and so heartbreaking and used to shake my head and again live a life of a woman who she never was. Here is a baby crying and a boy who is a champ with his little arms making mum everyday happy showing he can save me and protect me the way she used to think once upon a time. Smiling, and cleaning the tears of his mother this little boy makes my day and suddenly the big roaring voice of a husband with a very bossy nature comes into the room he thinks his life is only his life and the world revolves around him, whatever he says should be fulfilled without a single questioning and here a woman with 2 kids running to him leaving everything that she was doing at the moment jut not to offend him with another word he asks. Yes, dear what do you want me to do? She speaks frightening as she is not a wife but a slave who will never get free and who will never see things as she used to see. The things which have been ordered very proudly and rudely to go and bring a glass of water, after that she quickly runs with a screen of a baby and a kid to listen to me first mummy but she is so scared as her husband don't get offended by not listening to him first, here you are a glass of water is presented to him very neatly as he is a king. Just put it down on the table after holding it for 2 min as he thinks it's his wife's job to keep holding it as long as he doesn't order to put it down and at the same time a boy asking for attention from her mummy please play with me but a wife asking a kid to please wait mummy will get back to you. Hereafter drinking the water slowly waiting for his wife is glazing when he will finish and waiting for another bossy order and again the same thing happens every single day. A tired unhappy wife makes every day to fulfil all the commands and not ignore a single word to make him happy but still the same ungrateful words or sometimes hears nothing. She dressed nicely so, that he will notice but no a small happy praising sound from a little boy wow mummy looking beautiful makes her happy and forced her to think may be the time will come again as a strong feather will protect me one day from this harsh cruel world and again this hopes push her not to give up.