Nikolai,
She tasted fucking sweet like honey. Sweeter than her mouth. I wipe the corner of my lips with my thumb. No matter how many women I've been with I've actually never done that with any of them. I've never seen the appeal but something about her; about this felt right. I loved to watch faces full of pleasure. Her moans drove me insane.
"Is that what you've been wanting?" I insist with a smirk. Ella was so hot. Her body was so responsive with every single touch, constantly asking for more. I can tell she's never been touched before by the way she would tense up. I loved making her nervous. The way she moves her body, begging for more.
"No! That's not" Her eyes widen as she rushes under the covers, "Shut up." She pokes out from underneath, her face still flushed from the excitement. She's so cute, I chuckle a little. "Go away!" She spits out, throwing a pillow at me.
Lifting my arms in the air to show I mean no harm, "Alright fine, I'll leave you alone." I start to head out of the room when she grabs ahold of my sleeve, tugging at it a little. Circling around to meet her.
"Um... Nicky. I've always been... alone so can you stay with me? For tonight?" She mumbles, her eyes pleading.
There is no way I can say no to her. Especially now, with her almond eyes watching me. I immediately start to undress. She escapes under the covers again. I'm down to my briefs and a plain tee when I settle in bed next to her, scooping her in one arm. I can sense she's nervous again by her breathing. I start to lightly caress her hair to help her feel at ease.
"Can you tell me about your momma now?" She asks in a soft whisper as she nuzzles her face on my chest.
"There's nothing to tell." I respond and technically its true since my mother hasn't been around for years. I also don't feel the need to talk about anything like that with her right now. I just want to hold her until she falls into a deep sleep.
"Right." Ella sounds disappointed at my response. I tuck her hair behind her ear as she turns away from me.
Kissing her ear as I softly whisper, "Just go to sleep. It's getting late and we have to unpack your things tomorrow."
She must have been tired since she drifts off quickly. I lay there breathing in her lavender scent. watching her sleep peacefully. My eyelids begin to feel heavy listening to her soft breaths. Twirling back around and nuzzling into my chest again.
I feel lucky laying here, I guess Alexi did me a favor. This feels good... for now. I know people and good times don't actually last. I'll just enjoy this for now. I'll worry about the heartache later. I just hope she stays longer than what she wishes even if it's selfish of me.
Gabriella,
Through the window, I'm watching Nicky and some men unload my things from the truck outside. I mostly packed my wardrobe, makeup, jewelry and a couple of things I couldn't imagine parting with except for my small bear. My father told me to leave it behind since I'm now an adult. It didn't take much convincing considering it would have been embarrassing to bring it. I was lonely in the states, my father bought it for me to keep me company given that he wasn't around much in the beginning. I've carried it with me always, He was my only comfort.
Nicky told Alexi not to come, claiming we didn't need any help. I did not expect him to come anyways but he did. I don't understand their relationship, but I see that Alexi does see Nicky as a brother. He treats Nicky better than he treats Anya, his own twin. I just don't understand why Nicky pushes him away. He probably won't admit he does care for him in some messed up way.
"Wow, women do have a lot of stuff." Alexi sets down another box next to me in the walk in, "I thought it was just my sister. I guess, I owe her an apology" he chuckles, rubbing the back of his neck.
I give him a faint smile, "Yea, but I think I'm going to get rid of some of it. I mean not everything fits in Nicky's walk in." I motion towards Nikolai's closet. It's already full of his suits. I can tell he did try to make space for me; probably underestimated how many things I would have.
Nicky steps in looking around, "You don't have to do that, I'll make more room for you."
I didn't realize he was just outside so I turned a little red from embarrassment, "No its fine, I don't really like most of my things anyways."
"Nikolai! What kind of husband are you? You really didn't make any space for Gabriella." Alexi shakes his head of disappointment at Nicky.
Completely ignoring him, Nicky turns to me, "How do you not like most of your things? Didn't you choose them or are you tired of them?"
"Well sort of... it's just my father mostly chose my outfits. I don't really like most of them."
"I'll buy you new ones." Nicky's expressions turned blank, "Alexi let's take these boxes out, we don't need them."
My mouth drops, "Wait no, It's okay really. You don't have to do that." I start to wave my hands in the air, "Plus I like some pieces and I need clothes."
"Just sort through them and take out the ones you like, and we can get rid of the rest. That way you can have clothing for now." Alexi suggests.
"Keep the things you actually like. We can go shopping later for more so don't worry."
I nod my head in excitement. I've never gone shopping where I had free range. I'll try not to go overboard. Picking out a couple of clothing I begged my father to let me have and putting them away. Nicky and Alexi take the rest out to donate since they are still wearable.