"FUCK!"
A fair-skinned girl with mad eyes exclaimed as she smashed her alarm clock to bits in a bid to ease her rage. She had seen her once more, the fucking slut that ruined her life.
With a sigh, she stumbled into the bathroom and ignoring her bleeding hands, turned on the water before dunking her face into the sink after it was filled with water; all in a bid to calm herself down.
'Jackson, you're with her again huh? A fucking slut who doesn't care who she messes with... keep her well hidden Jackie, because when I do find her... there'll be hell to pay.'
Geraldina raised her head from the sink and slicked her wet hair backward, she closed her abused eyes which were screaming from the sheer amount of tears it was forced to shed.
This was the nth day of her breakup and she still wasn't okay, in fact, she was getting worse and these days all she could dream or remember was their first meeting. Was it some kind of rite to remember the first meeting when the relationship had ended?
Maybe it was just her, because these days, all she could think about was the first time they had met. She remembered when they first met, his blue-black eyes that were as cold as ice stared right at her, sending shivers down her spine and her whole being screamed to give her all to him which she foolishly did.
It was obvious to even outsiders that their love was completely one-sided, with her being completely smitten and him just rolling leisurely with her craziness.
She stalked him online, on Facebook, TikTok, Twitter, you name it, as far as he was there, she was there. She even learned hacking in order to keep track of all his online movements.
One could argue that she was this smitten due to having no experience but they would be very wrong.
She, Geraldina was a very charismatic person with high popularity. In fact, she was so popular that there was nearly no social gathering her peers would arrange that she wouldn't be invited into, and coupled with her looks, it was obvious that she'd be asked out by many people.
She had accepted quite a few but never found the satisfaction in dating them, her heart didn't want this, and no matter what she did she just couldn't get invested. Deciding to give up on relationships temporarily until she could sort out herself to avoid breaking any more hearts, she had poured her entire concentration on her studies...
And then she met Jackson.
Brushing her teeth, Geraldina stared at her dark circles wondering how she was going to hide them to prevent her friends from worrying over her. Her makeup was finished, in fact, most of her living necessities were closing in on zero, and even with more than enough money to replace it all, she was too emotionally drained to move her body.
All she wanted was her Jackson... was it too much to ask for?
"Jane..." Geraldina muttered resentfully while clenching her brush tightly until she suddenly had a crack.
"Fuck!"
Cursing out, Geraldina flung the broken brush away and went to grab another one from the packet of brushes she had placed in her bathroom cupboard.
'It's getting more out of control due to my emotions being everywhere, but I just can't help it, I... maybe it was because of all this freakiness of mine that he left? Why am I such a freak?!'
Geraldina thought as she slammed her knee to the floor with force, the acute pain sizzled through her entire body but the suffocation in her heart numbed all physical sensations and all she could do was weep sorrowfully as she ignored it all.
Yes, she was a freak and a big one at that.
Maybe Jackson left her because of all this...
Even after he promised.
"EVEN AFTER YOU FUCKING PROMISED! BASTARD! WAS I JUST NOT ENOUGH?! I... I.... didn't beg to be a freak, I didn't ask for abnormal strength or speed or all these abnormalities! Fuck, I didn't ask to be who am I, so just why?! Why Jackson?! J... u.... st..." Geraldina lowered her face to the floor as she clawed at the bathroom tiles needlessly in broken tears, "Just why?"
Born with all these crazy attributes maybe it was just a matter of time before he felt repulsed by her, repulsed by her abnormal attributes, repulsed by the fact that she was an... intersex.
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