CHAPTER ONE
The siren made a piercing sound as an alarm to call all the form three students.
I was already awake sitting on my bed, thinking about how I can make it to the right end..
One week more left for us to write our Wassce .
OMG! I'm not yet prepared ..how frightened I was.Hmmm I got an idea,why don't I plan my own time table and study more? I think I can make it then .
I decided not to go for evening classes because I got embarrassed by the remarks of my boyfriend..
He was angry with me because I didn't report on time to prep with him.To him I wasted his precious time..
By the time I came he was also about to leave the hall...Tried to call him back and he angrily shouted at me ...in the presence of my colleagues...
I couldn't stand it Soo I left the place and headed towards the dormitory..Why was this Soo?...
How could he do this to me..I said this to myself when I was seriously thinking about what happened..I started to cry then but it seized when I assured myself on the plans ahead of me..
How painful it was....That was the last time we talked ..almost one month ....
I.couldnt even sleep that same night..when such incidence occured..how painful it was .
I turned round for a last glimpse of the scene where I was embarrassed . I then whispered a silent goodbye
He was eager to get to my place ...but the incidence has already ruined our appointment ...I had already lost temper at that time..
Sake of that..I spoke words sofly and slowly ..I'm sorry dear.....please pardon me for wasting your time...
I felt silent so asked him again to pardon me for that before I left.
Has the pardon delayed ?.I asked as though I was asking myself to pardon me.That scene of the past week plauged my heart again, tooo many things were happening within my heart in a short time.
What worried me most was how I couldn't made it to him when he wanted us to learn .
Eversince,, I had looked at him with sorrowful eyes but we didn't talk to each other when we met on campus...
I know I did my best to plead on what I did but he refused to accept my apologies..
I think the right time will come for us to settle our issues,.
Slowly I got up from my bed where I was reflecting on these things and went to bath.,dressed up and went for my own .studies done at 5:30 each day in the morning till a teacher comes to have a lesson with us.....
I don't think he would like to see me again...please let me stay focus now. I said this and turned away from the piercing glare of Mariam who kept reminding me of my boyfriend's issues...he has got with me...