I really loved him.At that period of time he was something that was making me happy.Because of love I started to love going to school.Every class break I would spent on the halway looking for him.I just wanted to see him.At those days I would count how many eye contacts did we had,or what happened.Ofcorse I wasn't brave enough to start talking to him.I feel like when you have a secret crush on somebody,everything change.You don't look at them with the same eyes as you did before.Now it was like he was a king and I was just a serf.
4.3.2022
The friday when everything change.I remember that day so clear.In our school the girls bathroom and boys bathroom are next one to anather.I was exiting the bathrom and I saw him.I looked him directly into his eyes and he said:"Hey,you!" I was like...are you talking to me? He said:"High five,I saw you the other day when I was walking my dog.You look so pretty.I love your shoes.Maybe we shoud go out sometimes." That day I felt like I am flying.I mean I welt like that for twenty minutes...Anyways,I said:"Sorry,I didn't realize it was you that day,I was tired.Yes for sure,we shoud go out sometime,text me." I could not belive what happened.
The next day I was absolutley brooken.I was onTikTok and I saw a video of him inviting the other girls out.I was so upset.It was some stupid joke that he and his friends made.I mean,I was even more stupid becauss I was still in love with him.
11.3.2022
Seven days after he talked to me.Whole week was so boring.Nothing really happened.I was talking to my friend Nadia in the halway and I saw him approaching me.I thought that he has another stupid joke but he really wanted to talk to me.He was telling me that he is really sorry that he was such a nerd for doing it to me.He explaint to me how sometimes he does things that his friends want him to do so he would be cool.I ofcorse belived him.I was like:"Oh,no problem;you seem like a nice guy to me and I know that you are the good person." He told me that not many people think that way and he said that he was serious when he told me that I look pretty.
Now you must think:"He is so sweet,you guys are going to end up together!" Whith my lucky,that was not a thing.
14.3.2022
It was a Monday.The beggining of a new week.I dressed up to school so pretty because of him.I even put some make up on.I am comming to school and suddenly everyone is around Maddie.I am thinking what the hack is this all about.I am comming to Rachel and I asked her what is happening.She told me:"You will not belive what happened.Maddie ans Nikolas are dating since Saturday.He dosen't even love her." Did it brooke me?Yes,but I was not that worried.I knew Maddie.She just end up with some random guys.That is who she was.
I was abaolutley right .They brooke up after five days.Maddies mom Maria always tries to control her.So she took her phone.Reed all the masegess and look through TikTok and her gallery.She found out everything about Nikolas and she was pissed off.She didn'twant her little princess to date a "bad guy".
Fun fact:That whole week was really bad for me.I couldn't stand her.Everybody was talking about Maddie and Nikolas.Suddenly,things became even worse when my math teacher told me to sit next to her.Every day for an hour I was sitting next to person that I absolutley hate.