Hello readers I first want to apologize for ghosting you without saying anything, This past few weeks has been really hard for me I was fighting with mental health and to keep up with life style so I couldn't think of anything or get any inspiration to write again so I had to step back a little bit to find my self again and learn more about this stuff.
Luckly I was able to fight it even if it was too hard but I did,so I am back and I won't ghost you again without telling you guys. anyway I want to announce that I have new Novel which I hope you will enjoy it's called DEFINITION OF FUCKED UP which will be on this web too at the end of this month and don't worry this novel will continue too as well at usual days( Tuesday, Thursday,Sunday). Thank you
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«in previous chapters , Alice was in good terms with Tonny they even talk straight two hours, Jane and Danny had some intimate night but it's still undecided if they are together or not, Jenifer had something to tell me before Alice inturupt us so I still don't know what she wanted to say, Jack has now a girlfriend ( which they use to get tangled before they fall for each), Nathan confess to me but I am stil not sure about my feelings he still instits, Jane have some secret that she didn't tell Danny but Tonny( Jane's cousin) is insisting on telling him the whole truth, in last chapter I was with Nathan in library trying to teach him what we learned when he was a way but we got interrupted with someone.
I was with Nathan in Library sitting and trying hard to concentrate, I mean girls how can you concertante when you are with a hottest guy in school and he is claiming to fall in love you? it's mind blowing right? Nathan is a charming black teenager person, with muscles and famous too and I am just the luckiest girl who happen to get his attention with my own ways,I don't even know how I manage to do that well I am not that uninteresting but for Nathan? it's way too incredible anyway enough of my drama.
While we were about to start studying someone suddenly showed up,in black suit with classy shoes too which is kinda black and some red on it, He is black tall person looks like he is in 50's with beard which have some white on it and fuzz on his head , he Is married man which is obviously by ring he wears, he stepped closer to us with hands in pocket and a little confidence walk.
Yeah I was looking for you. he said l,
I quickly got up from my sit and Nathan too,
why are you looking for me sir. I asked in polite tone
I have something important that I want to discuss with you. he answered
I looked a bit worried but Nathan gave me a look which looks like "Don't worry". ok I am all ears sir. I said
Can we talk in private? He requested.
It's ok sir this is my friend you can tell me. I said by pointing fingers on him to make that person pay attention to who it was.
Nathan looked at me with dare stare as if he is " am I your friend only". but I Ignored it anyway.
well I saw what you did earlier and I was proposing if you can say what you said earlier in front of parents at the end of this term yes I personally loved it but most of your schoolmates requested it too,every end of year we got something like party so I want you to have speech on that topic too. Think about it you will get back to me, you have 48 hours to give me answer, u know where my office is. He left
Nathan looked at me with smile,it's proud smile judging by my eyes,Girl now you are too way impressive, Principal himself came to see you in person and gives you offer? well I am proud of my girl. He said
Hearing"my girl" it was really turn on and mind blowing,I find my self hugging him and he didn't say anything but to hug me back even tighter,what a feeling, I felt like burning inside,safe and kinda emotional, well none in this life ever told me that they are proud of but the only thing I did to get marks makes him being proud of me? Wow that felt really warm.
He puts hands on my shoulder and gently pulled me off him and direct me on my sit , He bent over with one hand against desk besides me and grabbed my neck with his hand and some fingers on my right cheek( thumb was on my cheek while others fingers were crossing on my neck) ,He pulled me closer gently and kissed me, He uses his lips to grab my upper lip,it was warm and soft which makes me want more and I kinda thought that he felt it too because he switched it to more passionately,We continued to kiss severally,He took off the other hand from the other desk and hold my both cheeks and stood me up,we stand wrap his arms around my waist and i cross mine on shoulders kind of holding his neck too,we kissed again suddenly I started to feel like I wanna touch him but ofcource that not a room I had to behave a little bit and I remembered what he said last night when he said" there is a time that we will do everything". Don't get me wrong I believe that touching is love language.
I fought with my inner devil not to touch his chest and abs I was only stroking my fingers on his hair and when I thought I won he instead wake the devil himself by grabbing my breast.
Damm! that's my inner voice saying.
it's just felt crazy it was a feelings I can't explain but as 18 yo girl I had to act responsible even tho it wasn't right time to stop beautiful moment I was having
No not now.i said by pushing him away
don't you want it or is me you don't want.Nathan asked by walking backward to have a sit with disappointed look in sad tone
Ohh Gosh! I screwed up things again and boy what are you even saying who can resist a guy like you? That's ma inner voice but I had to make up some lie just to not make him feel bad and ofcource I didn't want to expose my self, Well I really don't feel good. I said turning my head down to make it look more real.
what's wrong babe.he said moving towards me with a worried face
ohh now he call me babe after refusing to do things that makes both of us happy and connect our souls, Nathan is really an angel. my inner voice said before I turn to him and continue on making my story up.
you see I kinda feel too nervous to accept the offer from principle. I said
but why girl? you managed to convince people today and principle is impressed and now you are nervous? You worth the offer girl.
Yeah thanks to me I switched a beautiful moment into a boring and dramatic conversation, I mean Nathan is explaining the reasons why I should accept offer and I am bringing some dramatic complains besides I was the one who made a project alone and I can still do it alone again there is no need to waste his breath trying to convince me because deep down I want every parent to hear to.
ok let's now study,grab your notebook it's time to explain.i said by grabbing books and pen to arrange the space we will use for studies.
yes ma'am. He said while pulling himself together and showing interest in everything I am going to say. I explained a lot of things that we did and giving him some excercises to make him understand more, we kept on studying until we didn't even know what time was it,we just realized it when our skinny Matron came to let us know that the time is up we have to separate. This matron is too obsessed with us like in all school are we the only one who haven't sleep yet ? or she just has another reason of her absession
what time is it Matron. Nathan asked
it's 10:30 PM. by typing on her phone
ohh it's late thou. I said while standing up and putting together my staff so I can get it back to my class.
Let me take this call you guys go to your dorms now don't take too long. She said stepping out of the door to take a call
Nathan helped me to grab my staff and we get back to my class,I entered in my class but he remained outside, I kept everything that I had and go back outside no one was outside it was 10:45 PM so probably everyone is in their dorms. I got outside, Nathan was waiting for me he was moving as if he have something in his mind with hands in pockets, He grabbed my arm pulled me closer and looked me in eyes and said" I told you that I love you yesterday so I am not going to repeat it again this time (he took a breath in out) Nathalie will you be my girlfriend?" he took my chin up and pulled too closer to him gave me a kiss but this time it wasn't longest,he just kissed me as if he was daring me to do something "so answer me whenever you are ready but quick remainder I won't stop". I am now breathless and speechless I finally got something to say after some seconds and asked a dumb question
what with the rush. I asked ,Dang why in this world I picket this dumb question in all questions in this world? it's obviously that he only want me by himself only and I am busy asking for dumbest question.
He smirks and kissed me again" because I want to own you, I want you all to be mine no one else and I want to show the world that you are mine baby girl" God I like this gentleness and bad boy of him.
so have good night see you tomorrow evening I love you. he gave me a kiss on forehead and left.
I went back in our dorms speechless but mostly dumb, I took a sit on my bed when Alice came to look for me
girl you look weird what happened.she asked while throwing her self on my bed and sits in same position as mine ,Crossing our legs with elbow against thighs and palm under my chin as if I was in deep thoughts, by hearing her voice I suddenly make up a lie of telling her I just tell her that I got an offer of giving a speech on last day of school, ofcource I couldn't easily say that her brother wants me as his girlfriend that would be totally awkward.
she looked happy by hearing that and gave me some motivational words that concerns me while we were talking Jenifer showed up again but this time it was different,she looks desperate.
Natty can we talk? Jenny said,for the first I saw sincerely in her eyes as if she really have something important to tell me
yes sure we can talk. I answered in rush of walking towards her.
what is Jennifer wants to tell me that made her came to see me twice in day?
watch out next part...