When I was young,I thought life is just joy.I had my mom and dad's love,and people's symphaty.I thought I can be contented with what I have and never needed nothing else...But that is life's biggest lie.I was trapped by temporary happiness that I thought would last forever.They are right,there is no forever.I was fooled to believe that I can always have every happiness I had.

One day,I was awake by reality,by the true world,by the real life.I had lost the most important joy in my life.And as I lost her,I had also lost my whole happiness...Now I was awake by life full of hatred.A life that is always cruel.A life that is full of pain.I sleep in tears and wake up with worries.Wishing in every drop of my tears my Mom would come back.Yes,I had lost my mom in such a young age.And this also means I had lost almost my everything,including the happiness I had lived with.But,the world is really a book of wounds.In every chapter is different words of pain that hurts me.I had encountered many different kind of pain.Even myself had hurt me.I just really wish I could still be the same Lara that my mom had raised...As I begin my life's journey,I hope I could share all the pain I had lived for many years and hoping that one day,I can take away all the pain that life had given to me...This is my life's first chapter...Many more chapter of pains are coming...