After I am gone don't look for me for the time being, just let me complete my final task of delivering my mother's family heirloom to my maternal family.
Upon completion of my final task, I will vanish like a ghost. You won't hear from me again. I know the reason for your action, but it still can't erase the past. But I forgive you all. So, don't live with guilt.
I can remain in everyone's minds regardless of whether I am loved or hated.
Dreams are the only way I can live the life I wish for.
I once saw a dream. In my dream I was a grown up man playing with my children, my mother and my wife chatting with each other in a place far from the crowd and the responsibility of a prince.
My days have been filled with only happiness. Living the ideal life I have always hoped for.
It was an enchanting dream from which I didn't want to wake up. But at last it was just a dream. Even though it was in my dreams, it was the most elegant and precious memory for me.
I have nothing in my possession except my life now.
Without receiving anything I have always given to others.
I never imagined that I would embark on a journey leaving everything behind.
Having lived between the four walls until now, the world is new to me.
The world should be full of wonders, as my mother used to say.
Love or hate is just a word for me. One I don't know and another I am packed with.
It's my own wish to depart from the royal family tree. Don't think it's my plan, and don't regret thinking it was you who did it.
The only thing I want is to live my life as I have always dreamed and free myself from promises. So that I could choose a place where I could vanish.
Even though I wouldn't want to, I had to live in the empire in order to fulfill my mother's final wishes. Never got anything I wanted for myself but while living for myself for some moment I found that without a crown and the prince title I can be something. And now I have fulfilled my promise.
Tomorrow the empire will resume how it was before. Everyone will do their daily work. My father, brothers, and sisters will continue to live their lives as usual. Everything will go on as usual except I won't be there.
I was born in this empire, but I don't belong here anymore. I am sorry for everyone who has been hurt by my words and actions, but I cannot change my decision.
I am about to leave this place now and never come back here again.
If anyone has been affected by what I have done then forgive me, for I don't care about the past and I don't have any fear for what's to come in the future.
Abandon yourself with your memories and let the past be forgotten.
As I said before, I only want to live the life I dream of.
In the minds of people I am leaving only an image of myself, nothing else. I think if anyone wrote about me the title of a book about me would be "the story of the greatest disgrace," no I think it will be "The Secret foolish prince" ,ahh no it should be "Promise" as that has been the sole purpose of my existence to date.
I will always be watching over you all.
If the creator so desires, in this life someday you may see me again which is sure impossible to happen.
Goodbye Everyone.
Sincerely Yours,
Alex Reyole De Frandes