How destroyed my Life

My Name is Nouman I am From Pakistan and My religion is Islam and Age is 40 years old and Qualification Is Graduation I married with Shagufta in 2011 now I have 3 children 2 son Faizan is 9 years old and Muaeez is 1.5 years old and 1 daughter name is Qirat is 7 years old my life is full of Struggle After Married faced great Business losse now in 11 Years I have a burden of loan amount of is 20000 $ in 11 years a big loss faced I want share with others in this story