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Chapter 10 - chapter 10 the traffic

"I am realizing this. I really am starting to feel that I can

change."

"Great. Continue reflecting on your day," he instructed.

"Well, I wish I hadn't yelled at my client. I wish I hadn't

argued with the court clerk and I wish I hadn't screamed at the

traffic."

"The traffic doesn't care, does it?"

"It just keeps on being traffic," I noted.

"I think you now see the power of the Ritual of Personal

Reflection. By looking at what you are doing, how you are

spending your day and the thoughts you are thinking, you give

yourself a benchmark for measuring improvement. The only way

to improve tomorrow is to know what you did wrong today."

"And come up with a clear plan so that it doesn't happen

again?" I added.

"Precisely. There is nothing wrong with making mistakes.

Mistakes are part of life and essential for growth. It's like that

saying, 'Happiness comes through good judgment, good judgment

comes through experience, and experience comes through bad

judgment.' But there is something very wrong with making the

same mistakes over and over again, day in and day out. This shows

a complete lack of self-awareness, the very quality that separates

humans from animals."

"I've never heard that one before."

"Well it's true. Only a human being can step out of himself and

analyze what he is doing right and what he is doing wrong. A dog

cannot do this. A bird cannot do this. Even a monkey cannot do it.

But you can. This is what the Ritual of Personal Reflection is all

about. Figure out what is right and what is wrong in your days and

in your life. Then set about making immediate improvements.""Lots to think about, Julian. Lots to think about," I offered

reflectively.

"How about thinking about the Sixth Ritual for Radiant

Living: the Ritual of Early Awakening."

"Uh-oh. I think I know what's coming."

"One of the best pieces of advice I learned in that far-off oasis

of Sivana was to rise with the sun and to start the day off well.

Most of us sleep far more than we need to. The average person can

get by on six hours — and remain perfectly healthy and alert.

Sleep is really nothing more than a habit and like any other habit,

you can train yourself to achieve the result you want; sleeping less

in this case."

"But if I get up too early, I really do feel exhausted," I said.

"For the first few days, you will feel very tired. I'll freely admit

this. You might even feel this way for the first week of getting up

nice and early. Please see this as a small measure of short-term

pain for a large measure of long-term gain. You will always feel a

little discomfort when you are installing a new habit. It's sort of

like breaking in a new pair of shoes — at first it's a little hard to

wear them but soon they fit like a glove. As I told you earlier, pain

is often the precursor to personal growth. Don't dread it Instead,

embrace it."

"Okay, I like the idea of training myself to get up earlier. First,

let me ask you what does 'early' mean?"

"Another fine question. There is no ideal time. Just like

everything else I have shared with you so far, do what is right for

you. Remember Yogi Raman's admonishment: 'nothing to

extremes, everything in moderation.'"

"Getting up with the sun sounds extreme."

"Actually it isn't. There are few things more natural than risingwith the glory of the first rays of a new day. The sages believed

that sunshine was a gift from Heaven and while they were careful

not to overexpose themselves, they regularly had sunbaths and

often could be seen dancing playfully in the early morning

sunshine. I firmly believe that this was another key to their

extraordinary longevity."

"Do you sunbathe?" I asked.

"Absolutely. The sun rejuvenates me. When I grow tired it

keeps my mood bright. In the ancient culture of the East, the sun

was thought to be a connection to the soul. People worshipped it

as it allowed their crops to flourish along with their spirits.

Sunlight will release your vitality and restore your emotional and

physical vibrancy. It is a delightful physician, when visited in

moderation of course. Alas, I digress. The point is to get up early,

every day."

"Hmm. How do I build this ritual into my routine?"

"Here are a couple of quick tips. First, never forget that it is

the quality and not the quantity of sleep that is important. It is

better to have six hours of uninterrupted deep sleep than even ten

hours of disturbed sleep. The whole idea is to provide your body

with rest so that its natural processes can repair and restore your

physical dimension to its natural state of health, a state that is

diminished through the stresses and struggles of daily use. Many

of the habits of the sages are based on the principle that one must

strive for quality rest rather than quantity sleep. For example,

"Yogi Raman would never eat after 8:00 p.m. He said that the

digestive activity it induced would reduce the quality of his sleep.

Another example was the sages' habit of meditating to the soft

sounds of their harp immediately before heading off to sleep." "Let me ask you, John. What do you do before you go to sleep

every night?"

"I watch the news with Jenny, the same as most people I know."

"I kind of thought so," replied Julian, with a mysterious

twinkle in his eyes.

"I don't get it. What could possibly be wrong with getting a

little shot of the news before I go to sleep?"

"The ten-minute period before you sleep and the ten-minute

period after you wake up are profoundly influential on your

subconscious mind. Only the most inspiring and serene thoughts

should be programmed into your mind at those times."

"You make the mind sound like a computer."

"That's a pretty fair way to look at it — what you put in is what

you get out. Even more important is the fact that you alone are the

programmer. By determining the thoughts that go in, you also are

determining precisely what will come out. So, before you go to

sleep, don't watch the news or argue with anyone or even go over

the day's events in your mind's eye. Relax. Drink a cup of herbal

tea, if you like. Listen to some soft classical music and prepare

yourself to drift off into a rich, renewing slumber."

"It makes sense. The better the sleep, the less I will need."

"Exactly. And remember the Ancient Rule of Twenty-one: if

you do anything for twenty-one days in a row, it will be installed as

a habit. So stay with the early-rising routine for about three weeks

before you give up because it feels too uncomfortable. By then it

will be a part of your life. Within short order you will be able to rise

at 5:30 a.m. or even at 5:00 a.m. with ease, ready to savor the

splendor of another great day."

"Okay, so let's say that I am getting up every day at five-thirty.

What do I do?"

"What was the reason behind this?""Your questions show that you are thinking, my friend. I

appreciate this. Once you are up, there are many things you can

do. The fundamental principle to keep in mind is the importance of

starting your day off well. As I've suggested, the thoughts you

think and the actions you take in the first ten minutes after you

wake up have a very marked effect on the rest of your day."

"Seriously?"

"Absolutely. Think positive thoughts. Give a prayer of thanks

for all you have. Work on your gratitude list. Listen to some great

music. Watch the sun come up, or perhaps go for a quick walk in

natural surroundings if you feel up to it. The sages would actually

make themselves laugh whether they felt like it or not, just to get

the 'happiness juices' flowing early in the morning."

"Julian, I am trying very hard to keep my cup empty — and I

think you will agree that I've done pretty well for a novice. But

that really sounds odd, even for a band of monks living high in the

Himalayas."

"But it is not. Take a guess how many times the average four-

year-old laughs in a day."

"Who knows?"

"I do, three hundred. Now guess how many times the average

adult in our society laughs in the course of a day."

"Fifty?" I tried.

"Try fifteen," Julian said, smiling in satisfaction. "You see my

point? Laughing is medicine for the soul. Even if you don't feel like

it, look in the mirror and laugh for a couple of minutes. You can't

help but feel fantastic. William James said, 'We don't laugh

because we are happy. We are happy because we laugh.' So start

your day on a delightful footing. Laugh, play and give thanks for

all you have. Every day will be an exquisitely rewarding one.""What do you do to start your day off on a positive footing?"

"Actually, I have developed quite a sophisticated morning

routine which includes everything from the Heart of the Rose to

drinking a couple of glasses of freshly squeezed fruit juice. But

there is one strategy in particular which I would like to share with

you."

"Sounds important."

"It is. Shortly after you have awakened, go into your sanctuary

of silence. Get still and focused. Then ask yourself this question:

'What would I do today if today was my last?' The key is to really

get into the meaning of this question. Mentally list all the things

you would do, the people you would call and the moments you

would savor. Envision yourself doing these things with great

energy. Visualize how you would treat your family and your

friends. Even picture how you would treat total strangers if today

was your last day on the planet. As I told you earlier, when you live

every day as if it was your last, your life will take on a magical

quality.

"And this brings me to the seventh of the Rituals of Radiant

Living: the Ritual of Music."

"I think I'm going to love this one," I replied.

"I'm sure you will. The sages loved their music. It gave them

the same spiritual boost as the sun did. Music made them laugh, it

made them dance and it made them sing. It will do the same for

you. Never forget the power of music. Spend a little time with it

every day, even if it is listening to a soft piece on a cassette while

you drive to work. When you feel down or weary, play some music.

It is one of the finest motivators I know of."

"Aside from yourself!" I exclaimed sincerely. "Just listening to

you makes me feel great. You really have changed, Julian, and notjust on the outside. Gone is your old cynicism. Gone is your former

negativity. Gone is your old aggressiveness. You really do seem to

be at peace with yourself. You have touched me tonight."

"Hey, there's more!" shouted Julian with his fist in the air.

"Let's keep going."

"I wouldn't have it any other way."

"Okay. The eighth ritual is the Ritual of the Spoken Word. The

sages had a series of mantras which they would recite morning,

noon and night. They told me that this practice was immensely

effective in keeping them focused, strong and happy."

"What's a mantra?" I asked.

"A mantra is nothing more than a collection of words strung

together to create a positive effect. In Sanskrit, 'man' means

'mind' and 'tra' means 'freeing.' So a mantra is a phrase which is

designed to free the mind. And, believe me, John, mantras

accomplish this objective in a very powerful way."

"Are you using mantras in your daily routine?"

"I sure am. They are my faithful companions wherever I go.

Whether I am on the bus, walking to the library or watching the

world go by in a park, I am constantly affirming all that is good in

my world through mantras."

"So mantras are spoken?"

"They do not have to be. Written affirmations are also very

effective. But I have found that repeating a mantra aloud has a

wonderful effect on my spirit. When I need to feel motivated, I

might repeat, 'I am inspired, disciplined and energized' out loud

two or three hundred times. To maintain the supreme sense of

self-confidence I have cultivated, I repeat, 'I am strong, able and

calm.' I even use mantras to keep me youthful and vital," Julian

admitted."How could a mantra keep you young?"

"Words affect the mind in a pronounced way. Whether they are

spoken or written, they are powerful influences. While what you

say to others is important, even more important is what you say to

yourself."

"Self-talk?"

"Exactly. You are what you think about all day long. You are

also what you say to yourself all day long. If you say that you are

old and tired, this mantra will be manifested in your external

reality. If you say you are weak and lack enthusiasm, this too will

be the nature of your world. But if you say that you are healthy,

dynamic and fully alive, your life will be transformed. You see, the

words you say to yourself affect your self-image and your self-

image determines what actions you take. For example, if your self-

image is one of a person who lacks the confidence to do anything

of value, you will only be able to take actions which are aligned

with this trait. On the other hand, if your self-image is one of a

radiant individual who is fearless, again, all your actions will

correspond to this quality. Your self-image is a self-fulfilling

prophecy of sorts."

"How so?"

"If you believe that you are unable to do something, let's say,

find that perfect partner or live a stress-free life, your beliefs will

affect your self-image. In turn, your self-image will prevent you

from taking steps to find the perfect partner or to create a serene

life for yourself. It will actually sabotage any efforts you might

make in this direction."

"Why does it work this way?"

"Simple. Your self-image is a governor of sorts. It will never let

you act in a way that is inconsistent with it. The beautiful thing isthat you can change your self-image, just like you can change

everything else in your life if it is not serving to enhance it.

Mantras are a great way accomplish this objective."

"And when I change my inner world, I change my outer

world," I said dutifully.

"My, how quickly you learn," Julian said, giving me the

thumbs-up sign he had used so much in his former life as a star

litigator.

"Which leads us into the Ninth Ritual of Radiant Living quite

nicely. This is the Ritual of a Congruent Character. It is sort of an

off-shoot of the self-image concept we were just talking about.

Simply stated, this ritual requires you to take daily, incremental

action to build your character. Strengthening your character

affects the way you see yourself and the actions you take. The

actions you take come together to form your habits and, this is

important, your habits lead you to your destiny. Perhaps Yogi

Raman articulated the formula best when he stated: 'You sow a

thought, you reap an action. Reap an action, you sow a habit. Sow

a habit, you reap a character. Sow a character, you reap your

destiny.'"

"What kinds of things should I do to build my character?"

"Anything that cultivates your virtues. Before you ask me

what I mean by 'virtues,' let me clarify the concept. The wise

people of the Himalayas believed strongly that a virtuous life was

a meaningful life. So they governed all of their actions by a series

of timeless principles."

"But I thought you said they governed their lives by their

purpose?"

"Yes, this is quite so, but their life's calling included living in a

manner congruent to these principles, ones that their ancestorsheld dear to their hearts for thousands of years."

"What are these principles, Julian?" I asked.

"They are, simply stated: industry, compassion, humility,

patience, honesty and courage. When all your actions are

congruent and aligned with these principles, you will feel a deep

sense of inner harmony and peace. Living this way will inevitably

lead you to spiritual success. This is because you will be doing what

is right. You will be acting in a way that is in accordance with the

laws of nature and the laws of the universe. This is when you will

start to tap into the energy of another dimension, call it a higher

power if you will. This is also when your life will move from the

ordinary into the realm of the extraordinary and you begin to

sense the sacredness of your being. It is the first step to lifelong

enlightenment."

"Have you tasted this experience?" I asked.

"I have, and I believe you will too. Do the right things. Act in a

way that is congruent with your true character. Act with integrity.

Be guided by your heart. The rest will take care of itself. You are

never alone, you know," replied Julian.

"What do you mean?"

"I'll explain it to you another time perhaps. For now,

remember that you must do little things every day to build your

character. As Emerson said: 'Character is higher than intellect. A

great soul will be strong to live as well as to think.' Your character

is built when you act in a way that corresponds with the principles

I've just mentioned. If you fail to do this, true happiness will

always elude you."

"And the final ritual?"

"This is the all-important Ritual of Simplicity. This ritual

requires you to live a simple life. As Yogi Raman said 'one mustnever live in the thick of thin things. Focus only on your priorities,

those activities which are truly meaningful. Your life will be

uncluttered, rewarding and exceptionally peaceful. This I

promise you.'

"He was right. The moment I started to separate the wheat

from the chaff, harmony filled my life. I stopped living at the

frenetic pace to which I had grown accustomed. I stopped living

my life in the eye of the tornado. Instead, I slowed down and took

the time to smell the proverbial roses."

"What things did you do to cultivate simplicity?"

"I stopped wearing expensive clothes, I kicked my addiction to

six newspapers a day, I stopped needing to be available to everyone

all the time, I became a vegetarian and I ate less. Basically, I

reduced my needs. You see, John, unless you reduce your needs,

you will never be fulfilled. You will always be like that gambler in

Las Vegas, staying at the roulette wheel for 'just one more spin' in

the hope that your lucky number will come up. You will always want

more than you have. How can you ever be happy?"

"But earlier you told me that happiness comes from

achievement. Now you are telling me to reduce my needs and be

content with less. Isn't this a paradox?"

"Excellent point, John. Brilliant in fact. It might seem like a

contradiction, but it isn't. Lifelong happiness does come through

striving to realize your dreams. You are at your best when you are

moving forward. The key is not to make your happiness

contingent on finding that elusive pot of gold at the end of the

rainbow. For example, even though I was a millionaire many times

over, I told myself that success to me meant having three hundred

million dollars in my bank account. This was a recipe for disaster."

"Three hundred million?" I asked in disbelief."Three hundred million. So no matter how much I had, I was

never satisfied. I was always unhappy. It was nothing more than

greed. I can now admit this freely. It was much like the story of

King Midas. I'm sure you have heard that one?"

"Sure. The man who loved gold so much he prayed that

everything he touched would turn to gold. When his wish was

granted he rejoiced. That was until he realized that he couldn't eat

because his food had turned to gold and so on, so forth."

"Right. Similarly, I was so money-driven that I couldn't enjoy

all that I had. You know there came a time when all that I could eat

was bread and water," Julian said, growing very quiet and pensive.

"Are you serious? I always thought you ate at the best

restaurants with all those celebrity friends of yours."

"That was in the early days. Not many people know about this,

but the burden of my out-of-control lifestyle gave me a bleeding

ulcer. I couldn't even eat a hot dog without getting sick. What a life!

All that money and all I could eat was bread and water. It was

pathetic really." Julian caught himself "But I'm not one to live in

the past. It was another one of life's great lessons. As I told you

earlier, pain is a powerful teacher. To transcend pain, I had to first

experience it. I wouldn't be where I am today without it," he said

stoically.

"Any ideas on what I should do to bring the Ritual of Simplicity

into my own life?" I asked.

"There are so many things you can do. Even little things will

make a difference."

"Like what?"

"Stop picking up the phone every time it rings, stop wasting

time reading junk mail, stop eating out three times a week, give up

your golf-club membership and spend more time with your kids,spend a day a week without your watch, watch the sun rise every

few days, sell your cellular phone and dump the pager. Need I

continue?" Julian asked rhetorically.

"I get the point. But sell the cell phone?" I asked anxiously,

feeling as a baby might at the doctor's suggestion that his

umbilical cord should be cut.

"Like I've said, my duty is to share the wisdom I have learned

through my journey with you. You need not apply every strategy

to make your life work. Try the techniques and use those that feel

right to you."

"I know. Nothing to extremes, everything in moderation."

"Precisely."

"I have to admit though, every one of your strategies sounds

great. But will they really bring about profound shifts in my life in

only thirty days?"

"It will take even less than thirty days — and even more," said

Julian, with his trademark look of dimpled mischievousness.

"Here we go again. Do explain, O Wise One."

"'Julian' will be fine, although 'Wise One' would have looked

formidable on my old letterhead," he joked. "I say it will take less

than thirty days because true life change is spontaneous."

"Spontaneous?"

"Yes, it happens in the blink of an eye, the very moment you

decide from the deepest core of your being that you will raise your

life to its highest level. In that instant, you will be a changed

person, one set on the course of his destiny."

"And why longer than thirty days?"

"I promise you that by practicing these strategies and tools,

you will see marked improvements in one month from this

moment. You will have more energy, less worries, more creativityand less stress in every aspect of your life. Having said this, the

sages' methods are not of the quick-fix kind. They are ageless

traditions which are meant to be applied daily, for the rest of your

days. If you stop applying them, you will find that you will

gradually slide back into your old ways."

After Julian had explained the Ten Rituals for Radiant Living

to me, he paused. "I know that you want me to keep going so I will.

I believe so strongly in what I am sharing with you that I don't

mind keeping you up all night. Perhaps this is a good time to get a

little deeper."

"What exactly do you mean? I think all that I have heard

tonight is pretty deep," I said in surprise.

"The secrets I have explained will allow you and all those you

come into contact with to create the lives you desire. But there is

much more to the philosophy of the Sages of Sivana than meets the

eye. What I have taught you up to now has been immensely

practical. But you must know something of the underlying

spiritual current which flows through the principles I have

outlined. If you do not understand what I am speaking about, don't

worry at this point. Simply take it in and chew on it for a while, you

can digest it later."

"When the student is ready, the teacher will appear?"

"Precisely," said Julian, now smiling. "You always were a

quick study."

"Okay, let's hear the spiritual stuff," I said energetically,

unaware that it was nearly two-thirty in the morning.

"Within you lies the sun, the moon, the sky and all the wonders

of this universe. The intelligence that created these wonders is the

same force that created you. All things around you come from the

same source. We are all one.""I'm not sure I follow you."

"Every being on this Earth, every object on this Earth has a

soul. All souls flow into one, this is the Soul of the Universe. You

see, John, when you nourish your own mind and your own spirit,

you are really feeding the Soul of the Universe. When you improve

yourself, you are improving the lives of all those around you. And

when you have the courage to advance confidently in the direction

of your dreams, you begin to draw upon the power of the universe.

As I told you earlier, life gives you what you ask of it. It is always

listening."

"So self-mastery and kaizen will help me help others by

helping me help myself?"

"Something like that. As you enrich your mind, as you care for

your body and as you nurture your spirit, you will come to

understand exactly what I am saying."

"Julian. I know you mean well. But self-mastery is a pretty

high ideal for a 215-pound family man who, up to now, has spent

more time on client development than personal development.

What happens if I fail?"

"Failure is not having the courage to try, nothing more and

nothing less. The only thing standing between most people and

their dreams is the fear of failure. Yet failure is essential to success

in any endeavor. Failure tests us and allows us to grow. It offers us

lessons and guides us along the path of enlightenment. The teachers

of the East say that every arrow that hits the bull's eye is the result

of one hundred misses. It is a fundamental Law of Nature to profit

through loss. Never fear failure. Failure is your friend."

"Embrace failure?" I asked in disbelief

"The universe favors the brave. When you resolve, once and

for all, to lift your life to its highest level, the strength of your soulwill guide you. Yogi Raman believed that everyone's destiny was

laid out for them at birth. This path always leads to a magical place

filled with magnificent treasures. It was up to each individual to

develop the courage to walk this way. There is a story he shared

with me that I would like to pass on to you. Once, in ancient India,

there was an evil giant who owned a magnificent castle

overlooking the sea. As the giant had been away for many years

fighting in wars, the children of the nearby village used to come

into the giant's beautiful garden and play with great delight. One

day, the giant returned and threw all of the young children out of

his garden. 'Never return here!' he yelled as he slammed the huge

oak door in disgust. He then erected a huge marble wall around

the garden to keep the children out.

"Winter came with bitter cold which is native to the

northernmost parts of the Indian subcontinent, and the giant

wished the warmth would soon return. Spring visited the village

which lay below the giant's castle, but the icy claws of winter

refused to leave his garden. Then, one day, the giant finally smelled

the fragrances of Spring and felt the radiance of the sun through

his windows. "Spring has finally returned!" he cried, running out

into the garden. But the giant was unprepared for the sight which

greeted him. The children of the village had somehow managed to

climb over the castle wall and were playing in the garden. It was

because of their presence that the garden had been transformed

from a wintry wasteland into a lush place filled with roses,

daffodils and orchids. All the children laughed and giggled with

joy, but one. From the corner of his eye, the giant spotted a little

boy who was much smaller than all the other children. Tears ran

from his eyes as he did not have the strength to climb the wall into

the garden. The giant felt sad for this boy and, for the first time inhis life, regretted his evil ways. 'I will help this child,' he said,

running towards him. When all the other children saw the giant

coming, they ran from the garden, fearing for their lives. But the

tiny little boy stood his ground. 'I will slay the giant,' he

stammered. 'I will defend our playground.'

"As the giant approached the child, he opened his arms. 'I am

a friend,' he said. 'I have come to help you over the wall and into

the garden. This will be your garden now.'" The little boy, now a

hero amongst the children, rejoiced in happiness and gave the

giant the golden necklace which he had always worn around his

neck. 'This is my lucky charm,' he said. 'I want you to have it.'

"From that day on, the children played with the giant in his

wonderful garden. But the brave little boy whom the giant loved

the most never did return. As time went on, the giant grew ill and

frail. The children continued to play in the garden but the giant no

longer had the strength to keep them company. In those quiet

days, it was the little boy who the giant thought of the most.

"One day, in the midst of a particularly bitter winter, the giant

glanced out his window and saw a truly miraculous sight: though

most of the garden was covered in snow, at the center of the

garden there stood a magnificent rosebush overflowing with

spectacularly colored flowers. Next to the roses stood the little boy

who the giant loved. The boy was smiling sweetly. The giant

danced with delight and rushed outside to embrace the child.

'Where have you been all these years, my young friend? I've

missed you with all my heart.'

"The boy was thoughtful in his response. 'Many years ago you

lifted me over the wall into your magical garden. Now, I have

come to take you into mine.' Later that day, when the children

came to visit the giant they found him lying lifeless on the ground.From head to toe, he was covered by a thousand beautiful roses.

"Always be brave, John, like that little boy. Stand your ground

and follow your dreams. They will lead you to your destiny. Follow

your destiny, it will lead you into the wonders of the universe. And

always follow the wonders of the universe, for they will lead you to

a special garden filled with roses."

As I looked over at Julian to tell him that this story had

touched me deeply, I saw something that startled me: this rock-

hard legal gladiator who had spent the better part of his life

defending the rich and famous had started to weep.