Third person's POV
Teddy was in his room right now. Yeah it was the most awkward ride to home after whatever happened. But James was really heartbroken this time. He was holding back his emotion, after all he is a gentle man. He has to be emotionless, right? Anyways,
Teddy was sitting in the edge of the window still wearing the beautiful gown still in the beautiful feminine body that he didn't mind wearing infact he loved it. What if James parents recognized him what will happen then. They will never love him the way they used to. Right? They probably won't let James hangout with Teddy. It's already midnight he needs to sleep he have work tomorrow. He have to go to a auror test. oh no, he laid down closed his eyes and there it was. He felt someone's presence. He quickly opened his eyes and saw nothing. So he again closed his eyes. He can swear that he heard a crashing sound. "Stop imagining stuffs brain. I can't... go to him and ask him to let me sleep with him. I can't sleep beside him, in his cozy cuddle, feeling his warm hand wrapped around my cold body. Using his comforting words as lullaby....and...and" Teddy started crying. He was feeling lonely, heartbroken and most importantly he was feeling really really guilty.
He broke James heart the person who he loves the most. The person who he wanna spend the rest of his life with. Just because he doesn't has courage to face the world and make James his he is hearting James. "Stop thinking about it...please stop thinking about" he wiped his tears desperately ...trying to calm himself down, trying to convince himself that everything that he has done was the right choice. This is what he should have done. 'Hurting him, accusing him, taking advantage of his love towards me was the correct thing to do...no doubt about it.... What else was there to do...It's not saying yes to him was an option... I mean yeah proposing someone is really hard and it takes a lot of courage and all...when the other person say no it breaks your heart but,....what else was there to do...' Teddy was trying to console himself. He was desperately trying to get rid of the guilty feeling that he was having...but his mind wasn't helping. He knows he is wrong but he needed a false consolation...just to ease his mind a little.
'Or maybe some advise...' The moment it came in his mind he thought about Harry, his godfather, the one who has always supported him and guided him towards right direction. He was thinking about all scenario how he would talk to Harry and how the conversation would go and fall asleep.
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/With James /
"Teddy when are you going to embrace your feelings for me... What would it take for you to get courage....just let me love you already please. Agh" I was so frustrated. I tried not to think about it that much. To be honest, now that I think about it, I knew this is how it was going to end. He never gave me any hint that he loves me or I'm special and all... Well apart from all the time he was blushing because of my words, and all the time he didn't complained about how my hands are touching just a little further than the limitation. And all the time his body melted against my fingertips all those sweet melody of his moans... "Yeah, he clearly didn't loved you and stuffs" I said to myself the smirk on my lips growing with every thought.
I was diving in own fantasy about Teddy when heard something....like someone was sobbing. Oh no it's my Teddy bear.. I went to his room as quickly as I could the door was closed but it wasn't locked. So I opened the door and the heartbreaking sight in front of me. Teddy was still wearing that gorgeous gown and than mesmerizing purple hair and that breath taking woman body. But the thing that broke my heart was that he was crying. His head was low, covering his beautiful face with those soft fragile hands of his I mean her. She wasn't just light sobbing she was crying so much. 'Is it again that bi**h but didn't he broke up with her.' I approached slowly and silently.
"Teddy, what's wrong? Did something happen? tell me..." he was shocked for a moment. His whole body tensed up but after sometimes he relaxed a bit. Since he was crying I was holding like I always do, close to my heart thinking if not my words maybe heartbeat will calm him. After about half an hour he wasn't crying anymore. He was just clinging to me quietly. And a light snore was chasing away the silence that were lingering in that cozy room some moments ago. I smiled to myself and carefully took him in my arm and laid down with him. The snore that was leaving his mouth was like a lullaby and soon I fall asleep holding his soft beautiful body close to mine and stroking his long curly hair time to time.
(P.S: Hello beautiful readers. sorry for the late uploading. I wasn't sure what to write at first and then I forgot about it😅. Anyway have a great day.)