While you were gone
Drew POV
What is there to say? I lost myself to love twice in my life. First, when I was a young man, I met Kavielle, who would change my perspective of the world forever. I loved her with all of my heart; even with the 'red flags' as they would say these days; there was a huge part of me that was addicted to her. And not just a little need—I was enamored from the moment I walked into her hospital room.
Even with the years past, walking into her apartment was a blast to the gut. The overwhelming emotions steam rolled me into a pile, but I managed to learn a little. In my time away from her, I learned that I wasn't weak. I took up a lot of hobbies in a more dominant position; my sex life had blossomed again. Even now, at 35, I still had some of the best sex of my life in this period.