Lessons learned in pain
"You fucking tease!" He screamed, shoving her hand away from him. "You just want to ruin me, don't you?!" Standing now, he forcefully grabbed her hands. "You just want to get me put in jail, you fucking whore!" His drunken rage built further, Madison his first victim; he shoved her roughly on the tiny bed. The sound of the frame cracking into place as she bounced turned my stomach.
"And you?" His eyes turned to me; another wave of sickness forced me to swallow the acid in my mouth. "So innocent—so quiet." Wiping his face with his hands, he continued, "Reality is—you're fucking lesbo whore. What would your parents think of what you do?!" He screamed, grabbing my arms; I wrench back, not willing to go down without a fight.
He raged harder. "You think you're so tough?! Did you think a few martial arts lessions would protect you from a fucking REAL man." A hard shove to the middle of my chest pushed me flat to the mattress; he stood over me with his hand on my chest, menacing. "You're fucking nothing!"
Something triggered in him, forcing him to step back to take a breath. Madison stood again, trying to reason. "Please, Brick, we'll do whatever you want. Just let us give you what you want; then, we never have to speak of this again. I promise!" The tears welled in her eyes.
"Fuck!" he screamed, slamming his hand the table. The ugly button up he wore was soaking with sweat; the heaving caused his shoulders to rise and fall menacingly. "I'm fucked no matter what I do—" he spoke quietly, mostly to himself. When he turned to face us, the anger had waned enough he looked normal. He ran his finger through his hair, slicking it back again.
"Fine. Take this shit—" he popped the strap of her top. "off. I want to see that hot fucking body in person." Resigned to his fate, he rolled the chair from the corner between the beds; his hand slipping into his pants instantly.
Madison complied, a smile on her face again. "Yessir." In her defense, at least he wasn't trying to beat us to death, but the way she smiled—she was into it!
As her clothes fell to the floor, he stroke himself inside of his pants. "That's it." She turned, slapping her little ass at him. There was no shame, she giggled; he took the opportunity to pull his cock out of his pants. She dropped her bra last, he groaned at the sight of her, his cock standing full.
Without prompt, she fell to her knees, taking him in her mouth. "Yes—" He hissed, "No one needs to know, okay?" She moaned against him, shaking her head.
He looked at me now, looking for affirmation. Not sure what to do, I shook my head; relaxing a bit now as I sat up, watching them. My heart torn, wondering if this is what it was supposed to be like? I felt a shimmer up my spine, anger rising to my skin. I wanted to hurt hit—I bit my tongue, watching him laying there with his eyes closed; I could cut his throat and he wouldn't stand a chance.
The urge shook me; I bit my tongue, my body shaking. Now wasn't the time to have a freak out; if I was going to survive, I needed to play along. It was stronger this time, a rage building still. My mind went to murdering him—just like it always did. I would rip out his throat and lavish in his blood. This wave of pleasure always overwhelming me in the end.
The admonished child in me burned—upset I wasn't good enough for him. It didn't matter to me he was older—nor did it bother me he was my teacher. Instead, I was jealous he didn't choose me. I was jealous. Tears brimmed in my eyes again, rejection hitting me deep.
Madison choked suddenly, bits of liquid spewing from her mouth. When she pulled away, she darted for the bathroom, closing the door quickly. Brick stood up, stripping off the rest of his clothes as I crossed to check on Madison.
Knocking gently, she opened it quickly. "Sorry, it was a lot. I'm good." She smiled, moving past me towards him.
"There you are!" he beamed. "Let's get this started, shall we?" the question posed but not answered. He passed out more vodka, expecting us to drink. He drank from the bottle, appearing to keep his resolve. "if you let me fuck both of you, I'll keep my mouth shut about tonight if you will." his eyes moved between us. "and needless to say, you'll pass my course this year."
Madison perked up again, still placing herself between him and I. "Well I was hoping you'd use that big piece on me—kind of looking forward to it actually." She looked to me smiling. "Isn't that right, Kavi?" All I could do was smile at her; they then started kissing, moaning into each other. She pulled back, smiling impishly. "Kavi's never done anything like this before. So why don't we just show her how it's done?"
Brick smirked, looking at me. "Are you a virgin?"
"No." I answered firmly, hoping to keep my secret.
"Hm—" he moan, "Yeah, we'll save the best for last." The look of hunger in his eyes made me sick; my stomach trying to hold in the bile again. Madison playfully smack him in the chest, pulling him to the bed. They wrapped up in each other, the wet sound of kissing filled the room.
"Did you bring a condom?" she asked, stopping his movements.
He flopped onto his back, Madison sitting on top of him. "I did—" he stopped, his voice raising an octave. "But I don't like condoms—they kill the feeling. You're on birth control, right?" He knew she was, or at least she told him she was.
"Yeah, okay… Just don't actually come inside me, okay?" He nodded eagerly and she mounted him.
I always thought watching like this was going to be hot—like porn. Instead, I was sick. Awkwardness set in immediately, dread coming over me knowing I was supposed to be next…
So this was going to be my first time? With my teacher in a cheap motel with my best friend watching—Internally, I convinced myself this was the only way someone would want me—even if it felt wrong, having someone—anyone—want me. Well, I needed it.
It didn't take too long before the cracking and moaning of the bed stop, Brick letting out a ferocious growl. "Fuck!"
Madison stopped moving, looking down at him. "did you just—?"
He huffed, pushing her off of him. "Fuck yes—" he slurred, watching her take to her feet. "I did, bitch, and it felt good, too."
"God damn it, Brick! I told you—" His lustful play turned to anger immediately; he pulled back and slapped her hard. "Fucking whore." He stood, bringing another heavy hand down on her. "You should be glad I gave it to you!"
His eyes turned to me, sitting on my corner, horrified. "Ah, let me give you yours next!" His words almost incoherent; the alcohol stench pouring from him. He leaned down, trying to kiss me; I pushed him away and he stumbled, landing hard on his face.
When I stood, I took Madison's hand. "Let's go! We need to call the cops!" I urged her; the swelling of her face almost instant.
Brick ripped me backwards by my arm tossing me back onto the bed. "Fucking bitch, we agreed!" Madison moved towards me but he stopped her with a heavy punch to the face; she fell immediately limp to the floor. His wrath came towards me quickly, as he backhanded me in the face. "You are going to give me what I want keep your fucking mouth shut."
My vision blurred, the tears and sweat burning them; I turned my head to the side, screaming. It was pointless though—this was the place people went to do things like this. "You on birth control too, baby?" his hot breath that smelled of garbage overcame my senses; my body convulsed at the thought, the blows I threw were futile—this was happening. "
I wanted to scream no, then he whispered, "Too bad baby, you'll have to go get a pill in the morning then—you're getting the full experience tonight."
My heart rang in my head, as soon as I opened my mouth, he hit me again; his huge hand shoving me backwards. When I attempted to kick him, the foam platforms I wore made it clumsier and a complete waste. I swung my fists, trying to get away—No, not like this!
Again and again, I gnashed my teeth, clawed, kick and squirmed as much as I could; my head spinning hard, the call to give up growing. I had to stop him!
The lights trying to blink away—leaving me alone in the darkness—with him.
With this thing—this voice—that might take me away…
Just let it happen.