Everybody must be surprised that why I mentioned about my sadness. Then why now I said, " My first happiness" Actually there is dark behind the light. So, the darkest part of my life had been started after the happiness.When I was born my father named me "bristy" in English it's meaning is rain. I am his 2nd child. My elder sister died after her birth. But my father loves me a lot. But I hate his activists. There are huge reasons. I will explain it in my chapter two. So, continue reading.