Elij
"What's wrong?"
Ikka stop talking to me for almost one month,I didn't know the reason. But i love her or should i say I'm deeply in love with her, she's fierce and strong. Although, she doesn't have a gift. I know that she'll be amazing Luna for our pack.
"I Rikka Romano, reject you. Telij Conor as my mate"
After she said that, she walk through the front door and leave. I didn't know that rejecting by my mate would come, maybe because of me being so soft when it comes to her. Or maybe because I've never been obsessed with her, i just don't want to mess with her career being a free werewolf. I clenched my jaw, if she rejected me then alright. I would never beg for her, i know that having a mate that looks like me is a big slap to her social image. Pathetic me for hoping that maybe she'll cherish me. Damn.
"Elij! Oh what happened?"
My sister ask, i stare at her.
"She rejected me"
I stare at her with my new facial expression, the soft Elij is no longer living.
"I know she would do that! That bitch. Anyway, Two years from now. You would be the new Alpha of Crimson Pack. Don't be cry baby, make yourself stronger. She'll regret this"
After that she left me. She's right, Deza doesn't failed to say something stupid. I need to be strong, even without luna. I can manage to make this pack safe and happy.
I stare at window and then i start to make a plan. Plan for myself, Plan for the new Elij. I will be the strong future Alpha. I will make that happened.
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Seyhana
"I don't really get why the hell clarkson is your mate! That should be me!"
My sister said while anger in her eyes is screaming. Clarkson is my mate, but yeah. My sister likes him.
"M-maybe you can reject him for your sister Sey"
I look at my mother. She's begging me to reject my mate, even though we still not mark each other doesn't mean that i will reject him just because they say so. What about me?
"Mom, I'm also your daughter. What about me?"
"We love you. But your sister like him Sey, can you just-"
I glare at my dad. How dare them! They want me for Blew Pack Alpha to marry. Even though they already know that i already found my mate!
"How dare you all.. I can't- I can't believe you.."
I walk straight at my room, all my things is in my bag. I'll go for a run, i know living a life in human world is cruel. But living here with my so called family is a more cruel thing. After all my grandma gave me a tons of money, I don't know where did she gets that. But all i know is that she told me not to tell to my parents about that.
I left the house then saw Clarkson, my mate. He's smiling but i immediately transform into werewolf, as i want to be gray werewolf. It turns into white, a very rare color for entire werewolf who's living. I don't really transform into this because I'm still not mark by my mate, a lot of werewolf wants me. But when i found my mate the spark is raging, the feeling of having my mate.
I know that he will go after me, i run faster than the last time. And then that made me stop, there's a hunter. In just a minute Clarkson stop beside me.
"We can't let them capture us, let's go"
Before i could run, the human saw me. Eye to eye, his brown eyes is the evidence of horror. Scared to death, how the hell i can read his mind.
"Mate! He saw me!"
I run faster, but there's a loud howl. It's clarkson, each of my jump is a slow motion. I howl too, because I'm afraid of him dying. I stop then go where he is, i saw him slowly breathing. I lick his bruise, he slowly open his gray eyes. He's crying, my mate is crying. I'm not losing him!
"Hey look at me. Get up! We still not mark each other. Come on!"
"Don't go to our pack my Sey. If it's being rouge makes you free then g-go.. please my Sey, promise me that you'll live a happy life. Away from your selfish family"
"How did you know?"
He stare at me, his heartbeat is slowly beating. Oh no!
"I'm your mate, i can feel your pain and thoughts even though we still not mark each other"
"I.."
"Promise me. You'll run and make yourself live a happy life. Promise me"
"I..I promise"
"I love you..."
"I love you too..."
"Now run"
Without hesitation i run in the forbidden forest where most of the werewolf doesn't come. I'm in the center of the forest, only fools would come here. It's near in the highway where human is driving there vehicle.
I stop and transform into human, i wear my gray shirt and black jeans. I hug myself and stare at the clear blue sky. There's a old house in front of me, it's looks like it's not been take care by any creature. Nor werewolf, vampire or human. Maybe this is a safe place for me.
There's a two room inside the house, i start to clean. When i enter the first one, there's a small drawer. Empty bed and Wooden chair. Also There's picture of me?! Why the hell my picture would be in here. And when i open the small drawer i saw a letter, i sat at empty bed.
If you're reading this, i know I'm already death. Yes, i know that this day would come. Our family have this gift, my lovely Seyhana. I can see future, and then so you are. Just take off your bracelet, every object you touch. You can see its details who touch it and so on. My favorite granddaughter, i hope that you're alright. It's not the end of the day, you still have your own path. There's someone whom you've met, a special one. And so another kind of creature you'll be friends with, stop being stubborn. Make yourself stronger for your safety and so on. I'm counting on you, the digit of the card you have is your birthday.
P.S. don't cry, clean this old house. You'll like it.
P.S. the address here is Arusia 16043 Woods.
Your Sincerely, Grandma WeyHana.
As what she said i clean the whole house, and then when i stare at the whole house. She's right, it's beautiful. It's a wooden house, i enter the second room. There's a wooden chair and table, i clean it then put it in the small living room. Maybe I'll buy a bed for me and the other room for guess? Oh right. I'm not expecting anyone by the way.
The night came, i open my bag and put my things in the small drawer. I open my phone and take the sim card then put it in the trash can. I open my laptop then delete all my photos, I'm still mourning my mate. But I don't want to cry, i should go in the human world so i can buy a things i need. Also a gloves for my self.
As i enter the mall, few human stare at me. I just shrug then walk through bed i saw, i touch it then walk in the next one. There's a man approaching me, he's smiling like a clown. I hate humans, they're cruel in their own way.
"I'll get this, i need this two items"
"Right away ma'am. By the way should we deliver it? Or you'll have your own car?"
"Just deliver it. I'll give you my address"
"Alright ma'am"
I also buy a lots of foods and fresh milk which i really like. I also buy 20 different color of gloves, when i saw a fridge. I sigh then told to another man that I'll get that, i buy a frozen food so i need that.
"Uh. That's a golden card ma'am, are you a celebrity?"
I manage to fake my laugh to the human girl.
"No"
"Password ma'am"
I put my birthday, when she ask about my address i started to write in the sheet of paper she gave me.
"Can i come back? I just need something to do"
I didn't wait for her answer and started to walk in Car Section. There's so many kind of car, but there's only one that caught my eyes. It's a gray mustang machE, god! If i know that i would be here in human. I would love to collect different kind of car.
"Keep safe drive ma'am"
I just nod and started to drive, i stare at my bracelet. My grandma is the one who gave me this, i still can't believe that the reason why she's wearing gloves is because of her gift. When i studied at human world, there's no evidence about us. Or even the vampire, human is just living their own life without even thingking about us or how weak they are against us. I'm just wondering why us creature living in the forest doesn't scare human, though i know some human is missing because of the vampire who wants human blood. But I'm still wondering what they're looks like, a very pale skin and a fast reflexes.
When i woke up in the hard wooden bed which is empty, i started to wash my face. I'm going to take off my bracelet today, i remember my mate. I'm still empty but also happy, because I'm a rouge now. I don't have any pack, but I'm safe here. I think.
I smell the aroma of the coffee i make, i sat in the wooden chair and stare at the half sun. Being shy to shine for today, unlike in our pack. Here in my new house is a bit cold, but I didn't care about how cold in here. I just felt free and alive, even though he's gone. I'm still living the best for him, i saw an upcoming truck. Maybe it's my bed, i wear a black jacket and a jogging pants and then open the front door. The man yesterday who smile like a clown wave his left hand. I smile at him then started to walk towards him.
"It's still early ma'am, here's your bed and a fridge. And i want you to sign this"
After a sign the paper, they started to put the fridge in my kitchen. Great! I forgot about the frozen food, i hope it's still fresh. When they left i started to put the frozen food in the fridge, it's still cold.
When I'm done cleaning the kitchen, I started to make my breakfast. I cook a meat for my self then a lemon with it, i bite it then stare at my food. There's something missing, i open a fridge and found a yogurt. I open it then started to eat, when i finish eating i find the red hair color i brought yesterday. Maybe a litter color for my virgin hair isn't bad.
I mentally laugh at myself in the front of the mirror, my freckles is showing. The red i put is just a few, only a highlights. My blue eyes is really match with my white skin, a pointed nose and a heart shape lips. My sister envy me for having a perfect face and body, but she never ruin my face nor my body. She's beautiful but she avoid me for being me, I don't care. I grow up with my grandma, that's why they just can't stand seeing my sister cried for the man she wants. They don't even want me to be with her in the same room, grandma said that they're not my true parents. But i still manage to be with them but after i met my mate they acted like i don't belong to them, now that my mate died because of me. I still can't believe that I'm the reason behind his death, a stubborn mate.