Chapter 128
I've been thinking about my discussion with Mr Stark as I look to the sky on the balcony. Krista go back to the laboratory to busy herself and Lyla insisted on doing housework while I, rest on the balcony because my arm started throbbing with energy pulses after the meal.
I felt my arm throbbing continuously as it pump energy throughout my body, this is like the first time I had to train controlling the solar energy from being absorb by my body automatically.
At that time, I controlled my body to stop the absorption and circulation after a few weeks. The solar energy became a top nutrients for me and it is tameable in my preference, like it is working with me like it is supposed to be.
On the other hand, the cosmic energy from the power gem is giving me a hard controlling it. The energy is wrecking havoc every time it miss a day of not circulating throughout my body. Throbbing my veins is like a signal for it, I relax on the balcony in order to focus on controlling it slowly to circulate all over.
Every time I get out of that state, It will try to take advantage by shooting up directly to my head as sometimes, the purple veins reached my neck and a violet tint revel itself to my eye.
The cosmic energy from the power gem refuse to mixed with the solar energy in my body unlike the first time. I've been thinking about the meaning of Thanos, when we met him at the Planet Garden. He mentioned me being unique but also a threat.
He also mentioned me being the reason why he won't succeed on every fight on the Planet Garden.
I guess it is because I know him and some bits of the future that I always foiled his plans or maybe I am just his nemesis.
He mentioned that he and I have similarities and that maybe is because he said that I have a weak bloodline of a deviant.
But unlike him who literally is different from his kind, he had been living with Eternals of his planets while having the blood and genes of deviant.
While me on the other hand, have only a drop of blood compared to him and I know my abilities came from the mind stone and not generally influenced greatly by the drop of deviant bloodline.
Maybe it has influenced on me being able to have stronger abilities during Overload State but that should be a topic for the future because of lack of information.
I know the other have also heard what Thanos said during his first statements about me being the reason he would lose and had to come to a decision to destroy all the stones than fighting against all of us.
Me being a threat is not new as all of us have our own secrets and my abilities constantly getting stronger like Wanda and Pietro and there is Captain Marvel and Thor.
We are all mostly a threat and time-bomb working with each other.
I've been thinking about many scenarios us defeating Thanos and me being the main reason.
Like I said, Thor is very powerful with his new weapon, the Stormbreaker and his rage and wrath directed at Thanos is unstoppable until one of them is dead.
Captain Marvel, who have great defense and offensive powers against the infinity gauntlet. An overall powerful opponent even with Thanos and all of the Infinity stones.
Pietro, with an incredible speed that can snatch at least one infinity gem is a nuisance specially his powers is fuelled by emotions.
Tony with his Iron Man Mark L along with Bruce's Hulk Buster. Rhodes, Captain Steve and Natasha supporting the team and creating loopholes and opportunities.
While Lyla, a great support with her teleporting ability and solidify light manipulation. I, on the other hand should be the less threat as I am currently injured and is not in my best state.
The scenarios should be nearly something like this. We defeated Thanos fairly even with him having Infinity Gauntlet.
The Gauntlet are cracked and melted so it might not have a long time to carry all the power of the six infinity stones.
We defeated Thanos with few casualties but still wins and get back all the six gems.
We defeated Thanos mainly because of me, I should be the key to most critical moment so Thanos remembered my contribution even if it is only a small part.
I defeated Thanos on single combat when all the others died but that still is count as winning.
Thanos have chosen to escape but failed infinitely in every battle.
Thanos reached to the point of killing himself with the stones but still failed.
The Avengers killed Thanos by themselves but all of them died with him except for my survival.
That is mostly what I think about of the scenarios, maybe there is more but that should be near to what I think.
Oh and Lastly, there should be an alternate version where he killed or take hostage of Lyla but only failed because of my abilities getting out of control.
My emotions heighten when I thought about Lyla dying because of me and in a moment, the cosmic energy throbbed my arm all the way to the neck as the purple veins lit up.
I'm aware that my emotion would influence my Overload State in the future if I don't control it immediately.
Anyone who witnessed my Overload State will agree me being very dangerous if instead of instinct to protect myself from numerous threat around me and battling like an insane.
If instinct of Overload State is fuelled by defence is dangerous then what will happen if it is fuelled by other emotions.
I stop thinking about it as I concentrated on the breathing and circulation. My sweat trickles down my forehead as the energy inside my body provides heat to be release outside my body as my mental power is also benefiting during the process of circulating the cosmic energy.
I lost my time as my body forget it biological clock when I felt tired and decided to closed my eyes and fell asleep on the balcony.