LOVE IS EASY TO COOL DOWN||• (Chapter 2)
When asked if I can forgive or not, I can't forgive.
Perhaps I was very angry, I feel like I was repeating such words while dreaming.
The scene of the tea ceremony of that day that is repeated many times.
At the end, Janie, who always snuggles up with Gwin, laughs and looks down at Ruela, who has fallen into poison. The two happily separate from each other as if they were weeds that don't matter, such as Luera. I lay down my immobile body and saw them off.
Look at the backs of the two and think from the bottom of your heart.
I will never forgive you.
"I don't have to forgive you."
I heard a voice with laughter in the consciousness that I hadn't completely returned yet. She squeezed her energy and opened her eyes. Platinum blondes and blue-eyed men are looking into her.
"Brother"
"You don't have to talk forcibly. Your throat is painful."
When I called my brother with a rattle, a sweet and thick thing was poured into my mouth. The pain in his throat subsides.
"sweet"
"Are you a little more?"
I shook my head from side to side and gently stroked my head. The comfort of a child makes Luera's mouth lighter.
"I will never forgive you. I was poisoned and laughed at me."
"... Yeah, that's right."
My brother's voice became lower than usual. I feel that there is a little cold air, but this may be because my body is cold. He shook his body and sneaked into his brother's hand.
"It's kind of cold"
"Oh, maybe I have a fever. Take a little more rest."
"Hmm...
I was whispered that I could take a rest, and my consciousness fell. The next sleep was deep, and she never dreamed of repeating an unpleasant scene.
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"Lady, do you have anything you want?"
I can finally get up. It's been ten days since I was poisoned. I didn't care about the day even when I was regained consciousness, and I was surprised when I heard it. I remember that sometimes someone was feeding me while supporting my body.
"I'm not hungry."
He held and opened his hand while being pampered by Harriet, a maid who took good care of him. She just has her numbness and she doesn't work well. Same with his feet. She now has Harriet's help, drinking drinks and even getting up on the bed.
"Then, let's prepare something to pick up when you feel like it."
"I wish I could do it later"
"If you are in front of you, you might want to eat it, right?"
I wondered if that was the case, but I couldn't stop her from being ready. She nods vaguely without hesitation, and she happily leaves her room.
It's been a while since I've been able to spend a relaxing time like this, and I wasn't used to it at first. She was, but as she was slow all day long, Luela began to feel like it was a long time ago when she lived with her care.
"Ruela, are you awake?"
After a modest knock, I heard my mother's voice.
"Yes, mom. I'm awake."
"I'll enter"
It was Ruela's mother Ramona Nesbitt who came in.
The gentle face of the platinum blonde with soft amber eyes was anxiously bleeding. She reluctantly seems to have a very strong personality, probably because Luera resembles Ramona, but her eyes are dark blue.
"How are you feeling?"
"It's much better than yesterday, but my limbs are still numb."
Look down and look at your hands on your lap.
"That fucking prince, why should I do it?"
A tremendous disturbing word spilled from the graceful mother's mouth."Mom, words"
"Isn't it okay because I'm the only one? I'm still pretty restrained. If possible, I'd like to twist that bastard's neck."
"The magician's mother doesn't look fashionable ..."
Although unreliable, Ramona is the deputy leader of the magic division, and is a powerful person in this country who competes for one or two. He goes to the monster hunting that always happens, and if there is a national crisis, he will rush immediately. She is also vital and fulfills her role as the Marquis.
"Come on, let's get out. I'll cast healing magic."
Slowly holding out his hands, Ramona gently grasped. Soft magical power flows into her body. She has been familiar with magical power since she was a child. Her cold body felt warmth in every corner.
"It's really horrible. The royal poison can't be easily detoxified. Even if you adjust the amount, you don't know what effect it will have."
"I said when I fell down that I was supposed to recover in about a month."
"There is no way a samurai doctor with a prince can make such fine adjustments. The horrifying part of this royal poison is that the magical power it possesses affects it. So be sure not to wake up. Take plenty. If you help halfway, you will suffer. "
Ruela was stunned to hear Ramona's words.
"suffer?"
"Yeah. Even if you drink a little bit, the magical power will solidify in your body. To be honest, it may be difficult for me to improve further."
"Such"
"Now I'm looking for a magician who is good at healing, but ... I need to be prepared."
I was told that I was prepared, and my chest became painful.
"I ... was it so annoying to Gwin that such poison was used?"
"Oh, don't cry. You were doing what you were asked to do. It just happened because that prince was in the dark. Your efforts and results are me. I know. "
"Mother"
I was hugged tightly and cried more and more.
It took a lot of effort to make Gwin a crown prince. Ruela was always seen to be suitable as her future queen. Luera did more with her efforts because Gwin was such a noh-weather prince.
The second prince, Joselin, is one of the best and most popular sons of the current queen. People who are different from his surroundings are always gathering. Even with the backing of the Marquis of Nesbitt, Gwin never understood it, even though he couldn't serve as a king without hope.
"What do you want to do?"
I didn't understand what was being asked, so I silently stared at Ramona's face. Her face was full of tenderness, she was not the face of the Marquis, but the face of her mother. She usually says she's okay with a smile, but her body trembles and only tears come out.
"I"
"Can you marry that Bon Dark Prince? Can you be happy?"
"I think marriage is difficult"
Marriage may be possible if you can always see someone who is loved for not being loved. But do we have to put up with it to the point of killing our hearts?
It is a marriage that the king, who was worried about the future of Gwin, the bereaved child of the former queen, bowed to Marquis Nesbitt. However, Gwin takes what Luera offers for granted and does not even return the words of his dreams.
"Understood"
"But mom. What happens to Gwin if he breaks his engagement with me?"
Thinking of his never-bright future, which has lost his backing, his heart is about to collapse. Her dearness in her childhood was already worn out, but she was still her fiancée for more than eight years.
After all, I feel that I should put up with it. But I don't have enough power to support him anymore.
"Come on? I have no intention of knowing his future."
Too many words stopped my tears.
Ramona smiles.
"It doesn't really matter whether you die or be imprisoned, but if you want me to retaliate, you can think a little."
"..."
I don't care, I don't care.
I felt like it didn't matter if I hummed like a spell.
"... That's right. How good it is if he is excellent. His Majesty is fair to the results."
"Yeah. I didn't always look like I was making a fool of Ruela, who couldn't afford it. If you're really good, your Majesty will see the results properly even if this happens."
That's it. In the first place, the engagement with Ruela also began with the intimacy of the king. Her parents' love will not change when Luera is gone. Besides, if Ruela pulls, she will grow her love with Janie. If he isn't going to be a crown prince, he's probably happier to marry Janie than to Luela, who doesn't like it.I think so in my head, but my heart hurts. He is no longer trusted or trusted, but he was definitely an important person. He hurts his heart and suffocates as if he were torn.
"Mom, I want to break my engagement. With this kind of body, I can't do anything like a princess."
"I think that's fine. I've already reported that it's highly toxic, so don't worry about it."
Ramona smiled at her daughter to reassure her.
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