"Don't forget what you just said right now." He said.
Before I could reply I felt his hand stroke my cheek and the other go around my waist and pull me to him. He placed his hand on the nape of my neck and I shivered from the warmth that rolled over. The cold rings were tingling my skin, our wedding ring, another on his index finger and one on his thumb. He pulled me closer and leaned closer until our faces were inches apart. I felt his breath touch my lips before he softly kissed my lips.
I was too shocked to act for a few seconds but his cologne and body heat wrapping me was driving me crazy. I couldn't resist and kissed him back. My lips parted and I let my tongue lick his lips slowly, testing if it was okay. He opened up and kissed me with all the emotions flowing out of him. My fingers were aching to entangle his hair as the kiss got more intense. I arched my back letting myself melt into his body and slid my hands up to his hair. I gripped his hair and pulled him down. I soon felt his tongue exploring my mouth, I could feel the urgency in how he was holding me close. My head was spinning and a soft moan slipped my mouth before I knew it. He groaned and tightened his grip on my waist before he pulled away, breathing hard. Then looked at me, his eyes drooping low. He seemed flustered for a second before he looked at me with a searing gaze.
He walked and came to stand beside me. I was breathing hard, my head still spinning. After a minute without saying anything he walked out of the cruise and I followed him out. I didn't notice when we came back. The tension between us was growing, I could feel it. I was walking behind him slowly as he walked inside the house. He went straight into his room, I stood there for a minute thinking about all of this. I didn't know what to do, should I go into my room as well?
I had just entered my room, when I heard footsteps approaching me. I turned back to see James walking furiously towards me and before I knew it, I was pinned to the wall, his hands resting on the wall on my sides. His eyes were blazing in the dark, as he breathed heavily struggling with an internal fight. He leaned forward, almost hugging me.
"I've been holding back since yesterday, I don't know what it is but it's driving me crazy." I felt his breath on my neck as he said this.
I really wasn't in control of myself right now. I leaned forward where his neck was exposed, and kissed lightly. I could feel his vein throbbing under my lips, he was really out of his state. I don't think I've seen him like this in these three days. This felt completely different.
He exhaled loudly and I felt him relax. I sucked slowly on his skin, my hands sliding up his back. He pushed his hands on the wall to lean back and look at me.
"You are driving me crazy." He said before lifting me up and placing me on the bed.
"I am?" I spoke for the first time after we kissed on the cruise.
He lifted me and pushed me into the bed and sat in front of me.
"Yes." He answered. He hasn't looked away from me for a long time now. I don't know what was going on in his head.
"It's just been three days since we met each other, you know that right?" I asked him.
"I know. It's just that I've been feeling like this since I saw you at the club yesterday." He admitted, looking down, he was fiddling his fingers. Just how many sides to him did I see in just a few days?
"Oh." I didn't know what to say.
"I wanted to come right away when I saw you talking to the bartender."
"Were you feeling jealous?" I asked, laughing out of surprise.
"No." He answered immediately, looking up at me, his forehead scrunching a little bit.
"You were." I said, still smiling.
"I just said no. Why would I feel jealous?" He asked, irritated but still sounding genuine.
"I don't know. You never know what you're feeling. That happens to all of us. We just go with the flow. That is life." I said, shaking my head slowly.
"Go with the flow you say?" He says, grabbing my waist and pulling me up to sit on his lap.
My eyes widened and my heart literally skipped a beat. He slid my jacket down, removing and placing it down on the side. I felt his hand slide to my back, stroking my back with his fingers lightly, he wasn't looking away and I couldn't too. His gaze kept me locked in. Just when his fingers went down on my waist, I gasped loudly and moved forward on his lap. I heard him chuckle.
"Um, sorry." I said and tried to pull back but he pulled me to him even closer. He was sitting with his legs crossed and I was sitting on his lap facing him, my legs around his waist.
"I want to try something out, play along will you?" He said and tilted my head, pulled my hair to the side before leaning in.
"Um hmm." My brain wasn't working. I was not going to stop him, my body was completely under his charge right now.
He slowly licked my neck, his hands sliding up to grab my thighs. My t-shirt was already up to my hips, leaving my legs naked and exposed. I felt the goosebumps all the way down my body when he bit down on my shoulder softly. My hands reached to his shirt to unbutton it but he caught my hands and placed them over his shoulder without stopping what he was doing. I grabbed his hair and moved closer to fill in the little space that was between us.
I could feel him harden below me, he was high. He rubbed his thumbs and stroked my inner thighs making my legs tighten around his waist. He moved his hands up inside my t-shirt to hold my waist. He looked up and pushed me close to him, like there was any space left between us anyways. I looked down on his lips and up again to him, we both were breathing really heavy. I leaned forward to kiss him, my hands holding his face. He slid his hands up to my breasts and squeezed them lightly. I moaned into his mouth while kissing him eagerly.
He lifted and laid me down the pillow before sliding beside me. His hands were still around my waist, and pulled me to him. I relaxed a bit before looking up at him.
He was panting, his eyes closed and hands still holding my waist tightly. He slid one hand out, took my hand and placed it on his chest. His heartbeat was going crazy.
"This is what you are doing to me." He said still breathing heavily. My heart was skipping a lot of beats today, this was not good for my health. I was feeling something that I shouldn't be. I was feeling too attracted to him physically.
"I don't know what to-"
"Shush." He said before letting me finish. "Just let me breathe."
I closed my eyes too, trying to slow down my breathing. My head couldn't comprehend what happened and what was going on. It happened so quickly that we both were not aware of what we were doing and saying. The tension between us had made our heads stop and the body take control of us.
"Hey, wake up." I heard James' voice. I opened my eyes and closed them shut again when the light directly hit them.
"It's morning already?" I asked, pulling my body up to sit. He was leaning on the doorway with his hands crossed, and all freshened up.
"Yes, now get up and get ready, we have to go back to New York."
"Already? It's just been two days since the wedding, don't you think we should at least be out for another week?" I ask scowling.
"I have to get back to work." He said, shrugging.
"I took a week off from my office, hoping that the 'honeymoon' would at least go on for that time." I said air quoting honeymoon and was extremely annoyed at him.
"I did tell you, I was taking a day off yesterday when we came here." Now he was being defensive.
"I thought you were talking about your business trip, and not about your work. Ugh this is so frustrating. I am going back to sleep." I fell down on the bed and pulled up the blanket over me head.
"Sky, just get up, will you?" I heard him walk beside the bed.
"No, James, I won't. I am still on my holiday break." I said with the same tone back.
"Fine then. Do whatever you want, I'm leaving in an hour." He said and went back outside.
Just then my phone rang.
"Hey Xav!" I smiled almost automatically and got up.
"Sky Black, oh sorry. Sky Astor, where are you? And why haven't you replied back?" He started off really serious but messed up as always.
"Yeah, hello there. You always mess up when you're being serious, you know that right?" I laughed out loud and then shut up again, remembering that James was just outside.
"Yeah, I know." I could hear him roll his eyes at me.
"I'm on an island right now and Mr. Husband is asking to go back to New York today."
"Already?"
"That's what I said! I told him that I'm not going back until next week. I want to go somewhere and rest my ass off. It's been too hectic a month for me."
"Yeah exactly. Then let him come back here and you can go wherever you want to. No one's going to stop you anyways. No one can." He said laughing.
"Oh, I just got an idea!" I said grinning at literally no one. "I'm gonna rest my days off the way I want."