[Warning: Mature Content]
Thinking about that moment, he finally realised that all those weird feelings and reactions were what he was supposed to normally feel in a heat.
'I just got my first heat last night!'
He panicked with the sudden realisation and looked at the duke wondering if he had figured that out. The duke seemed to have a lot of knowledge about omegas. Did he perhaps figure that out already?
Yeah, he did.
"It was like a heat last night, don't you think so?"
Felix asked him.
"Mm...From what I have learned, it seems like it. It was the first time I ever felt like that."
Asher said, upset mindly as his lies and the reality overlapped.
"It was your first heat."
The duke said glaring at his thoughtful face.
"You better not tell those things to anyone else. There is a chance you might be sold again even though you are not an omega. As long as they can show those omega signs in your body, they will not let go of you."
The duke strictly warned Asher, surprising him but also placing a huge impression about him in Asher's heart.
'He is worried?'
"I can't look for another Asher for Anne. So be careful.''
His so-called impression fell apart, but...He felt something.
The duke didn't seem as bad as he expected him to be though. But he was a little bit annoying though.
"How are you going to deal with your heats from now on? Don't make trouble spreading your pheromones around. I mean that seducing scent..."
The duke glared at Asher who suddenly flinched, maybe realising he had to think about such things too.
"Ah...I will think of a way. I will not cause any trouble. I promise."
Asher innocently said, trying to shift the topic to something else. Thinking about how hard the last night was, he couldn't help but shiver.
Last night, After leaving the duke, he wanted to take a bath. It felt so comfortable to stay in the water but soon his nose got runny and he knew he stayed in water too much. He caught a cold.
Not only that but he was still stuck in that heat. He remembered his own hand running through his body as if hugging himself. With time, it got hard for him to bear. It was hard to breathe and felt stuffy. It was so uncomfortable so he thought he should go and take a bath again.
But he still had the right mind to care about his health as he finally decided to endure it not wanting to soak himself in cold water once again.
He lay on the bed, stroking his hard penis, breathing heavily but trying to lower his voice worrying someone might hear him. He was so embarrassed and felt so helpless. When he was with the duke, their skins touching, very close, he felt comfortable. But in that room alone, he regretted coming back when he realised even a slight hug could help that hotness relieve in his body.
He totally lost his mind last night. Just stroking his penis didn't help. He saw his sheets getting wet with his sweats, cums, and another slick flowed from his back. It was just too weird for him to see everything himself as he never thought it would be real.
He wanted to scream and ask someone to freeze him. It was so hot and he couldn't wait anymore. He just forgot his health and decided to take a bath even if he would die in water. But this time, his legs had no energy. He fell off the bed, became too lazy to even crawl.
So in the end, he gave up and tried to fall asleep, guessing it would be helpful. But..how could he sleep when his body was throbbing and unrelieved desires were still waiting to be fulfilled?
Asher knew he was going crazy. Yeah, he went crazy. He remembered trying to poke his fingers in his ass because he felt kind of itchy and weird inside. It was the most uncomfortable thing he felt. He resisted himself but he couldn't anymore.
He poked his fingers in, thrusting in and out as if scratching inside. It hurt yet he didn't stop. Because he found relief. He was still ashamed when he was doing that but he continued, breathing heavily but shocked because he was so pleased and didn't want to stop.
But he was exhausted. His hands were not that long to reach down there all the way, so he had put a lot of effort into at least entering the half-length of his fingers. It was still enough, but not the best.
When he was exhausted, he took out his fingers. That's when he realised it got worse because the insides felt empty and it was even more uncomfortable.
He silently cried in annoyance and tried entering his fingers again. But because it had stretched, his fingers weren't enough to touch all around the inside. It was so annoying.
What he next did was what he might never forget in his entire life.
He actually dared to stuff a candle there!
He just couldn't hold it. After rubbing the candle and making sure it was clean, he shamelessly thrusted it in and sighed. But...it was still not enough.
He still had to thrust it in and out until he paused realising what he was doing.
He felt so pathetic and very embarrassed that he had to do this. But he was helpless. He couldn't help it. Who would blame him for being shameless? He was purely helpless and there was no one to help him. So only that candle helped him.
After thrusting in and out for a long time, he felt sleepy and he fell asleep on the ground, the candle still stuffed in his ass. He really fell asleep. When he woke up the next day, he wanted to dig a hole and bury himself. His memory was hazy and he couldn't clearly remember why he was on the ground. But he clearly remembered stuffing the candle there and using it to thrust in. And, it still rested in his ass as if it was trying to remind him how shameless he behaved last night.
It was dangerous.
He didn't know what went wrong with him all of a sudden. It was just weird. How could he feel like that? But he knew it must be something related to omegas maybe. But he still didn't recall there was a thing called 'heat'.
But, now the duke confirmed things, he knew he was screwed.
If that was what a heat and he had to endure that urge every month, did he have to use candles every time in that shameless way? No way! He must find some medicine to stop it. He couldn't afford to do such a thing again.
Even in the morning, he was still horny, but much better than last night. He took a bath again in the morning and came to visit the duke after he was informed by Bill to meet him. He was doing just fine at that moment, but he doubted he might get horny like last night again not soon after.
"Asher, I have a deal for you. If you like, we can help each other through it."
The duke didn't look at Asher as he rumbled through his messy table, looking for something.
"...What deal?"
"Be my sex partner."