Rajat/saanvi - myself,me .
Sahana - mom, police constable.
Rajveer- dad , deceased.
Abhishek and Abhinav - my twin older brothers.
Devaki - grandma.deceased.
Venki- grandpa.deceased.
Deepika - mom's elder sister, principal of girls college.
Devraj - Deepika aunt's son , my brother's age .
Deepak - Deepika aunt's son . And eldest.
Deevank - Deepika aunt's husband.
Asha — mom's colleague , my gym trainer.
Priya — mom's colleague, ACP
Shalini — mom's colleague.SI .
Pooja —priya aunt's daughter, mbbs student.
Sharath — Shalini aunty's son , commerce student.
Dr. Kaveri — my therapist.
Anya Rai — principal ma'am.
Zoya ma'am — bharatnatyam teacher, biology teacher.
Ridhima ma'am — maths teacher.
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I am 14 years old now,two years have passed now , many things have happened in middle of it . My brother's have shifted to Chennai for higher education, my grandpa died.
Now i am 14 years old , my height reached till 5.7 feet , my feminine features had grown more then my masculine features. Only trait of masculine features i have now is of body hair and little mustache. But my feminine features have multiple traits such as my lips,my voice i didn't even had apples Adam , wide hips , i don't know that it is hip or fat , A cup breasts , shoulder length hair , even my face is not masculine,i don't know which category my penis comes because i don't feel like masculine with it because it is only 3 inches , if i was girl i would have been very happy but i am boy,i feel good when wearing girly clothes about my Body except for hair inside me doesn't like body hair and outside me pretending that i like body hair and showing masculinity , when i come home wear mom's clothes i feel happy but next day when i got to school i feel traumatized. i am in class 7th and it is ending now .
That's not only changes , i am in dilemma about my own identity, i have gender dysphoria. And i am only able to interact freely with mom and aunt with the real me . I don't talk, play in school. Other time everyone tease me but when it comes to exam or notes everyone becomes friendly, no-one touched me because i am very sensitive and other because of my mom . I think i am attracted to both male and female, i put 2 pens in my ass and instantly i would get orgasm better than masturbating from my penis.
I have grown to wear mom's from bra and panties and slowly progressed to wearing petticoat,then blouse and i used to stuff clothes into it and slowly wear saree , now i am addicted to it , i can't wear mom kurta because it is very big for me and my only option is saree and her nighty or pajammas . I learned little makeup to cover up my mustache i usually don't need makeup because i am fair ,i am addicted to lipsticks , i don't wear kajal though i have progressed till this only . Anal sex was something special so i used to keep them under special circumstances like when i have holiday and i have house for myself, i work doing and my climax i masturbate putting 2 pens together tied with rubberband .
I stole my classmates memory card as he was distributing sex videos for everyone. I was shy to ask or even if i asked everyone would have laughed but as my brother's went their pendrive went with them, he didn't even notice that one memory card is missing as he had many of them and he couldn't even complaint about it.
My exam finished and i went to Bangalore at aunt's house, it was an independent house, aunt recently bought it , her husband is Engineer and usually stays out for most of the time, he stays with brother's and cousin's in Chennai, he took that place because of them . My aunt always says to my mom to leave the hometown and shift to Bangalore with them but mom's waiting to open a branch near aunt's area and it is still in progress. If she transfers from this job then she will have to work same job at less salary and allowance and more working hours and less holiday so she waiting for special branch to open up . Mom said that she will go for a trip with her colleagues for sometimes and would come to Bangalore for 1weeks .
It was me and aunt only , her college also had holiday for 1 months and was at home most of the time, i used watch TV or play at her computer most of the time, for 1 week their was no problem until later i started to get restless for not wearing bra and panties, it was very tempting as aunt used to wear lipstick inside the house, she didn't put her undergarments inside bathroom but she used to put it in the balcony, we both used to sleep together , my restlessness was seen by aunt and she used ask me but I didn't say anything. Until suddenly aunt told me that she is going to college for a while and would come for afternoon lunch and i had my breakfast and went inside the bathroom for getting bath and i don't know why but their was a bra and hipster panties, i never saw them before but i didn't care , after seeing them i felt very happy and i tried them on , i wore them and i went out of the bathroom, i went to my room where i removed my pens , i came to my washroom back and i masturbated . It was blessing . It was afternoon and i was feeling hungry when aunt arrived and i opened the door.
Me — welcome back aunt .
Aunt — well someone had some nice quite time , full of joy , yesterday you were looking like zombie.
Me — haha ! Really.
Aunt — it's okay, i brought chicken for lunch, you eat right.
Me — yes , after grandpa passed away mom makes it from time to time.
Aunt — okay, let's start eating ,are you happy now .
Me— yeah , why would be i sad .
Aunt — yeah , good question. Your mom has brought a car itseems.
Me— really.
Aunt —yeah , she even brought a bike with it .
Me — wow ! Really.why didn't mom said anything.
Aunt — i don't know, it is not guarantee, she got money from Lic ,as she invested some money while back . First she went to buy a bike which was her lifelong dream , their she saw them selling car and she liked it so she brought them.
Me— i really can't wait to see them.
Aunt — she didn't buy them still .
Me — she will definitely buy them , once she wants something she definitely gets it .
Aunt — oh really.
Me —haha .
Aunt — you are getting stomach fat , from today you going to drive cycle for 1 hour with me.
Me— yeah , i used to drive cycle everyday till bus stop. I am only sitting from past few day .
After lunch i called mom and she said that she is going to buy car and bike but it has to go to for service few days. I asked mom to teach me drive and she agreed.
I was really sad few days but today after wearing bra and panty made me feel alive again. I forgot in my sadness that my aunt is very modern. She doesn't even wear bra at home, she wears shorts and a t shirt inside home, she used to to wear backless blouse, both mom and aunt are very pretty but aunt puts more efforts in her looks,she had clear cut eyebrows,she even has 2 ear piercing in each ear, 2 nose piercing at both side , i never saw her wear belly button before but she has a belly button piercing, she probably removes it when going to college and while coming to hometown. We both slept and in evening aunt woke me up and said we were going for a cycling. It was late in evening, aunt wore leggings and a t shirt and probably a sports bra as her boobs were firmly fitted . She asked me to sit on chair and she applied oil and was massaging.
Aunt — did you wash your hair after coming here?
Me — no , it's very cold outside daily,so i didn't sweat at all .
Aunt — okay . Did you went to saloon lately?
Me—yes! I was getting irritate near ears so i shaped my sideburn .
Aunt — i told you clearly not to have sideburn and mustache, why didn't you Removed them , do you want to become local goon or something.
Me — no! I just did it because of holiday and no-one in school said anything for this .
Aunt — so you won't remove them until school says ?
Me — something like that .
Aunt — if you ever again go to local saloon , i won't be nice to you . I will take care of your irritating extra hair , do you understand ?
Me — yes .
Aunt — your mom said that you don't even know to put a proper bun it seems .
Me — yeah ! Mom does that for me,
Aunt — you should learn to take care of your hair because me and your mom won't be at your side lifelong, now i am going to put your hair into fishtail and after cycling i will help you wash your hair.
Me — yes ! Aunt were is the cycle? In our house their is only one and it's yours and it is pink colour.
Aunt — i thought you liked pink colour, our neighbours had gone to cycling and after they return they will lend you their cycle.
Me — okay .
Doorbell rang soon .
It was a lady and she was friends with aunt , she introduced herself and i did the same.
Soon we both locked and aunt asked me if i wanted her cycle buy i declined thinking that other cycle maybe good , as soon as i went out i regretted my decision, atleast aunt's cycle had white stripes but this cycle was pure horror, i was going to speak.when aunt spoke.
Aunt —dont even think about it, i am not going to give you my cycle and get on the cycle and follow me .
Me — aunt , please .
Aunt — nope , let's start . I really didn't punished you because you were obident but if you speak anything more you will regret it .
I followed aunt , it was dark already. I didn't see my surroundings at all and only focused at front . We reached home after 2 hours and aunt told me to give back the cycle and i did , as i came inside aunt took me to balcony, she told me to do 5 sets with 10 situps and later told me to plank excercise, i did but i was exhausted very early so i used to take breat , aunt was very fast at what she was doing, she even was doing yoga and all . After my plank excercise aunt told me to go to bathroom and remove my clothes and sit , soon aunt came back and i asked aunt to use hot water, she was washing my hair and applied shampoo and was waiting for some time, i was closing my eyes when she suddenly poked her fingers towards my hips .
Aunt —i am confused right now.
Me — why ?
Aunt — is your waist is really broad or its just fat , i can't say the difference, you also have nice boobs . Even your age girls will die for your body.
Me — aunt , stop teasing me.
Aunt — looks like someone is blushing.
Me —haha !
I had erection and i hid it by crossing my legs forcefully.
After applying shampoo aunt went outside and it was me alone, i really started touching myself and ejaculated .
Mom called me at night and we talked, she successful brought the car and bike and gave it to service station, mom asked me if i started excercise with aunt and i said yes , mom told me that i was going to continue the excercise from now on and i would excercise them except Saturday and Sunday and told me to learn everything from aunt beforehand saying my everyone in family except me goes to gym . And i assured her that i would follow her routine.
While sleeping aunt told me that i look like grandma, i got my everything from my grandma .
Next few days went by , it was same routine. I learned many different excercise from aunt and also learned that aunt also goes to the gym .
I had only 1 week from leaving Bangalore and mom was coming too , i was very excited. Sometimes i had hard time getting erection but after starting excercise it wasn't a problem, my body also felt great changes . We went to airport to pick mom as she was coming from flight from Goa , we went inside and picked up mom and went straight to home . We had lunch and went to sleep together. Next day we went to museum and went spent next few days visiting various places. I used to watch ladies and gents, i can't be blame but i tried my best that i don't get caught by mom and aunt , i used to watch women's dress and men's body figure and all .
We planned to visit mall at night for the movie, we went to mall and it had 2 line for men and women and it was very rush , the watchman who was guiding, he didn't even saw my face but said to me to other direction and as i watched it was women's section , mom and aunt laughed and so others near me laughed too. I felt embarrassed. We were shopping various store and i used to watch so many things, when mom and aunt were shopping i used to show them what to buy and help them select few things too , that day i learned new things about makeup and saw many dresses which i never dreamed of . Later we went and dropped everything at car and went to watch late night film . We watched them . Next day it was time to return home,we reached home next day , even brother's, cousin's and uncle came to, we brought our vehicle's from service station and we were all very happy , we went to temples and did our customs .
At night uncle brought drinks and chicken,we barbequed , mom gave a glass of beer and both of us didn't drink too much as others. Next day everyone left .
Next day morning mom woke me up early morning at 5:30 for doing excercise , we both did our excercise and later mom went inside early and prepared breakfast and lunch. After mom left i was alone whole day , i got naked and saw myself in mirror, i definitely lossed many weight, my legs were toned , my stomach was reduced but my hips were broad and i touched them and it felt like i had wide hips as aunt suspected,my ass was getting big and toned ,well shaped but however i used to practice, my chests fat didn't decreased . One week went by , i used to like wearing mom undergarments and saree regularly and felt very good,i started to question myself very much.
Mom used to switch car and bike, until one day mom asked me to join gym , i was concerned but mom told me that the gym is free for police after 7:30 and only lady police officers were allowed but some of their daughters used also come and excercise and asked me if i will come and i was little concerned.
Mom—you don't need to worry about anything else and others won't judge you or tease you , you just need to excercise.
Me — okay fine, i will come for few days but if it doesn't suit me i will stop and workout at home itself.
Mom— okay fine, i am sure you won't feel dissatisfied.
Next day mom gave me money for my bus ticket and told me to meet near her station. From home to mom's workplace was 1 hour travel for me , i have to change 2 bus , one local and it is always full , i used to be surrounded by men and some of them touch and i would feel little disgusting, next was a highway express and it was little convincing to travel, i dropped off at mom's workplace and went inside the police station searching for her , soon i got to meet some of her colleagues and told me to wait for sometime, mom came out and with 4 of her friends we went to gym . Aisha sister was the youngest and she is the one who pleased other's, it was her and her husband's gym , it was unisex gym but the blocks were different for each of them,ours was on balcony and it was small and the some equipments were old and some new, when we went inside , everyone changed into their gym clothes, mom brought me a gym dress and gave it to me , their was only one dressing room and recently aunt changed and came , i saw with doubtful eyes and mom said it was okay, i changed into track suit and a loose t shirt, Aisha sister instructed everyone what you do and soon everyone started, then Aisha sister helped me train and instructed , my stamina was building up because of previous excercise and my warmup ended soon and it was training with equipments , as i was doing Sharath came inside and he changed into his clothes and he started to train himself, he had the best posture and body , i was doing my excercise and my attention would go towards him , mine 1 hour workout he was doing it in 15 minutes .
While everyone were packing mom's friends started complimenting my hair ,it was Nine o clock and everyone stopped working, soon we went nearby hotel and were having lunch , mom sat with her friends and i sat with Sharath and Pooja, they were nice people and became friends quickly, they were of my brother's age so i started to call them sister and brother, mom was walking and suddenly a girl came by and stopped her , they were talking and her voice was very deep like boys and i felt ashame of myself, we were talking and i complimented her voice to Sharath and Pooja so Pooja told me that she is a transgender and told me that my mom and their mom helped them as her father was against her and used to beat her and her mom for it , compliant was filled,as her mother was housewife she didn't had money or place so mom and aunt's helped them , her mom is a tailor and she is studying at police academy.
I knew my mom was open minded but i didn't know that she was this open minded, i was utterly speechless. I started to think of mom would be supportive of me if i was to come out as Crossdresser but i still had my doubts and who i was and it was not simple, i was not only interested in being Crossdresser but i wanted more .
My routine again changed, i used to wake up late and lazy and i didn't used to bath . Mom brought me many track suits and i wore them from home only and used to go out .
2 weeks passed and i was still heavy hearted regarding myself and was nervous at the same time, mom used to notice my uneasyness and would always assured me without knowing why i was down but motivated me anyway. I finally decided that i would open up to mom about my crossdressing, it was weekend and even on Friday it was holiday so planned to say on that day , i was very caring and careful around mom and used to listen her without questioning .
My results came out and i got only 65% and my crossdressing even effected it . Mom was angry but didn't told me anything. Even aunt scolded me .
On Thursday night, my mom asked me if i was sleeping with her and i agreed , when my brother's left and when i had the their room I stopped sleeping with mom , we both slept but i couldn't sleep at all , i even cried silently. Next day morning, mom already woke up and she was surfing through her phone . After some courage i started my conversation.
Me — mom , i wanted to talk about something.
Mom — say .
Me — mom ,it is really important, would listen without getting angry and pay attention, if you don't like what i said please don't be angry i would stop doing that .
Mom kept her phone aside and sat on the slowing the fan .
Mom — say , i promise that listen wholeheartedly.
I didn't say anything for 5 minutes and i couldn't even look at mom's eye .
Me — mom , i started crossdressing with your bra and panty and later i also started wearing your saree . I really like wearing them . Please don't get angry i am still figuring out and i
I was saying to mom but suddenly she hugged me and i started to cry . I cried for few minutes and we both didn't talk until i cooled down.
Mom — i know your crossdressing, not i only i know but everyone in the family knows and i told some of my colleagues also about you . You don't have to worry i am not angry but i am happy that you finally came out , God ! I was waiting for you to say to me .
Me — you knew ! How ? I was never caught and even if wore i would properly put them back together. And everyone knows about it too .
Mom —you know, when you first started or till now you don't know that everything that you search on internet is feeded in history and i can see them .
Me — seriously!
Mom — yep ! Sorry to disappoint you.
Me —ufff!
Mom — so tell me, did you find yourself and your sexuality.
Me — i don't know, i still have my doubts and i can't get it straight. I think i have identity crisis over myself and i am getting depressed.
Mom — you are still unaware of certain things and you still fear for others approval. And you don't know what you are ! Sigh! Pack your bag , we are leaving for Bangalore.
Me — why are we leaving for Bangalore.
Mom— we know a therapist and she specialises in for what you are searching for.
Me —okay .
Mom— call your aunt and put her in speaker .
Me — okay.
Calling aunt .
Aunt — hello .
Mom — hello ,sis . We are coming to Bangalore and can you reach out for Dr. Kavari .
Aunt — why , what happened?
Mom — Raju has come out as Crossdresser but still has identity crisis and is started to get depressed.
Aunt — okay sure .
Aunt hangs up and calls after few minutes calls again.
Aunt —hello .
Mom — yeah !
Aunt — she is going to clear her schedule tomorrow and we must drop Rajat near her office at Nine o clock.
Mom — okay !
Aunt — rajat , don't take anything seriously and clear your mind. You should've told us beforehand that your were going through hardship, we just waited you to tell us and thought it was the right way .
Me — yeah ! I am sorry .
Driving to Bangalore was very silent, i could see mom was hurt badly and once i reached home aunt was also the same. At night they hand feeded me .
Next day i was dropped at a office and their i met Dr. Kaveri , she told me to sit outside for a while and told aunt and mom to leave us . She called me at 9:30 and we started to talk , we talked and talked, she was really a best therapist, she made me spell all my secrets, hidden desires . We talked till 4 in the evening and we had lunch in office itself.
I got to know about many things and she motivated me, i again started to think that i was straight or maybe bisexual as she said it may be attraction.
She called mom and aunt, they both went inside and i was waiting outside and they finished quickly.
Soon we set out for home, journey to home was very quite .
After we reached home , i asked both of them to stay , i asked them sorry for not believing in them and not trusting. All of us cried , i don't know from where my tears came, even i saw mom and aunt cry wholeheartedly, we hugged and slept we woke up late in evening, i sat on bed .
Me — aunt and mom , i really did keep my sideburn and mustache so that no-one teases me but now i think that others opinion is unnecessary and i want you to remove them and teach me and help me .
Mom — wow !
Aunt — haha ! Nice i like this version of you better.
Both of them made go naked and mom was sitting on the side , aunt trimmed my face , amprits and crotch area,as they saw my erect penis both of them had a smile in their face . I asked them if they wouldn't shave it so aunt told me to wait for 1 month . Later mom brought a tape and measured my body and it was as follows my breast size was 36A , naval measurement was 29 and my hips and ass was 32 . Soon we set out wearing our casual hoddie . We went to a show room and we started to buy of my size . We brought 10 set of camisole, 5 bras, 10 hipster panties , later we bought moisturizer, lipstick and other essential care . We went to resturant and had good food . At night mom told me that we are leaving tomorrow morning very early. And asked me to sleep with aunt and we said good night. Both of us were sleeping and aunt suddenly kissed me and it was my first kiss and it was very long , most of the work was done by aunt , she later went to give a blowjob but gave smile seeing my penis but she gave me and i gave her one , as i was going to loose my virginity, i asked aunt if doing without condom was okay and she agreed saying that her tubes are blocked. I cummed twice and it was in 10 minutes period , even though it was first time i didn't felt any good, i was going to come up when aunt told me that she didn't orgasm and asked me to give her a blowjob, i was hesitant at first because of my cum but i was thinking something else , i didn't realise but at first i was hesitant but while thinking i was deep , i swallowed my cum and gave aunt a orgasm , we slept and aunt fell asleep, as i was thinking and it was bugging me, even though it was my first time i didn't feel anything great .
I got shy as i think of eating my own cum . Next day morning we woke up early and we set off . While driving mom suddenly told me that she changed my school, she put me in another school and told me that principal was her close friend and tomorrow we are going to old school to apply for TC. I asked her which school and i understood which school, it was near the mom's of police station, it was nearly 6 kilometres away, it was a big campus although it was a new one and it was little outskirt of manipal as it was covered by forest. Both of us were talking and i suddenly asked mom a question.
Me — mom, you said that everyone wanted a girl , did you decide a name if i was born girl ?
Mom— Saanvi . That was the name i was going to give you , but looking at now , i think i am gonna call you Saanvi from now on. I thought having a girl child would be a dream but now it is reality.
Me — mom , don't tease me. I like the name though.
Mom — From now on in home i am going to start checking your study progress and i will not beat you with wire or anything randomly but rather i will spank you , your brothers had it and so you are too .
Me — mom , what is spanking?
Mom —are you kidding me, you surf through internet all day long and don't even know basics, check it in internet if you want .
After checking few minutes .
Me — you spanked brother's too.
Mom — yup .
Me — okay.
Mom — I will see through your studies and don't dare to lie about it.
Me— yeah ! Mom i never lied to you about marks and further more i only delayed the truth about crossdressing and all .
Mom — yeah yeah , stop bullshiting me, you will learn about things later but you should know where your boundaries are.
Me — yes mom .
Mom— Saanvi , you and i will bath together, i will teach you necessary things too , we will sleep together too . So you will see me naked many times but you can't masturbate always , set some dates like weekly three times masturbating like that so it would be in control, in life everything is not about sex and you should focus on you life and be independent.
Me — yeah sure . At first changing in dress made me aroused but later i liked the feeling of it , i used to masturbate when i am extremely bored . As you said i will masturbate only on Weekends including Friday night .
Mom — good. So how was your first sex .
Me — it was good, i had my expectations high .
Mom — stop comparing porn videos with reality ,they are all fake. To have good sex their is nothing to have with body but with mind , when you have open minded partner you can feel even heaven. You had sex with your yesterday so you enjoyed a little but if it was any other you wouldn't. I was not ready yesterday so i didn't had sex but we will see next weekend.
Me — really?
Mom — yup . And from today start reading sex books, i will buy them along the way. So reduce watching porn .
Me — okay.
Mom — are you wearing your panty ?
Me — no .
Mom — why not ?
Me — i don't know .
Mom — do you want to wear one ?
Me — now ?
Mom — yeah .
Me —fine with me.
Mom — then remove a matching camisole and hipster panty and remove light colour ones .
Me — yup. Removed mom , what now?
Mom — we will stop at a hotel for breakfast, their you wear these and throw your innerwears at bathroom, don't bring them back into my car .
Me — sure .
We reached at hotel and first we went to bathroom, i changed my innerwear and got boner asap , i even touched myself but control the urge , soft touch of camisole and panty was heaven defying for me. When i came out a older man was watching me carefully, when i saw in mirror i knew ,my t shirt was little transparent and light colour and camisole was seen through and through, i was shy , i was hiding my male innerwear and threw them in dustbin and when i went out mom teased me. She saw and complimented me , it was very remote area and others were gawking at us so mom gave me her hoodie , we went and had breakfast and left as soon as possible.
Mom — when you are at home wear hipster and camisole as regular, only wear thongs or bikini and bras when you are dressing up , hipster and camisole are for comfortable wear , you know you have a quite a figure . Your figure is like a model , most models will die for a body like yours , after completely loosing stomach fat your body figure is something like that of an hourglass.
Me — Really . Thanks for the compliment.
We reached home at evening and Both of were tired , we ate Maggie and slept, mom left before even me realising. She took the bike and left a note on my bedside saying today's plan were changed but i should come to gym. i liked wearing camisole and panties without worrying and stayed into those till afternoon ,after having lunch i thought of wearing panties to the gym and had many doubts , i tried my whole wardrobe and picked the most loosed and dark track suit and went out,i trained in the gym and we took parcel to home, when going on bike, everyone were watching us and didn't overtake us , it was little cold too , i thought because of mom uniform but later i realised she was not wearing one ,i suddenly felt chill in my spine and i knew what was happening, my panty was exposed, i told mom to stop the bike and i said her that I was wearing panties and she started to tease me, i inshirted my t shirt and asked mom to give her bag to me and after that we set out to home .
Mom —i didn't think you were this fast .
Me — mom! stop teasing me. I just had an urge to wear them that's all .
Mom — okay it's fine, how did you feel while working out wearing them .
Me— it was good and i felt nice .
Mom — good, then you wear them daily to gym .and did you masturbate today.
Me — really! Thanks mom , but i fear someday i might be caught and i didn't masturbate, i cleaned kitchen today.
Mom — Getting caught is future tense and told me to enjoy present. I had many dreams but had leave them midways and i regret it now so i don't want to happen same . You really are my daughter, cleaning kitchen and all .haha !
Me — sure mom .
Mom — daily clean and wash the house , how about it , you should sweep the house from now on .
Me — sure , i can do that .
Mom — good.
We went home and took bath , we both washed eachother, mom tried a bath towel to my head and another bathtowel around my bearts , saying girls them keep them like these , when we came out we both wore moisturizer and soon wore panties, out bathtowel was around my breat and head. Mom had to put more moisturizer but i had hair in my body so i didn't. After that we ate lunch and slept .
Days flew by and it was weekend, mom told me to wear a bra and i did , we both were in bra and panties, mom removed 2 sarees and asked me if i can drape, i told her that i was still ammature in that and she told me to watch step by step and learn. She did and i followed her step by step, after that mom gave me a kerchief and applied a lip balm, mom told me that we are cleaning the house, we both started from and finished our work by afternoon, it was three o clock in afternoon, as we were completed,mom suddenly kissed me to lips and we were on liplock, we were in hall and our door was open too, i asked mom for condom but she said it was not needed . Soon we both were naked and did our sex wholeheartedly, i was instructed by mom and she even said me to spank her ass , it took us thirty minutes and mom didn't even asked ,i knew i didn't satisfy her so i started to give her orgasm and again i licked my own cum gave concluded it, mom told me that were are not doing it again ever in the future, i liked the dominance over it but still thought of something missing.
We were sweating as it was so hot , we were sitting face to face and our hair was in shampoo so we were massaging it , i suddenly asked mom if i satisfied her and asked if my penis was too small. She didn't say for few minutes until she spoke.
Mom — do you need the truth or i need to hide the truth like you and sugar coat it .
Me — mom please tell the truth.
Mom — i didn't got satisfied and i got aroused when you licked your own cum , that made me aroused and i had an orgasm, your penis is just like a finger and only useful to masturbate but it pentitrate vital spots as it was small and thin .
Me — i don't know what happened but i suddenly felt you were enjoying but didn't got satisfied so to keep up with momentum i suddenly grasped and gave you an licking but mom you have hair in your vagina and it is stinking my mouth.
Mom— oh , if other men had thought like you no women would be unsatisfied, you and your brothers are too good and i am little concerned about your wives , i hope you get a good wife rather than a bitch .
Me — mom , why would you say that .
Mom — not all men are good and that goes same for women, some just are selfish as men . Your brothers look like naughty and always messing up but they are very kind when it comes to sensitive matters and just like you they are open minded about sexual practices . I have many years experience, many women come to our policie station regarding fake complaints about innocent man. So if you choose a partner for future you must be vigilant. And the second reason not to have incestuous relationship is that it strains, it is practiced by many people and we have met and saw those. Even with your brothers i had sex only one time and your aunt had three times just to let them know about it .
Me — okay , sure .
Mom — your penis size is extremely small but you don't have to worry.
I interrupted mom midway.
Me — mom , you don't have to sugarcoat , in future many other things will come to satisfy my wife and we will figure it out.
Mom —you are smart one . But you know, you should explore many other options as well .
Me — like ?
Mom— you know you are still growing, you even don't know if you are straight or bisexual . So exploring is good. Even I didn't know but i am attracted towards men and women. Before marrying i explored many things. You aunt did too but she said she didn't like being bisexual so she is straight. You know right that i spent 1 year at Australia for 1 year for education, i tried many things their and learned .
Me — yeah , yeah ! I will try . What about my brother's.
Mom — they both are definitely straight, no room for argument. But your eldest brother is bisexual.
Me — who , Deepak? He is bisexual, wow .
Mom — if you want to explore and give it a choice then tell me , i will ask him for help .
Me — yeah , no urgent.
Deep inside i still had doubts and i was thinking if mom knew about me fingering myself. I didn't even saw gay porn in her mobile or she just exploring with me.
Mom — i don't have any specific things but i have an old dildo , it is 5 inches and it has small grith ,it's in my cupboard drawer , you can try it if you want .
Me — i will take into consideration.
Mom — good.
We watch many movies and series in computer for 2 whole day . At Sunday night mom told me that she already applied for my TC in my old school and i have to sign it and we take it to my new school, she said that my admission was also done but principal ma'am wanted to meet me and i have to give my measurements.
Next day i wore panty on mom's request but i was already planning to wear . It has been many days since I didn't wear male innerwear. I wore a half shirt and pant , i tied my hair into bun . We went, mom dropped me off at a lodge and gave me room key and asked receptionist to show me the way and told me to keep the keys with me only and not to give anyone else . The receptionist showed me the room and i sat , i saw TV for the time being, it was afternoon and mom came and took me , mom told me that it was her friends hotel and lodge , we went to my old school were i signed and took my TC , later we went to my new school, it really loved upto it's name , we went straight to principal ma'am's chamber . Everyone used to watch mom as she came in uniform. We went inside and greeted principal ma'am, in board her name was written as Anya Rai , she was in her 40's and both her and mom completely ignored me, they met in Australia and she was mom's senior and roomate. But mom left her studies midway as grandma's health was not good. They told me to sit in a sofa little far behind, they were talking and talked for half an hour, later they called me.
Ma'am— So , i heard you crossdress .
i was stuck their for a moment and saw mom .
Me— yeah , sometime.
Both of them laughed.
Ma'am — really, if i checked you right now,you won't be wearing a panty right .
Me — sorry ma'am, i am wearing it . And i crossdress at home all the time recently.
Ma'am — good. That's an answer.
Me — thank you ma'am .
Ma'am — you can wear bra and panty and come to school, our dress code is coat uniform, it is full hand and you must wear shoes too . While going you should give your measurements, dress code is same for all girls and boys , the only difference is that girls will come in fishtail and boys in military cut or in your case in bun , boys must not have beard or mustache and you should trim every week .
Me — yes ma'am.
Ma'am — your admission is done and your in class 8- A , your class teacher is Ridhima ma'am , you should join Ranger's club , It's headed by Zoya ma'am and she is your science teacher. Your class will start at 8 in the morning and finish at 1 in the afternoon.If you have any problem you must visit me or Zoya ma'am. You take marks above 85% . Or else you will have special class in afternoon. And your school will start from 25 days from now , As their was doing some renovations.
Me — yes , ma'am.
Ma'am — Sanu , you said you pierced his nose right, i could only see his ear piercing. Did he removes them before going out.
Mom — no , it was ear piercings only. That to was god damn hard to convince, his ear piercing is also too small. And you think he will allow nose piercing .
Ma'am — ohh , sorry . I couldn't see his ear piercing so i asked.
After that, i gave my measurements and we set out . I stayed in hotel and it was 7 in the evening, mom came to my room and we left , i was hungry so we drank a juice and set out to the gym. After coming home, we both took bath and had our lunch , mom had little food poisoning from eating outside so after coming home we started cooking, we both were in our bathtowel and were only wearing panty underneath and covering my breat area in bathtowel.
Mom — Saanvi, what do you think of having an nose piercing, i see lot of men have an nose piercing?
Me — mom , no ! I already have ear piercings and have another nose piercing will be both painful and i will harassed.
Mom — you won't, no-one is going to tease you, i changed your school specifically because of it . It is a high standard school with less children and they are rich kids so they won't bother you . And you have Anya aunt to back you . Even if you wax no-one cares for it .
Me — mom , first nose piercing and now waxing . Do you hate me.
Mom — no , i love you . If you even have nose piercing everyone would know and see it but your uniform covers your body except your face .
Me — mom .
Mom— you crossdress and female clothes are tightly stick to your body like blouse, if you have hair it will be painful. You see lot of pictures of Crossdresser and transgender, did you ever find anyone have hair in their hands .
Me — no but mom i may do waxing but nose piercing is out of the syllabus. Even if in school no body teases , what about outside.
Mom— why do you care about it so much , just forget about what others think and think of what you want.
Me — mom , i don't want to.
Mom — do you regret have ear piercing when you crossdress.
Me — no , i like it .
Mom — so , having a nose piercing won't have any problem too and you will get adjusted, people might say once ,twice or even thrice you shouldn't care .
Me — mom , please no . I just can't.
Mom — when you have freedom why can't you accept it , i wanted to have piercing but my job restricts them . Even my friends want it .
After that we ate food and mom told me not trimm or shave my amprits or penis area and we went to sleep, i was surfing photos and suddenly came across a photo of women having ornaments in middle of her nose . It baited me , i started looking after it. I came to know that it was know as Septum piercing or famously known as "bull nose" . I was going to show to mom but she already fell asleep. Next morning when i heard bikes sound i knew mom was leaving and so i went outside and told her to look up after spectum piercing, i didn't think if she got to know but she went.
In evening i went to gym but no-one was their , i met mom and she came fully smiling . I was going ask her about others.
Mom — you are my daughter , you did thought of me and offered an alternative, i am so proud of you, i had already talked and set a appointment tomorrow night .
Me — you did what ?
Mom — yeah , for you and me, i was going to do it today but he said that he had only 3 spetum piercing buttons so today asha , Priya and Pooja went . I am also doing spetum piercing with you.
Me— mom , i didn't know that you were this tight headed over it , you didn't even asked me but anyway i am not going to wear anything visible ornament to school. Atleast promise me this .
Mom — sure ,why not .
Me — thank you mom.
Mom — ohh , i forgot to tell you, aunt is coming on Sunday and you are going to have waxing from her , so which flovor do you like .
Me — mom ? Nose piercing and waxing ? I am safe at school because of full dress code but outside? What to do about gym or in public area .
Mom — Do Sharath have any hair in his body , do anyone tease him .
Me — no , but he has his reason as body builder but i don't have any .
Mom — who said that, you could say the same reason and besides from whom are you trying to hide your crossdressing? Everyone in the gym knows about you ?
Me — seriously mom , you didn't spare anyone from my secrets.
Mom — come on , they are my friends, we share somethings . Even if wear bra and panty and workout in the gym no-one cares .
Me — I like orange flavour as it was my favourite flavour.
Mom — what ?
Me — mom , you were asking which flavour for waxing.
Mom — ah , sorry. But their is no orange flavour. Only Chocolate, papaya , Pomegranate, cranberry and plum .
Me — oh .
Mom — you should have chocolate waxing.
Me — sure .
We ate at a restaurant and soon went to home. Next day also was same and we had no gym for 1 week because everyone was in pain . Mom told me to come early even though the appointment was given at 8 in night. I went early and sat in lodge . Soon mom came and she changed her dress . We went to the shop . Their was one female assistance and a male artist, it was attached to jewellery shop and he was the owner, he was tattoo artist and had tattoos and piercings on him . First mom had her , she had tears in her eyes but did not even speak one word. Next it was mine turn and i already set my pants, i held into mom's hand tightly, as he started i tried to control, but i couldn't stop my tears , i started to cry loudly, i was moving so he did suddenly and pain was more , later he put a jewellery, i sat for few minutes as blood was coming and mom was paying, i saw into mirror and it was not visible for outside, he told me to come after 1 month as he wanted to change them , and told me to take care for atleast 3 months.
We went home, at night my pain started to increase and i started to cry . Mom made me put a ice pack , i took a painkiller too . Few days passed by and aunt came on Saturday morning. When she came she said that their was strike going on and mom was called for duty even though it was Saturday she went.
Aunt and i ate breakfast together , i showed aunt my Septum piercing and she complimented me.
Aunt slept afterwards, she woke up at afternoon and asked what was for food and i said Maggie, she scolded me saying i should atleast learn some cooking or else i would face problem in future and said my brother's are crying their . Aunt being aunt scolded me and mom for having Maggie . She cooked and we had lunch, mom called us and Said that strike was escalated and told me that she would come on Monday and told aunt that the kit for was kept in wardrobe which was in parlour. We ate food and aunt told me to wash her and mine plates and told me to come soon after completing the task and asked me to lock all the doors and windows. I did that and went to parlour, the aroma was very nice, i went inside aunt told me to get naked and sit on the chair , she put a black cloth around me and removed my hair , my hair was curly and aunt trimmed the sideburn till my eyebrows length, and cut my hair , my hair was 12 inch long and after cutting she tied my hair into a top not . Aunt gave me a tablet and told me it was painkiller. She said it is going to be painful.
Aunt adjusted the parlour chair , it was old but still flexible and in good condition. I was in sleeping position,and trimmed my body hair she didn't trim fully but i think she put a clip and made same level and did my whole body , aunt told me to close my eyes and told me to open when she says , aunt told that she was going to start waxing , she slowly started from my hand , it was hot and as she applied and waited for few minutes and she suddenly removed it , pain was heaven defying i gasped suddenly, i even had goosebumps all of a sudden. She told me to stay still, she did both hands then she did my leg , she the did my breat area and stomach area , she complimented my boobs and my figure from front and then told me to turn around, she did my back too . She then waxed my amprits and soon my penis and testicle area , i was on all four and aunt patted my ass before doing waxing on butt too . She said my butt was nice and completed the waxing, she told me that she would wax me every 3 weeks . I had burning sensation around my private area and told me it was normal. I was in pain and aunt put a lotion and it felt good , aunt told me to lay down and close my eyes , she sprayed something and put powder around,she then slowly started something at first i didn't realise what it was but then i realised that it was threading, she did that to my whole face and remove any small fraction of hair ,she used to ask me to place my hand at some places, i wanted to tell something but couldn't, later she shaved around my sideburn around my neck. Aunt told me that it might burn a little as she was going to start removing blackheads and pain was terrifying. She did everything and left and i didn't know when i fell asleep. I woke up when i felt little hot as aunt switched off the fan to clean the parlour. I woke up and aunt told me not to take bath today and not to touch any facewash or anything else , so i just water into my face and freshened up , when i touched my face it was very soft , aunt even shaped my eyebrows and their was no hint of hair in my face or body , i started to touch myself from hands to legs and i was very while, i even touched my balls and penis , i was aroused, i touched my butt too . I was touching myself when i heard aunt .
Aunt — enjoying all by yourself.
Me — haha . No but it feels good .
Aunt — ofcourse . And don't masturbate today as your not going to take bath today . Wear your panties and camisole.
Me — yes.
We both sat in hall
Aunt — your mom is not coming home today and tomorrow is curfew itseems.
Me — oh shit !
Aunt — Don't worry .
Me — yeah.
Aunt — so , tell me . What do you do all day long ?
Me — nothing, i watch tv or i try to Crossdress most of the time.
Aunt — do you know your mom has to stand sunlight most of the time in middle of traffic, she was fair as you and she has to do rounds all day , do you know the pressure she feels.
Me — yeah , i know.
Aunt — so if you know,why don't you help her ?
Me — i help her .
Aunt — oh really.
Me — yes .
Aunt — then why don't you cook something decent food ?
Me — i don't know how to cook .
Aunt — you can always learn but you choose not to .
Me — it's not like that, i want to learn but i don't have the resources.
Aunt — okay let's agree of cooking then what about sweeping and cleaning the house , your mom did asked you to sweep the house and do you do it .
Me — no , i am sorry .
Aunt — from today you have to sweep and clean the house whenever you have holiday and once you reach home from school as your school leaves early you should cook food and you should also accompany me and your mom whenever we are cooking, do you understand?
Me — yes .
Aunt — let's agree you don't have mobile phone, so if you had one would you happen to do cooking on your own .
Me — yes .
Aunt — let's see . Your mom and i both are against the idea of phone to you , we will discuss it but if you get your phone will you do cooking and cleaning of the house?
Me — yes , i would.
Aunt — but let me tell you , your mom will have total access to your phone and you must listen to her . She can seize the mobile at any given moment and you shouldn't say anything.
Me — yes , alright.
Aunt — good then , we will buy you a phone,but if you don't keep your promise then kiss your phone goodbye.
Me — yes .
Aunt — like your mother and grandma , you don't need heavy makeup but you must be careful and use the serum we brought last time . Ohh and i brought you innerwear and dresses.
Me — really, where is it .
Aunt — their is a red bag bring it out ,the whole bag is yours.
I went inside and brought the red bag outside.
Aunt — I was doubtful when your mom said me to bring sports bra for you , she said your breat size didn't decrease even after excercise but became more toner , i brought only 3 sets of sports bra and leggings, hope you don't mind.
Me — Aunt , why you and mom always tease me .
Aunt — oh , come on! We are telling truth, when you were excercising your mom saw you were struggling with your breast, so we brought sports bra , then again buying sports bra alone was problem so we're brought you leggings and sports shorts .
Me — aunt you know i can't wear them outside right.
Aunt — why would you not wear them outside.
Me — i really can't argue with you and mom .
Aunt — haha ! I don't know anything, your mom asked me to bring and i brought them.
Me — sigh .
After opening the bag i saw a makeup set , 3 shades lipstick, nailpolish , nailpolish remover , kajal , 3 sports bra , 3 leggings and 3 gym shorts, white sports shoes , a flipon slipper and it was pink , 2 pencil cut jeans and 2 kurtas, rubber bands and other essential for hair and some homedress and innerwears. Seeing them i was very happy, i hugged aunt . Aunt told me not to try them today and told me to put all the dress in washing machine and after that aunt made a small space for me in the parlour. I helped aunt in chopping vegetables and other things and we had our lunch, we saw some web series and aunt drank a beer and let me have some and went to sleep . Next day morning, we both woke up at same time .
Aunt — hey Saanvi, is you mouth free .
Me — umm , yes I guess .
Aunt — good, then would give me a blowjob .
Me — yeah sure .
I removed her panties and i removed mine as well, i started to give her blowjob, she told me to get on 69 and we both were giving each others blowjob, unlike mom's aunt's pussy was waxed and it felt so good soon aunt had an orgasm and soon i had too , aunt put my cum on her breasts and i sat as she was still sleeping .
Aunt — you know, girls must clean up their own mess .
Me — i didn't know what she was talking about.
So aunt signaled around my cum on her breasts. So i took a cloth and was going to clean it. But aunt stopped me.
Aunt — why are you using clothes, i meant to say use your mouth.
Me — huh?
I didn't even second guessed and i cleaned up my own cum . After that we woke up and went straight to kitchen and started to prepare our breakfast and we started to brush our teeth and freshened up. After breakfast aunt told me to wear a t shirt and we went out , our surrounding was a forest place. So we went inside the forest and we walked little far .
Aunt — how was your cum tasted .
Me — little salty and sweet at the same time .
Aunt — haha ! So by your answer let me guess you liked it then .
Me — You started to tease me again.
Aunt — it's all right, you will get used to it . Mine was same experience but later i started to like it . You will too . Their is nothing to be shy about.
Me — okay.
We sat on trees branch. And we talked. We heard mom honking and we rushed home , when mom saw me say didn't stop looking and started to tease me. Mom gave me a box and told me to go inside and open it , when i opened it , i saw iPhone, it was iPhone 5s . It had mom wallpaper and a sim card but signal was poor, mom told me that we are putting a WiFi at home soon . I surfed to my iPhone, mom asked me to wear flipon slipper inside the house.
Mom told me that i was looking very beautiful and hot after waxing. We went inside to cook for lunch .
Aunt — your daughter is just like us , she is cum slut.
Mom — yeah i know.
Aunt —haha !
Mom —haha!
Mom — i hear you made a promise so i brought you a phone, but if you get distracted or addicted to it , it will be not good .
Me — yes .
Mom — you can watch videos after installing Wi-Fi .
Me — yes , sure .
Aunt — Did strike has been laid off ?
Mom — yes , it was a headache, everything is cleared now .
Aunt — shall we go to beach ?
Mom— good idea .
We had lunch and later took bath . Mom and aunt told me that we were going out , we took bath and when we came out , aunt dried my hair and combed it , applied some serum . Next aunt took me to wardrobe and asked me where i kept my clothes from yesterday and i told her that it was hanging dried , aunt went out ,i don't know from where she got her guts , she was in her bathtowel,she went out picked some dress and came in again. She brought a jeans ,bra and a black tunic top , it needed a iron so she did it herself and asked me to wear them as she also wanted to get ready.
Me — aunt , i am wearing this dress and going out , everyone knows me especially my brother's friends are always at the nearby beaches . Please i can't.
Aunt — enough of your tantrums, we heard you , you don't have to worry,just get dressed.
I wore a thong , bra and jeans it was very tight fit to wear but it slid very softly,it didn't reach till my ankle also , later i wore tunic top and went inside parlour, both mom and aunt were dressed and wore similar dress and jeans, they even did themselves light makeup . Aunt told me to sit on chair and close my eyes aunt was doing my makeup, mom started to paint my nails , after my nails she did my hand , aunt did light makeup, applied lipstick, kajal soon told me to open my eyes , when i saw my self in mirror i was shocked to see , i was looking astonishing , i saw my hands and toes which mom applied nailpolish it was light pink in colour, seeing my face no-one could tell that i applied make up ,i wore kajal for the first time and light pink colour lipstick. Aunt told me to rub my lips together and i did . Even i couldn't realise who i was , soon mom applied a bindi , aunt and mom both changed my earrings and put a big round earrings, it was plain and simple silver, my holes became bigger and searched for a matching necklace but atlast they didn't get one so used a simple silver necklace. Mom gave her watch . Mom and aunt were discussing that i needed a shopping and decided to plan next day as mom got holiday and aunt postponed her return ticket. We all were ready and mom gave me some of her sandals, my feet was little small so i wore my sandals,we went out and clicked many photos, we clicked and clicked,we didn't know when time passed by .it was evening already, we took car and set out , we went to City and mom and aunt were searching for a photo studio as it was Sunday many shops were closed, both of them came to disappointed but a single photo shop was open,we parked their and we went inside, it was my first time, i was shy and nervous so i held aunt's hand while walking and kept my head down if anyone sees me , we took a photo and were waiting and suddenly current went off so owner told us to wait, aunt went outside to attend a call , she called me outside and i went, it was a sandals shop ,we bought a cream colour slipper , it was one toe design slipper and i wore them, next we went down and their was a small bangles shop and aunt insisted and we brought them to , the sales women put bangles into my hand and we went upstairs, aunt asked him if current came and he said no , aunt was happy and told him to take photos again, mom was seeing my bangles very happily, we clicked photos again , we waited for half an hour extra until the current came, we made 4 prints of the photo each . When we came outside it was dark already,
We drove straight to beach,it was crowded,mom drove into another direction and it was shore , mom told me that this place peaceful, their was no-one,we sat in car with music and were vibing, their was local person who was selling natural booze from coconut tree , mom told aunt to buy 1 litre and aunt bought them , we were drinking when a car came , it went little far . Soon the started to shake , we laughed like hell , mom and aunt were queen at making fun and humour. Their was a horse coming by and they already double meaning and messing with me. Natural booze was very good, it was my first drinking it . We then drove to a far city , it was 50 kilometres far , we drove slowly while vibing,when we reached the city at ten o clock and we were stopped, the local police was mom's friend and told us not to exit from city at night as their was some checking and all , mom suddenly called her contacts and booked a room . We visited a mall , when entering i was holding aunt's hand entering, i crossed from ladies section , i went into the closed room and their was a lady who was checking, she didn't touched me but searched me and i was passed inside, it was the recently opened mall , it was big and luxurious, we visited many places, mom and aunt planned to drink as we had a hotel room , so we didn't eat anything, we went ladies section, it was mesmerizing , we bought many slippers and sandals, i took 6 slippers and sandals and mom took few , we were billing when i saw a high heels , it was very big in inches, aunt came from back and told me that it was stilletto heels and she told me that it's tips is bigger than my penis , we both laughed and aunt asked me if i wanted it but i said no .
Next we went to buy watches and we brought many watches . It was ladies watch and we brought 3 watches , we decided to head back to hotel, we went to lodge and took the key and settled , once we reached inside, mom searched bathroom and bedroom thoroughly, i asked her what she was searching and she told me that they were looking for cameras . We sat and we were deciding, aunt got an phone call and she invited someone, mom asked who and she said it was Anya sister . I was shocked. So i asked if it was principal ma'am and she said yes. We ordered whiskey and beers , we ordered food like chicken and fish starters . Mom sent me down to bring principal ma'am and i went downstairs, i searched her , she was outside and was on the call, i went near her and once finished her call .
Me — Good evening ma'am.
Ma'am — Good evening,dear. Wow , you look more beautiful in person rather than in photos . When did you buy bangles i did saw them in photos .
Me — We brought them after clicking photos .
We were heading inside.
Ma'am — I am not teasing but you really look beautiful, i had to see pictures 3 to 4 times to check myself. Your lips are superb.
Me — Thank you ma'am.
We reached soon enough, mom told the waiter not to disturb us and gave a good tips , our food was here , everyone freshened up and we were ready , mom started helping Ma'am undress her saree and asked me to hold pins and i did , Ma'am was in her satin bra and panties, she had a good figure but had little stretch marks as she was older than mom by many years . After her mom and aunt did the same and i was only one fully dressed, everyone started to look at me , soon i did the same.
Ma'am suddenly gasped .
Ma'am — You have the perfect figure of a model despite being male . If you were not 14 years old then i would definitely made you an model .
Ma'am came towards me and touched my hips and slowly my ass .
Ma'am — Seriously look at her, Sanu and Deepu . She has perfect figure, what you said no justification,her ass is big and she even has burst size breasts . Seriously if Government didn't impose age limit for modelling then i would recruited you . Remove your bra a little.
I looked at mom and she nodded.
I removed them , she touched my breasts and felt it .
Ma'am — Are you all sure, i feel like I am touching a girls breasts and his nipples have enlarged ,did show him to doctor.
Aunt — If you have still doubt then check his penis , we have asked some doctor and they said it because he has abnormal testosterone and will decline in future , even if we take him to hospital except giving him blockers we can't do anything.
Mom — it's enough bragging sis , i have guess that you are going to curse government agencies rest of the night .
Ma'am — alright.
We sat and started eating and drinking,mom gave me two beer bottles and told me that i had promotion, we started drink and enjoy the night .
At night we slept next day morning around three thirty or something, i was half drunk and everyone else were fully drunk , i learned many information regarding everyone and they even got to know me , they asked me about my crossdressing journey and all , everyone decided to go shopping tomorrow for jewellery.