⚠️⚠️⚠️WARNING - SEXUAL CONTENT ⚠️⚠️⚠️
"It wasn't quite how I imagined it." Claire mumbled. Gabriel tensed up at her statement, listening to her with worry that he did something wrong.
"How was it different?" Gabriel asked as he snuggled his head into her neck.
"I know a lot of women that went through this much earlier in their lives than me. I have been warned time and time again that the first time might not be enjoyable." Claire smiled. "I enjoyed it. I enjoyed it very much." Claire hesitated before adding. "I didn't think you'd be this considerate, and gentle, and…" Claire blushed.
"Really? What were your expectations?"
"Honestly? I thought that you'll be in and out and that's it." Claire said in embarrassment.
"But, I don't think either of us would have enjoyed it as much if I did." Gabriel said softly. "I don't think I would have heard as many of your moans then. I do love hearing your moans, and your orgasms. I loved it when you took control and you were on top. And the way you gripped me… and touched me…" Gabriel's voice started getting more and more hoarse. Claire felt his penis twitch between her legs, raising back up solely at the memory of what they just did. "Besides, it was our first time. I'm yet to learn what you enjoy. I'm yet to learn of all of your kinks. I am yet to be rough with you. For now, I just want to explore." Gabriel ran his hand across her front, from her navel to her breasts. Claire let out a moan again which made him chuckle. "This is what I was talking about. I want to keep on hearing it." He ran his hand down towards her crotch, sliding it between the folds of her vulva, feeling her wetness. Claire moaned louder, letting him touch her. "I want to hear you say my name…" Gabriel said softly.
"Ohhhh, Gabriel." Claire complied as she arched back. Gabriel's penis was right between her thighs, and as she started moving she felt it rub right by the entrance of her vagina, teasing her, and making her want to beg Gabriel for more. Claire wanted more. She started thrusting, feeling the increased girth between her legs.
"Oh, Claire dear, I think I've unleashed some insatiable beast." He chuckled as Claire was excited again.
"I'm sorry." Claire blushed in embarrassment.
"Why are you sorry? I am so looking forward to it." He nibbled on her earlobe.
"You're still recovering. You should rest." Claire mumbled.
"I think I have it in me for one more round. Then we can cuddle and rest before grabbing some dinner. And then we'll see. I have a feeling that neither of us will want to rest tonight."
"Gabriel…" Claire moaned his name trying to protest but at the same time, she didn't want to. As Gabriel's fingers slid inside of her she was excited for the feeling of fullness that his penis gave her, throbbing against it, hungry for more.
Gabriel quickly put a condom on, which went much smoother this time. He laid back down beside her, spooning her, as she thrust more and more as he played with her breast and her clitoris. She was wetter than the first time, keener, and not as nervous. Gabriel liked it, he liked her impatience, her movements, her moans. He let out a loud moan as Claire shifted and thrust hurriedly, sliding his entire length in. Her body accepted it without as much resistance, without any of the previous tension, meaning that she didn't go through much discomfort anymore but instead she moaned with Gabriel in unison. Gabriel hasn't stopped playing with her clitoris as he started thrusting in her rhythm. "Ohhh, Gabriel…" Claire moaned, louder and louder. Gabriel nudged her to get her onto her stomach, propping her up with a pillow, continuing to thrust in from behind, hitting a completely new angle at which Claire moaned his name more.
"Come on, Claire, I want to hear you." He whispered into her ear as he leaned over her. "Tell me, do you like it?"
"Yes…" Claire whimpered as she was barely able to speak. Gabriel laughed, thrusting even harder.
"You feel so good." Gabriel managed between moans.
"No, no, no… I'm going to come." Claire whimpered with slight disappointment. Gabriel continued until she arched and then screamed in her pleasure. Claire felt guilty that she came first but Gabriel wasn't ready to let her rest yet. He slid his penis out and moved down, and before Claire could protest, his tongue found its way into her vagina, making her arch backwards as she was still sensitive from her orgasm.
His tongue danced inside of her, as she still lay on her stomach.
"You're delicious." Gabriel declared between breaths. Claire moaned quietly, but soon her moans started getting louder again. He gently inserted a finger in, trying to find the G-spot, curving it to get it just right. He thrust his finger in and out, pressing at the G-spot, gently stretching Claire's vagina, enjoying the view before him. Once Claire started thrusting herself on the finger, moaning again, he carefully inserted a second finger, massaging her, thrusting deeply. As Claire increased in eagerness and wetness again, he turned her around, laying her down on her back, lifting her legs and placing them across his torso, letting her wrap her legs around his neck, and sliding back inside of her. Claire moaned loudly. "Oh God, I love it when you fill me up for the first time." Claire mumbled. Gabriel smiled, letting his penis slide back out completely, and he slid it back again, watching Claire's mouth open wide as she couldn't stop vocalising her enjoyment.
He fucked her more roughly this time, following her lead throughout. Thrusting faster and deeper than the first time. At the end Claire moved her legs down, wrapping them around his hips, pulling him closer. She laced her fingers with his and kissed him deeply just before finishing. His groan made her come almost instantly. His body stiffened as she convulsed below him.
Gabriel collapsed beside her, both panting again. He was keen to return to their spooning as soon as he took the condom off, kissing Claire's neck and snuggling up to her.
"You're perfect, Claire." He said with a chuckle. "You're absolutely glorious. As much as I'd love a third round, I may have to say that we should try to get some rest."Gabriel said with a smile as Claire grumbled at him and looked dissatisfied with his suggestion.
"I've waited so long for this moment, and that's all I'm getting?" Claire asked grumpily.
"If we continue like that, I might end up with a heart attack. I need some easing in."
"Hmm… looser." Claire grumbled which made Gabriel laugh out loud.
"I'm sorry. I'll try harder next time." Gabriel said as he pulled her in closer. "Will you forgive me?"
"For now." Claire agreed with a wide smile.
"I do hope I did alright for a rookie?" Gabriel asked anxiously.
"A rookie?" Claire turned slightly around to face Gabriel. "What rookie?"
"Well…" Gabriel turned bright red. "It was my first time."
"What?!" Claire asked in disbelief. "How?"
"Why are you so shocked?" Gabriel asked as he furrowed his brows. "Have I done something wrong?"
"Well, no. I've just expected…" Claire started mumbling nervously.
"I never was in a serious relationship before. I think I've mentioned that I've promised myself that I will never be intimate with anyone I don't truly care about. Not after experiencing what I did as a child."
"I know you did. I guess I just didn't fully expect it." Claire admitted. "I assumed that you had previous relationships where…"
"Eva's poking fun at me for dating Francesca for a whole two weeks. It was already too long to put up with her and that was my longest relationship before you."
"Two weeks?" Claire's curiosity got the worst of her.
"Yes. It took two whole weeks before I caught her with my then-best friend in bed. And only after they were spotted getting into the hotel by paparazzi. It was kind of funny. They were photographed and the news popped up within minutes. My instinct was to go and see for myself and well… they were still there when I walked into the room. But even then, it was hardly a serious relationship." Gabriel admitted. "It was weird as I felt relieved to find out and to have a reason, an excuse, to break up with her. I guess the scar remained though. After that I was cautious. Alex laughed that I never went past the second date. I think he's right. I've struggled to find anyone with whom I had any meaningful connection." Gabriel smiled softly at Claire. "Until I've met you. I don't think you realise how difficult you've made it for me to constrain myself. I was obsessing and fantasising about you for so long. I've never felt this level of attraction with anyone. But you… you bewitched me, Claire."
"Frankly, I don't think there's any chance for me to go at it with your best friend." Claire laughed and Gabriel joined her.
"An unexpected benefit of having your relative as my best friend." Gabriel rubbed his nose at the back of her neck. Her hair tickled his nostrils. "One less person to take you away from me."
"I get that you have trust issues because of your previous experience. I understand. I hope though that you know that it is not something I would ever do to you." Claire said seriously. "You're mine now. Just as I'm yours, you're mine." Claire decided.
"Hmm… possessive Claire. I like that." Gabriel sounded happy.
"Is your arm okay?" Claire asked worriedly. "I can move…"
"Claire dear, I have no feeling in that arm. And actually, this is not a bad position for my wound either. Don't worry about me."
"How can I not?" Claire grumbled. "You don't care for yourself enough so I have to do it for you."
"Oh, darling Claire…" Gabriel gently started playing with a streak of her hair. "How are you feeling?"
"I'm okay." Claire nodded.
"I don't want you to ever feel like we have to do this."
"Gabriel, I wanted it." Claire blushed. "I liked it."
"If I ever do something you do not like or don't feel comfortable with, tell me."
"Well, I do not know what I do not like at the moment." Claire started carefully. "I'll tell you once I'll find out?"
"Of course."
"Same goes for you."
"Claire dear, anything with you is going to be perfect."
"Thank you, cuore mio." Claire turned around and buried her face in his chest, minding his shoulder. "Thank you for being so considerate and gentle with me."
"That's nothing to thank me for." Gabriel protested.
"Well, it was my first time too." Claire said with embarrassment. "Harry was my first-ever boyfriend and we were dating for a few weeks before he assaulted me with these men. I didn't… I wasn't intimate to that extent with him then. And since it happened, I haven't been able to…" Claire's words disappeared.
"Thank you for trusting me enough, Claire. I do hope that you understand that your consent is of utmost importance to me. And I hope that you trust me enough to understand that I will never harm you. Never again. I did my share of shitty things to you."
"I've forgiven you." Claire said honestly. "As long as it doesn't happen again, as long as you don't harm me purposely, you're forgiven."
"No, Claire. I do not deserve your forgiveness. And I'm still working on it. Last week was horrendous for me. I shouldn't have had that meltdown."
"It's forgiven, cuore mio."
"I should've told you about it. I should've talked about it with you. I shouldn't have assumed the worst." Gabriel hesitated. "Actually, I should've told you what triggered it."
"You don't have to, cuore mio." Claire said confidently.
"Claire, the day I snapped at you my father came to see me." Gabriel said honestly. Claire looked up at him with her eyes widened and a crease on her forehead. She was worried. "Now that I think about it, I think he wanted to get between us so he could get to you." Gabriel thought out loud. "I hate that he managed to plant that seed of doubt in me. I hate that I let him get in my head." Gabriel sighed before planting a kiss on Claire's head. "I'm sorry."
"Hush, cuore mio. I've said that it's forgiven. You have nothing to apologise for."
Gabriel tightened his embrace of Claire, closing his eyes and resting his chin on her head. Claire snuggled into him. A thought popped into her mind.
"Gabriel…"
"Yes, dear?"
"I am still concerned about your willingness not to use protection." She furrowed her brows. She looked up and was surprised that a smile crept onto his face.
"It means that I wouldn't mind it if we decided to have a child."
"What?" Claire was taken aback by it.
"Claire dear, I am deeply in love with you and I am planning to be with you forever more. I wouldn't mind having a family with you." Gabriel opened his eyes and looked at Claire with admiration. "Or rather, I want to have a family with you in any way and to any extent you'd like."
"What do you mean?"
"It means that if you want to have children, I want them too. If you don't, that's fine too. It is your body and your choice." Gabriel explained calmly. "And I don't mind if it'll be sooner or later. It's all down to what you want."
"How can you be so sure? We've barely been together for just over half of a year." Claire asked curiously.
"Because every day without you destroys me. I can't see myself with anyone else ever again. You're mine, Claire." He planted another soft kiss on her head. "I love you."