Dear,
I know you're tired of this world. I know you struggle, you cry with or without tears, I know you felt like giving up but don't surrender. It's okay to let your teardrops fall to relieve the pain in you. It's okay to isolate yourself for a moment to feel the sadness but don't drown yourself. There are different types of struggles, it may be financial or the battle that occur in our minds. It may be the sorrow or grief but do not keep them in your heart. Always remember that God is here and never doubt His existence. Did you know that I wrote the poem "mahal kita" when I was so depressed and most of my previously written poems are made up of sadness and hopelessness but I have survived because of the Lord.
Until now, I am still struggling in many things but I can manage to smile because I know He's with me. And you too, you can overcome your storms too. Don't hesitate to talk to the Lord and tell Him all your pain. The existence of problems does not mean that God is not around. We may not understand His purpose for now but I know He is creating the best version of you. You can surrender those heavy baggage to the Lord. He listens and always will. I know how you feel right now because I felt that too. I was like you before, I was about to give up but giving up makes the enemy laugh.
I know it's tiring but never ever try to commit any mortal sin such as suicide. Be aware that it may lead you to hell and may take away the grace of God from you. You don't have to escape, fight with God. Talk to Him and He awaits you. Rest in His words and sweet promises, He don't lie. The Lord loves you.
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Hebrews 13:
5 Be free from the love of money, content with such things as you have, for he has said, "I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you."
6 So that with good courage we say,
"The Lord is my helper. I will not fear.
What can man do to me?"
Philippians 4:13
I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me.
Psalm 55:22
Cast your burden on Yahweh, and he will sustain you.
He will never allow the righteous to be moved.
1 Chronicles 28:20
David said to Solomon his son, "Be strong and courageous, and do it. Don't be afraid, nor be dismayed; for Yahweh God, even my God, is with you. He will not fail you, nor forsake you, until all the work for the service of Yahweh's house is finished.
Cheer up and fight!
Glory to God.
Boaz mulosa
MB