"The blames I received, and the accusations, because Sherin blamed me in her last letter."~Celia...
Any ways it was our last day at school and then we had our exams. It was mid March and as always Sherin was pregnant again. She had an other abortion just one month back. She had failed last year in her exams but, her father paid a huge sum of money and promoted her. Her mom was unaware about the abortions she had. Only her dad knew about it and the doctor. He had killed him ( Dr.) the previous month after her last abortion, I knew this because she told me about this and, threatened me that her father will do the same to me of I don't help her secretly abort her kid this time.
She threatened me, saying that she will tell everyone that I forced her to be in a relationship with a guy she never wanted, and that he forcefully impregnated her. I was dread scared back then and realised that I would have to help her this time, but before I helped her she wrote a letter and drowned herself to death, by jumping into her house well. She was so cruel that she engraved my name on that piece of paper, that paper (letter ) which almost ruined me. The same evening she died het father came to our house, He came with the media, but decided not to do anything until he asked me the truth, because he knew his daughter. He basically wanted to teach me what to speak. He wanted to execute his plan, while he never knew I would threaten him back after knowing about his illegal son and his secret wife from his own daughters mouth. I don't know why but every time after bullying me, that female spat out some or the other dark secret about her dad to me. I never gave into it because I thought she was lying, but when I blurted this out in front of her father he sweated.
He angrily growled at me, 'you bitch how dare you threaten me like this, well so as you know the truth let me tell everything to you. In detail baby!'
I was awestruck, my expressions were vague. I was done with the presence of this man, he smelled like blood and paint. A new and weird combo. Meanwhile he was busy executing his plan. Sherin was just like him. She had that sharp mind to execute her plans. He continued, I had my phone recorder onn by then. He spoke, 'young girl it's me who killed her. I killed Sherin, so don't try and mess with me, do you get that listen and obey me. What I order is the final and you need to listen to me. You get that!'
He silently yelled at me and gave an evil smile. I was a bit unhappy and I knew I had to excite him more so that he reveals more about the crime he committed. He also told me that he killed her because he thought that she was a big obstacle for him and his new family. I was devastated on hearing this, that how could a man do such a thing even though he had a beautiful wife? She was a diva, a kind woman and a pure example of beauty with brains. She wanted to pursue modelling as a career until she met this filth, who wished to marry her. Her parents thought that he was a perfect suitor for her and got them both married instantly, actually I know so much because of the village aunties who came at our door to give my mommy all the village news. Jossy and I used to secretly hear all this, and it kept us both interested. I remember both of us chuckling and giggling silently when there was some sort of moment of surprise between them. They had a gossip about his married life when, the news of his wife's death spread around the village.
Ohh! sorry let me not shift, from the topic, my phone was recording all what that filthy man said. He put his right hand in his left suit pocket and removed a knife like structure which had a few drug packets stuffed into it. He kissed em and put it pack in his pocket. After sometime he ordered one of his guards to give him his palm top. He switched it on and showed me a glimpse of my Jossy who was in relationship with his step son. He gave a ferocious evil laugh. I was angry, he told me how he killed Sherin, and threw her into his house well, to claim it was a suicide. Now it was my turn to fire him back. He threatened me to speak whatever he said, but this time my phone did the speaking and I was free, he was taken to jail, and he went bankrupt, due to the loans he failed to repay, leaving his new family on the street. Finally Sherin and her problems and problems related to her were over.
Anyways back to Maggy,
"We were like a blend of cheese on pizza, it was like a perfect blend. Which no storm could separate, a homogeneous mixture of two souls, a pure bond of love." ~ Celia
No difference lust is meant to be love, was my thinking back then. Maggy thought me what everything was. He showed me how happy he was with his wife. The man I saw me in was gone, but Harry was replacing him part by part, slowly but nicely. That evening Denny came to my place with a big old box which contained the gifts and cards Ronnie gave her. She told me she was going to return good love back to him. I too supported her, and drove her to Ronnie's apartment. She knocked repeatedly but there was no sound, Ronnie had committed a suicide. Harry sadly opened the door hiding his tears from me. Harry was devastated by the fact that he couldn't take care of his little brother, and he blamed himself for Ronnie's death. I hugged Harry and sat close to him, besides Ronnie's corpse lying in the floor with his leg vain cut and blood still flowing out from it. His parents were unaware about Ronnie's death and had gone to a lavish restaurant the previous night to enjoy a splendid holiday. Denny was shocked, because she knew what Ronnie was. I helped Harry clean up things and told him to face the truth with courage. Everything happened and the funeral was over.
A few days later :
Harry was normal by then as if he never missed anything. 5 days back he did not even call me, I thought he was avoiding me, but who knew what cooked up right there into his brain. Still I used to send him mails, and he replied, but less. I was quite tensed. Last night he called me and told me to meet him, the next morning. We met, and he took me to the same coffee shop where we had our first date. We sat right at the corner where no body could see us. The waiter came and he ordered a coffee for both of us. He looked sad, I asked him the reason, he caught my hands tightly and started crying. I was awestruck, I still thought he was missing Ronnie.
Finally when he was almost about to utter something after wiping his tears , the waiter came with the coffee. He kept the tray and went, Harry began speaking, he told me he had killed Ronnie, because that night Ronnie was about to kill him. I couldn't believe what I heard and I was awestruck. His pen camera had recorded everything and he played it to me on his phone. I knew the amount of guilt he had in him. I could see it, feel it. May be it was empathy? and my love for him. He claimed that he wasn't doing good since then and lived in a lot of severe guilt. He told me he liked me, but he couldn't marry me because he was a bloody murderer. I told him not to mind and everything was okay. Even though I knew nothing was. I knew it was not. I couldn't loose Harry and I woke up, from my deep sleep realising that it was my dream. I instantly called up Harry and he picked the call, I asked him about Ronnie and he told me that Ronnie was sleeping. I was happy and I knew that now Harry wouldn't leave me. We spoke alot and he made me forget Maggy. I felt that, I loved Harry. I believed him, another man again, I bad nightmares about loosing, I was falling in love again and things were changing. I was getting healed, slowly but I knew that the scars that Maggy had given me still remained. I still felt not the same but a little pain when I saw him with Edna.
Meanwhile I got a news that Maggy's mom was out of danger and I was thrilled. I quickly rushed to the hospital to meet her. I saw her, she was a pretty fine and I was happy. As I entered the room, she opened her eyes and she looked at me with a loving gaze. I was happy to see her well again She had the life supports attached to her still but somehow she managed to move her fingers as a sign of calling me near her. I went near her and she weakly held onto my finger. I spoke to her a little and she was asleep by then. The next day she was discharged and she longed to speak to me, so that filthy man came to pick me up on his bike, he tried to kiss me but he received a slap across his face. I told him that his shit seemed to disinterest me now. He fucking smiled like a damn dog. I was angry and I angrily stomped towards his bike, he said, 'sit baby, I love you still. You are an addiction a fucking addiction. and by the way whi is that fucking new guy you are roaming with?'
I was furious after hearing this from his rotten mouth, I screamed and told him to mind his own thing and to never ever try to touch me. He was still smiling and staring at me from his bikes front mirror. I yelled at him to pay attention on the road. He was still flirting with me, which made me mad at him. Finally we reached the hospital and I got off his bike, an irritating ride though, which made me remember everything again, a ride which had almost broke open my old healed wounds. He was still staring, I again ft like slapping him but I was quiet this time, I decided to ignore him. I ignored him at my level best but that bastard put his hands around my waist and I was seriously numb, and a bit shy. I told him to remove his hand and he said, 'I love you baby, and I know that you still do love me. By the way you slap very hard, but you look cool when you are angry, may be I can call you sexy... a sexy bitch.'
I ignored and went to see aunty Elsa. She saw me and began crying, I looked at her and smiled. Finally, it seemed like I was hearing her voice after 2000 years. She lovingly clutched my hands and kissed them, she told me that she wanted to be with me. I smiled and tears dripped from my eyes too. Just then Edna stomped in making a terrible noise, ugh... I hated it and I hated her... I don't know why but my blood was boiling. I wanted to catch her neck and kill her, fuck I wanted to tell her to get lost. ugh... kill me... That fucking lady's face was enough. She turned purple - blue when she spotted Maggy staring at me. She instead fucking stormed at me and told me to get lost from there.
I told her that I am not going to shake off my butt from there. I was angry and I too stormed at her. I was awestruck when it was the first time Maggy opened his mouth and scolded Edna. I was surprised by his reaction and happy too. That man who never spoke, opened his mouth, and the room was on mental fire. Edna rebuked back , and flung a heel at Maggy which missed hitting his head. Aunt Elsa told Edna to be in her limits , and she began screwing aunty too. She was a fearless sassy monstress, she fucking knew how to spoil the atmosphere of everything around her. She was just like a thorn in the family, and she had the power of taking away my smile always. She was silly and I hated her.
Maggy caught my hand and told me lovingly to come with him, right in front of his wife. She yelled behind us, 'fuck off you bitch and you both bastards. Magson is mine and only mine so just shut your magic up over him. And you bastard I am your wife.' I could hear her other heel hit the door. Due to our issues the other hospital staff and the patients got disturbed. Maggy rode towards a park, the park where we had our second date, I told him that I wasn't interested but he told me to stay. I began crying because I could see the promises he made to me, I could see everything. I couldn't stop myself and I died again. Maggy looked at me in awe. He must have thought that I would be happy, but I was not. I felt the pain , a sharp pain. I longed back for those days and in middle I wanted Harry too. I sat on the grass crying bitterly neither feeling the air nor feeling the grass beneath me. Maggy touched me, to comfort me, and I angrily told him to get away. I pushed him, I wanted to kill him, for breaking his promises.
I said, " What the fuck do you think you are? Leave me for months to die and then come again. I have my Harry now and I no longer feel for you. Just bloody fuck off , and love your bitch..." I yelled at him without a pause not letting him to speak. He was listening to me as he knew that he was at fault. The people in the park called me a mad lady and Maggy shooed them off. He told them not to disturb him and me. He was staring at me and I was scolding him. I yelled, "fake ... fake ... and fake everything is fake, you your promises and everything, left me for good and killed me brutally, now wants me back which you fucking won't have you fucker. You wont get me , and now I will marry Harry. He is a good guy and I can't ditch him , for a filth like you." Maggy was smiling at me still, and he said, "you are still beautiful even when you yell, like a goan fisher folk , you look mmm.... I can't take off my eyes off you, I like you baby, you are kind, beautiful, smart and you gave everything in you, much of which my wife lacks. I love you really, and I wished I never had to marry Edna. Even when you slapped me twice you looked gorgeous, your jasmine scent makes me go mad over you and I go mad over it and you baby. I love you and only you. I hate that bitch ..." I yelled again, "Then why da fuck did you marry her ? tell me Maggy tell me... I asked you something, why da fuck did you marry her. Just don't fill me with fucking lies, just open your mouth." Maggy didn't say anything and told me to sit on the bike and dropped me home. I was okay finally but I told Maggy for the last time to be away from me because, being with him would be an obstacle to the relation between Harry and me.
As I looked at his eyes in the mirror, I first time saw the fear of loosing me in his eyes. I felt it, but I gave a damn now I knew what had to do and what I did was right. I had to move on. I felt for Harry now but I don't know why but I still got the same butterflies in my tummy when I saw Maggy. That bitch called me and I answered, She screwed me up on the phone and I did the same to her too. Maggy told me that he would leave Edna soon after their second baby was born , but I no more believed him, I wanted him to be with that bitch only now, I didn't want him with me anymore , ugh... murpph... a fake man.
Authors note : Heyy dear readers I guess this was essential because writing a story of only one point of view wasn't a good idea, and no one can judge the other by only hearing one side. So do be ready to read Magson's point of view ... part 2... Though Celia's pov will be simultaneously written too...
PART 2
MAGGY'S POV: Heyy guys, I am Magson, and with love people call me Maggy, so do be ready to hear my pov ... too here you all will get answers to your questions as to why I left Celia and chose to marry Edna ??? and all...