Ray went to her and set her on his lap "I wish I could love your mom again but I can't.....I just can't live without Judy, please understand Autumn."
She was also shedding unmanageable tears.
"If this divorce push through and you and your siblings hate me forever,I just want you guys to know that I love you genuinely,I always did,and not even Judy can stop me from loving you guys. But I also need you to understand that I love Judy also, she's now apart of me and I can't turn my back on her,not now...."
Autumn didn't move or said a word,she cried in her father's arm until falling asleep. Ray took her to her room in his arms and placed her near Aria,he kissed them in their forehead as usual and left the room.
He sat silently in the living room before lying down on the couch and sleeping.
How could him be this wicked to his children by leaving them,but also,how could him live without Judy,he love her so much that the thought of her not being in his life freaks him out. He wept more and more before sleep finally took over him.