Kat, Kat, I…Ali said while Kat is kissing her on the mouth forcefully. What?, Kat asked. Are you going to tell me that I shouldn't do this and all, because you respect me. What if I don't want you to respect me, or maybe I want you to get wild with me and….
Kat, you didn't mean that, I have my share of wildness and crazy sexcapades but I don't want you to be one of my girls, but my only girl, Ali added, kissing Kat gently on the lips and cheek then on the forehead. Yeah, right, like I'm your fuc*ing grandma now!, Kat said smiling and hugging me tightly and we fell down on the bed. She smells wonderful, like strawberries and blueberries, hmm!!!, yummy!, You smell so wonderful I want ot eat you, roooarrr, whaaa!, Ali said while jokingly bite Kat on the neck then on the shoulder down to her stomach coming up to the chin then the lips. Ahhh!, it feels so good Ali, I want you now, can you please shove your crappy values and make love to me, Kat exclaimed sweetly and romantically kissing Ali on the mouth and biting her lower lip that made Ali hungry, waking up the fire that had been bottle inside her ever since she met Kat at her party six months ago. Ali couldn't control her urges anymore and grabbed Kat on the shoulder, kissed her mouth forcefully, that made the girl press herself toward her more.
I couldn't control myself and wanted to own Kat. I love her and …wait, I love her, yes, right.
Kat!, I love you, I want you to be my girl, I whispered to Kat in her ear when I kissed it and she wanted to take off my hoodie but I stopped her hand and kissed it. Kat shocked, her eyes are looking at me though happily, she still couldn't believe me. Yes, and I want to be yours like you are mine. But I want it to be perfect, so, can I ask you for a date?, I added while talking softly in the room so quiet and lights are dim and a little dark, the light in Kat's eyes made me see her face so vivid I kissed her again but with so much love and desire, that now my tongue ventured my love's mouth, tasting the sweetness of her strawberry filled scent. Baby?, I asked, really nervous of her reply. Yess!, you can date me and yes, I can be your girl, Kat added said not being able to contain her happiness and hugged me. We, again, fell on the bed and now she's kissing me on the lips but now with so much affection, joy and anticipation, that I felt the electricity flowing inside me and my nerves shivering tremendously. Her kisses are so powerful and magnetic that I am on cloud nine every time she touches her lips to mine. I haven't felt like this before and never did I have this kind of feeling with all the girls I dated or been with. This is the first time I asked for a girl for date since the girls who I was with usually either asked me out or just bumped into them at parties, gigs, concerts or events worldwide. I couldn't even count how many girls I slept with and now I feel bad about them who I just used as past time or used for sex and if I was drugged.
I had experienced a violent childhood and love isn't the feeling I knew but hate, jealousy and using power or influence to get what I want. Now I have Kat, I finally realized that there is true love and soul mates do exist. And I didn't use force, my fame and money to get Kat to be with me, but instead, she made me feel weak to the core, that I fell for her and would do anything in the world to be with her, even if I risk blowing up my career or my popularity just to be with my love. Well, as I get to know Kat, I don't think she would be happy if get kicked out of the band or be poor and miserable because of her. That's just a metaphor and it's just that I love her so much I don't want to lose her, that's why I said it.
Kat, ahhh!, I added and then cupped her face and kissed again on the lips, smiling. Okay, then baby girl, let's get my car and I'll take you home. We need to set up the date and all. Now, I really need to think of another way so she won't recognize me as Alex the rocker. Hmm, the only sigh I said to myself getting stressed on how to present Ali in front of her on our first date.
Don't worry about our first date, it'll be awesome, cause we are awesome together, Kat added smiling and hugging me so tight I couldn't breathe. Ahhh!, hehe, okay, babe, if you say so!, I replied winking at Kat. Kat kissed me and "too bad you won't be having this piece, now!", because you're just too chicken to have sex with me, Kat touching her body from her butt to her neck which I followed and swallowed my own saliva not being able to contain my wanting her after all. Ah, man, damn girl!, What
the f*ck, poor me, poor Alex, untill next time!, I thought to myself and just looked drooling at Kat's hotness. Haha!, Kat laughed and closed the door in front of me. Damn!, damn, damn, why do I need to be saintly, now!. Ah, Kat, can you let me in please!, Ali added calling out for Kat like a sad and hungry puppy. Nope, you said what you said and if you meant it, you won't get one until we had our first date, until then, sorry, hihihihi!, Kat said inside the locked bathroom. Ahhhhhhh!, me and my big mouth and etiquette, haha!, this girl is making me crazy, but loved and cherished, and excited. Okay Alex, let's do this right, I told myself.
I spoke with my band and we have no schedules for the month since we need to prepare for a concert we were invited to play on next month, August, Leo season, where I too needed to celebrate my own birthday. I don't think Kat knows my special day and I know that hers is April 22nd. Well, what should I do on my birthday? I can fly to another country and celebrate it with her or maybe aha, I know I can let her meet my father, but, I should warn my dad about my plan of not sabotaging my cover. Anyway, this isn't lying, it's just for my own security and happiness. I want to get to know her, the real her, if she would accept me as my ordinary me and not the Alex, the super star, the rich and famous gil from the Moonies.
I asked my manager to pose as my dad and he agreed thought promising that I would attend our band practices and wouldn't miss one rehearsal to prepare for August Beer Festival in Vancouver. I colored my hair back o brown and took my braids which I did and kept for two long years. I kind of breathed long and hard for the decision because I love my braids and I had been my security blanket to hide who I really was inside. But now I no longer need to hide to anyone and love myself more than I could ever imagine. Because of Kat I learned to accept my past and love who I really am inside and out. Though I haven't told her who I really am, I still believe that she will accept me as Alex even if I tell her the truth about me. I know she will understand what I did what I did and accept the rock star that I truly am.
Hey!, where are you now? Kat asked me when I looked serious and my mind sort of flew somewhere. Yeah! Haha, I'm here, just thinking about the first time we met. Ah, my birthday's coming up and I am thinking of what to do on my special day, with you, I said very excited about the topic.
So, when is it?, Kat asked smiling at me, while sipping her Slurpy from 7/11's. It's on the 21st and it's a surprise, I mean I want to surprise you that day, I explained with my eyes still attached to Kat. We went out of the store and got inside my car, when a girl approached me and asked for an autograph. Where this she come from?
Ah, sure, I said and Kat's eyes are fixed on me, her eyebrows jerking together. Ah a customer in the company I am working at now, I added smiling sheepishly but not able to hide my fear of being recognized.
You, with your hair like that and all, I kind of recognize someone I love so much in my youth, Alex Roma, the rock star for Moonies. You look exactly like her and I think you and her are alike in some ways, Kat added smiling naughtily.