• beginning •
It's beginning to live life..,
My dreams were different
To live...
The hope of touching the sky,
but to me life was different
To live ...
The sky was so far but my hope can reach the sky,
I wish I would ever get wings to fly,
But fate was so cruel,
Being to life
To live....,
...this is my favourite poem 'beginning' written by me because it reminds me of what I want in my life, I want to be a better writer, today I was thinking all this while sitting on my balcony looking at the beautiful sky, so much that a few minutes later, I can hear a sound of shouting, I turn my eyes and what do I see my neighbour aunty was beating and abusing her husband, I used to shout to the aunty saying what did uncle do today, why are you beating him so hard, aunty reply to me tomorrow night your uncle is very drunk with his friends and I ask her what happened, your sweet uncle forget his scooter, now your uncle doesn't remember anything, that's why I am beating him, I said stop aunty, I am coming down, don't beat uncle so hard,
I was about to go downstairs but in the meantime, my dear Demel called me and said Semine, what you have forgotten today is your first day in the office, you are already late, it is not your responsibility right to go down and get caught in the fight of uncle and aunty, you leave everyone, go straight to the office, you are already late, I said Demel, you are also getting late, listen, first, you go and take a bath, you also work in place already, you reach there first, and save me, where is my first day, my dear Demel I know that I am wrong, I shouldn't get involved in local disputes, but what should I do, I have grown up in this locality.
That's why they are all like my family, you know
these people have taken care of me after my parents left, I know but think about yourself too,
My dear love, you are very sweet, you are also here for my concern, like my elder sister. I quickly went down and settle the quarrel and meet you in the office immediately, madam you forgetting something else, I said what, have you forgotten the clothes to wear on your first day at the office?
I said yes I forgot, I expected the same from you, that's why I have already brought your clothes, wear these, even after coming below, take a proper bath, you dirty girl, you dirty girl, why haven't even taken a bath, so much smell coming from your body, actually I haven't bathed for days that's why I smell like that.
What,
you haven't bathed for days,
why,
I said because I was working on my book, that's why,
Demel says how can a girl forget to take a bath, no matter how busy she is, Semine you are so great.
Leave all this nonsense here, you will make me too late for the office, I am leaving, before you, you quickly finish all the work here and reach the office on time.
Listen,
Semine,
our boss is very strict and punctual, so pls
Reach on time, ok.
I went down and saw aunty is very angry and my poor uncle is standing silently in a corner, I said no problem we will find your lovely scooter, let's go to the police station and let Scotty write a missing report, ok aunty?
Aunty made a small face and said ok, you know take your uncle to the police station, aunty shows her angry eyes to her uncle and says scooter should be found otherwise you are gone,
Me and uncle, seeing aunty like this, I leave quickly,
Then my friend got the mag that I am leaving, so I remember I was going to the late for office, I messaged her, leave your car today, I will be late you can take a taxi today, I just took too much time, I just took a little time, I will help uncle quickly and come,
Ok.
Demel had left her car.
I told my uncle, you sit in the car and I quickly bring my stuff from above, the uncle said ok.
My Uncle saw the things in my hand and said, do you want to go somewhere today, I said yes, today is the first day of my office, the uncle said, where did you get caught in the quarrel between your aunty and me, please forgive, today is your big day, where did I trap you, I told uncle, that everything will be fine, see that I will reach my office time.
Let's stop talking here, let's finish our work soon.
I quickly wrote a lost scooter complaint to my uncle, and the policeman said we will find a scooter soon.
I dropped my uncle at the bus station, and I left straight for the office, when I reached the office, I remembered that I am not ready then my friend messaged me that, the boss will take 20 minutes to come, in the meantime, the bell rang in my mind, I picked up my luggage and kept quietly entered the washroom without been seen by anyone,
I quickly did my washup and quickly changed my clothes, while I started correcting my face, I got a call from my friend, the boss is coming in five minutes, where are you?
I was going to speak but my attention goes to the person standing behind me, I am shocked at what happened, my brain was shut down for some time, and I could not ask anything for that boy, you have come to the wrong washroom, it is the boy's washroom, after hearing this, I wanted to speak to that person, my phone rings, I remember that I am late, I looked at him angrily and said to him, we still have to settle this, if I wasn't in a hurry I would have told you, that you have made the biggest mistake of your life.