My life was amazing living with my grandma i got spoiled because i was the first granddaughter in the family but i had to go to school and they was no schools in the area. So i had to move to stay with my aunt and her husband but first i stayed with my dad. Sedi lived with her dad and everyday her dad would take her to school and from school with the in-laws car that he borrowed. My aunt had two daughters that lived with her in a fancy town house. I and my aunt's daughters where bestfriends and we would do everything together play and homework . They was one thing we didn't do together thou Cry i would be the only one crying because i was always beaten up for something that was not even my fault her daughters would blame me for what they did wrong and say it was me. I didn't see our get that back then so i kept on saying its fine. I stayed everyday my dad would bring me new things at my aunts house and everytime he came i would not say anything to him i would just tell him "im fine and its fun here" six words i said with a fack smile on my face. 'Let it pass Sedi' is what i said to my self everyday a 7 year old girl broken inside. My mothers lived in another province to Finnish her studies and find work. My mom would visit every month and take as all out for lunch and buy sweets for all of us my mom could see the pain in me and ask me if i want to go with her and i would agree because when my mom came i get to sleep at my dad's house/backroom. That there was my fun place and i could feel comfortable and happy. One thing i made sure not telling my parents how im being treated i did not want to put them in worrying because they were already stressed about where we going to live and how we will live . My mom had to go back to the city and i was sleeping in my aunts house again. I my life was hell when i passed to grade 1 and her daughter that was my age stayed back. I was not given food and if i was give food i would get small food and i was suppose to be full. One day when i was not given food i would kneel down my mom always said i should pray if im in pain or feel lonely so i did that i called God i didn't even ask for much i just said "God bless me im in pain and i want my mom and dad now please bring them too me let them come get me from here i can't do this anymore". My God heard me and my mom got a jod so did my dad . My mom came back and thus time she came back so i could stay with her fun i know right.
I stayed with my mom and my dad could not come because he was working. Ohh well i loved staying with my mom but she was still in a young life she would live me at home alone everyday to go get drunk with her friends . Till my dad came in 2010 my mom would be at home everyday. I love being home with my mom and dad together and i did not forget to thank my lord for helping me out of my suffering now i live a happy life everyday.