I miss Louis and Winslow very much. Louis died in 1971 and Winslow in 2021. They both touched my life in the most unimaginable way ever that I wouldn't replace any of the sweet, loving and friendly experiences they gave me for money or influence. Who says that men don't have feelings or a sensitive side. We do, we just don't want you or women to see our weakness, or you'll despise us or use it to your advantage and rule us over. But I think women today have learned to take what's theirs and built their dominion over men in the new world.
How I wish Lyka could see how I grew and stood to live an honorable and honest life for her and for Ismael. I know she is very proud of me now looking down from heaven where she truly belonged in the first place. Maybe, good people die because we don't really deserve them in our lives. And since so much had gone wrong in my life then, Lyka was the only soul who uplifted me from hate and filth. All thanks to her that I am who I am right now though a woman. I brought peace, prosperity and harmony in the world that no one has ever done in thousands of decades. And in the history of mankind, no one has ever lived to tell that story. I just hope peace lasts forever!
I loved Dickinson's poetries and life story. Though I am more likely to be a Harper Lee in nature, my looks and charms are of Capote's. To Kill a Mockingbird was the first book I read and since it's required by our school in history to read it, I didn't just read it, I literally imbibed my first-hand knowledge on racism and genuine concern for others especially of the colored community during the era when they were feared and not trusted. They were pictured as slaves then though they shouldn't have been. Our colored brothers and sisters have created their own seat at the worlds table, platform, identity and talent though have been found struggling to fight for their purpose in the world, societies and in every industry you can name of today.
I have always been a fan of colored movies be it drama, comedy or suspense. But the most touching film I had watched was when this black guy was mistakenly kidnapped since the white men thought he was a slave, but in fact, a rich business owner in his time. I forgot his name but for 20 or 30 years he lived a life of a slave, and the horrors, violence and undignified life led him to forget his good manners as a free citizen who knew how to play the violin, read, write and is very smart.
Haaa!!! How I wish I was just like him and could do whatever I want beyond the walls of this school, this system that I thought have already been destroyed when wolves have devoured the corrupt and greedy leaders of the world. But I guess it isn't easy to do that, for many centuries our world, our governments have been ruled by laws and policies that we couldn't move, work or talk without the media, the authorities hearing or knowing it.
But, these are the new times, the new dawn and millennium that we can make things happen especially when one has the power and ability to shape shift, be invisible and hypnotize or monopolize an individual. I have that power but I only use it for battle purposes and not for my own personal gain. Hmm!, but since I have this m*ther f*cking goldilocks, Cara's daughter lying on the other bed across mine, I couldn't be so much happier (annoyed) for this opportunity to get to know (kill) her!. What a day this is?, After being scolded by the head of the f*cking Revilum, now this. If you're out there, death, please take me now! I know being nice to her would definitely make me throw up a and kill myself! What could make it worse than it already is?, Selina said to herself while staring at the window as if summoning someone about something.
Lyka was already asleep and was very tired from the flight which she took earlier this morning. Though she already knew that she'll be placed in the same room with Selina, the rich but notorious girl worlf who has the ability to hypnotize people up to the extent of making them do self-inflicting stuff to kill themselves, she knew this arrogant elite won't back down or give up annoying her. Though at some point it's nice to know that Selina is a good looking bitch, ahh, erase that, a hot but cold ass bitch who I kind of loved in a curious way.
Because even though she looks like Zendaya with those curls and skin colour, she is smart and very straightforward. I am not a sight for sore eyes myself but looking like Jardine Kennedy I'm pretty cute, don't you think? Anyway, Selina thought I was asleep but the truth is even though my eyes are closed I was still making sure she'll not kill me or rape me or something since she has the skills and super powers to do those. I know and feel she didn't like me moreover, my mom or Aunt Reka. I hope you're not staring at me the whole time and maybe just start talking to me so we can get to know each other!
Selina suddenly got the jitters, like a mumbling puppy she spoke that she wasn't staring at me at all. Why would I do that blondie? I don't like girls with ahh...well!
Okay, I get it, since we are going to be unit mates for a very long time. Why not make a truce, even if we don't get along, obviously, we can just be nice to each other so our stay here would not be that heartless and annoying!, I added smiling at Selina.
I agree!, Selina smiled a bit and decided to shake my hand. It's weird she smiled at me. I think she has a history that if she didn't like someone she wouldn't smile or even say hi. Maybe I'm one of the exceptions to her rules. Get to think of it her eyes are like beaming and she has beautiful ones where as if she could look inside you. The deeper I see her deep set eyes, the greyer and greener they looked. And I kind of feel the chills or electricity flowing in me especially when she shook my hand which I immediately took away since I felt strange talking with her like this.
Okay! I'll sleep now and goodnight, blondie!, Selina added turning her back from me then jumped to her bed without even changing her clothes. Of course one of the best things in being a sane and responsible human being is to take your dirty clothes off and change, I cried seeing how filthy my unit mate is.
Okay then!, Selina stood and took off her clothes, she wasn't wearing a bra and saw one of her Harvard shirt on top of her luggage which she still didn't place on her drawers. Lyka faced to her side to avoid seeing Selina's nakedness, and she smiled a bit because the girl has beautiful breasts enough to make a man cry over them. Selina took her skirt too and wore her panties to bed. Happy now!