I smiled at Jade and she smiled back, as if she knew what is happening and it's okay that I'll be joining Reka in her room at the Bed and Breakfast at Zoo Lake. It's a wonderful cabin for a aprk, and this is the first time I saw how magical the lake is at night. The moon is full with a serene scenery. I was appreciating the view and inhaling the air when Reka held my neck by her arm and tried to choke me to death, I think since I couldn't breathe well, then panicked. I am a nice person but what you did in that supermarket in California wasn't nice. That was plain irresponsible and you could've exposed all of us. I can kill you now for that, since you're a threat to the pact, but you made us look good in the public eye, Reka said and then let me go all of a sudden. She then held my face with her hand and pulled it close to hers. She kissed me and licked my right cheek with a bit of a warning before we parted. However good your intention is, you should still be careful not to break our rules and ruin us. My eyes are on you sweetie new born and I can snap your head off quickly if you do that again and jeopardize our identity and the whole pact.
Arrr, yeahhhh!, thanks for letting me live, I guess!, I won't do that again!, I said looking at her in the eyes and smiled. I held on to my neck and cleared my throat for a bit , and walked away from her.
I didn't know that the pact is that cruel or strict but Reka is the head of the pact and I must follow. Reka was still looking at me and her strange stare made me want to hide and wet my panties. F*ck that woman is scary as hell. It's a bad thing I think I like her, and she has hots for me too. Hmm!
Alicia and Moira were dancing to Rick Astley's Never Gonna Give You Up when I arrived at the hotel. Jade was in the shower and I was so tired that I just went straight to bed, took off my shoes and slept. Jade smiled when she saw me wasted and kissed me on the head. She still stayed up to drink a cup of coffee and read on some script that was sent to her to check if she could play the lead in an upcoming show at California. I can hear Jade sit at the small table in our bedroom and listened to the flipping of papers. But I know I am asleep but my hearing is so clear that I can even hear the sound of cars passing the streets from afar. Weird.
I woke up and saw myself outside the hotel, walking to a bench near it. Reka appeared and walked towards me. She kissed me like she knew me before. Her breathe was hot, wet and gasping for intensity, assurance that I would kiss her back exactly how she did me. I looked at her questioning her reason and her intention, but she kept on kissing my mouth and licking my neck, breasts and arm like she has missed me for so long. I saw Reka and I at a carriage, like we were together in 1900's or earlier, and she was so happy kissing me again. But I refused to kiss her back because I was mad or maybe jealous of some girl she had a quickie at a bar. The irk was so young and the barista at that bar.
At the carriage she was apologizing but I was indignant and didn't budge until the carriage that was moving too fast collided to an old worn out wine truck and left me dead. Reka cried and wept for a lifetime for my death. Not until she saw me at the meeting earlier that she knew that I lived and maybe have reborn to meet with her again and be with her. That was what I saw in a somewhat vivid but illusive dream. Then I woke up and breathed hard. I stood and drank water that was on the side table. I went to the glass door at the balcony and smelled the fresh air. It's a wonderful night and I think I love Africa now more than any other countries in the world. Not far from the hotel I saw a shadow of a big dog, Reka???, then it transformed from a wolf to the lady who almost choked me to death earlier at Zoo Lake.
She looked at me with intensity and she made me feel what she felt, longing and desiring for me and loving me as what she was supposed to do when we were together here in South Africa a long time ago. Reka is a strange wolf but intense in such a way that she can pull you with her looks, smell and stare. She is the epitomy of power and finess. An embodiment of royalty and certainty. I love her and I think I still do until now. She makes me feel things that I haven't felt before not even with Jade. Here I go again huh, feeling stuff I haven't felt before. I think I heard that from somewhere and it's pretty redundant.
Reka was staring at me and it's becoming creepier by the minute. She seemed moving closer and closer to me that I had to close the balcony door and ran to the bed, hugging Jade, forcing myself to sleep.
As a doctor I didn't believe in vampires nor wolves until I became one. And the feeling ws like when Dracula kept on staring on the girl she loves, like hypnotizing her until she fell into his arms and bite her on the neck....ahhhhh! creepy!. But as a wolf, I feel vulnerable and it isn't the first time I felt it. My love for Jade made me strong and weak at the same time. But with Reka, it's different, like she is empowering me and making me more aware that I am a wolf and soon to be partner of the head of the wolf. I dreamt of her and I didn't want to think about it, because I love Jade. I think the way I see it is I'm having an affair with Jade and Reka was really my wife ever since and it's confusing.
And by the way it isn't true that wolves smell like wet dogs. We shower and we swim, we are more of what you can say sweaty beings, breathe and skin warmer than the usual for a human. But we are loving, peaceful and furry humals (human and animal words combined).