A very indepth in her heart she felt the pain and the loneliness ,that was obvious after such a long period she is continuing with ,all her dreams are almost vanished ,like a bubble float on the surface of water and disappears as if it was never present there.The only thing she had a painful diary of her life with the keynotes written on it and as we open the diary we see the only page that we left with a bookmark and none other page will be opened until we go through the whole diary once ,to choose the one we need to read again, it's almost impossible to get the page as we want to live and see,now.The things always run opposite to the one we think they're.Its always happened to her the expectations of her life never met the concequences of her life.