After Rayan went out my father moved us form living room to a bed room.I started to wait for the right opportunity. Soon it came as I expected. My father went to find something to eat.I looked at the man who was gurding us.He was relaxed. It seems like he doesn't see me as a threat. They didn't even search me.I have to take advantage of this. So I started my acting .
"Brother, I have to go to washroom. Please untie me."
"I know you are trying to fool me.You want to escape through the washroom.I won't fall for that."
"No, I am not trying to fool you.There's no way to escape through washroom.If you don't believe ,go check it out your self. Moreover you have my mother. How can I escape?"
He hesitated for a while. After some time he told me that "No tricks,Ok?"
"Ok."
My first half plan succeeded. But the next part is the toughest part.
He gurded me to the washroom. Then he told me to wait outside while he chek the bath room. After some time he came back.He told me to go inside.My hands were tied backwords. when I went inside he didn't let me lock the door. He will let me just close the door.when I went inside , I opened the tap immidiately and shook my head .The hairpin fell of my hair.I grabbed that and started to cut the rope. When I cut the rope , I took some rope pieces and tied them around my hand to fool that guard. When I came out he didn't check my hands.He must think that I am an idiot, I also think so otherwise I wouldn't have gotten into this.
After he turned his back towards me , I stabbed him with my knife.My hands were trembling like hell. He screamed loudly. "Crap, now my father will come.It's getting out of hand." My father came in no time. I pushed him towards him. They lost balance and fell on the ground. In that time I grabbed a vase. When my father stood up I hit him with that.He lost conscious and fell.All that happened in less than two minitues. I was trembling so hard that I could no longer stand on my feet. After taking some deep breath I became calm .Then I checked them. Both were alive. Then I ran to my mom. I started cutting her bonds."Let's go mom . We have to hurry."
Then we started running towards the main door. When I was about to open the door my mother screamed and pushed me away.
"Click"
A soft noise was heared from my behind. When I turned back my mother was lying on floor. The white carpet she always complained for being colorless was washed with red blood.
MAMMA!!!
I sat on the floor and held her body . When I looked up my father was standing with a gun.
My whole world started crumbling. I couldn't believe my eyes.
"NO!"I screamed ,like it would chase away the death angle who wants to take my mother from me.
"Mother, are you playing some prank like you used to play in my childhood when I didn't listen to you? I will be angry if you don't wake up now.Mamma wake up.Wake up ,I am begging you.Please God don't take my mother away. I only have her .Please tell your angel to go away from my mom.Take anything you want, not my mother, please..."
My mother opened her eyes and grabbed my hand,"Don't be sad. I have finally paid off my debts for that night when you protected me with your body. I have never done anything for you.It's you who always took care of me. I wanted to live some more years to see you being setteled.But it seems that God doesn't want so. Sorry,my child I have to leave now.After I leave live your life happily." My mother stopped because she was out of her breath. That bullet directly hit her heart. There was no way to save her, at least not in my position. " I will take you to hospital. Everything will be fine.You will see me grow old" I was saying those lines to my teacher not long ago.Am I going to lose my mother now?
"You know very well that I don't have much time.Promise me one last thing,will you?"
" I will agree to anything. Just don't leave me."
My mother gathered her last bit of strength and told me her last wish.
"Forgive your father.I don't want to see you trying to kill your father when I am not here.Promise me.."
My mother started breathing rapidly. I couldn't say anything. Forgive him?After he took everything from me?My childhood, my teenage, my life ,he destroyed everything. Now he even shot my mother.How could I?I stayed silent unable to say anything.
My mother told me, "Do you really wish me to die with regreat?"
I looked at her.In her eyes she only wanted one answer. I don't know how can she say so after so many things.My mother started panting.
"Promise me ,promise me..pro....mise ..me"
"I PROMISE!"
MY mother smiled. She said, "Come let me stroke your hair for the last time.You have such beautiful hair.Grow it long ,alright?"
when I took my head near her she kissed on my forehead.I started cried like a baby who doesn't want her mother to go out.The fear of losing mother has always been the same. Be it in childhood or adulthood. Its always same.
"D...on't c..ry." She started patting my head." Let me tell you a story.Once upon a time...there was a princess named Aa..yat...."
She stopped suddenly.I understood that what I lost.I lost everything. She was talking to me a moment ago,now she is gone.what a pathetic human life. I just lost everything in a moment.Was my scream not loud enough to chase that angel away? Or my love for her wasn't strong to keep her here?I can never get that answer,can I?
"Aaaah...Aaah...Why God?Why are you doing this to me. What crime did I comitt? Why are you punishing me like this? I held my mothers body and cried like a mad.
"Was it a crime to fall in love?Yes, it was my crime.I should have known that a luxury like love isn't for me.Its forbidden for me .Why didn't I understand it before? Please give me a chance ,I will never love anyone,trust anyone.Please give me my mother back. If you want to take life take mine but let my mother live."I kept crying and telling those .I no long care for anything.I lost my teacher,I lost my mother,I lost my father, all happened in less than four hour. It was lucky that I didn't went mad. I looked at my mothers murderer, he was standing there as if nothing had happened.I want to kill him .But I cann't.What's the point of living?I would rather take my life. I will..
I went to find a weapon to kill myself.That murderer didn't stop me.Why would he?He knows I won't break my promise.I found a kitchen knife.I closed my eye to stab myself to death, then I saw my mother ,crying." Didn't I tell you to live happily?" It was so vivid that I thought my mother was back.But when I opened my eyes she was gone.
"No, I won't kill myself. I can't kill him but I can kill that rayan .From now on, vengenace will be my happiness. I will make everyone pay for their deed.I will turn Rayan and his Mafia into dust. Mother, you wanted me to be happy, right? I will be happy in my way.I will be happy. " Thinking that I walked towards that murderer. He was afraid. He saw that killing intent in my eyes.
"Don't be afraid. I won't kill you.My mother told me to forgive you.I will forgive you. But I will never call you father again. What a fool I am!It's not like you wanted me to call you that,is it?Anyway tell that Rayan, next time he meet me I won't be the prey. Tell him to prepare as much as he wants.But I will come back. I surely will."I pushed him and screamed
"ALEXA , LIGHTS OFF."
When the lights came finally Aayat was already gone with her mother.