I Am Musu a 17 years old boy, who just hate his life because I don't know why I don't have friends, why my family doesn't like me, why am I an introvert.

I just hate my life so much. My Dad Told me that i was born at the age of 6 months. So that's why my mom died. He blames me every night, he says that I am the reason of her death but seriously I am not.

My Dad is a labour who always tries to impress other ladies, that's the reason why i hate him. Sometimes I think that is dad lieing to me? what happened to my mom? I don't know. I wish I could go to the past.

Dad's Anger

At night I was just studying in my room, my dad suddenly came in and started beating me with his belt, he can't see that I am an adult boy, my manners dont allow me to hit him back.

So I just backed up. He was angry because he has lost his cigarette. yeah that's my dad.

So when his anger cool down he looked at me with his furious eyes cursed some words and headed back to his room. At door he shouted good night and slamed the door.